Thursday, 24 March 2005

Life as Usual

Just came back from canteen. I did not have my breakfast this morning and decided to have a brunch with my coursemates. I slept well last night sampai bilik sebelah can hear my goruk. Hahahaha. Kidding! 

My mum phoned yester night and she asked me to go home to clear things up. But, i refused to go home since it's only for a week. Gosh... Balik-balik naik kapal terbang lagi and have to stuck there for an hour and twenty minutes, and that excludes boarding time and immigresen check up. I'm too bored waiting in line and that's why i hate to go into the bank. I would prefer to spend my time withdrawing money using ATM.

I went to read DOPEYMOOKE blog just now and she really makes my tummy tickles. Still don't get my words? Why don't you read it yourself, i'm not going to kill my times blogging using my precious NOKIA.

:-P This is the link for DOPEYMOOKE blog. Beware the eyes of DOPEYMOOKE for she shall eat you alive... It's alive. It's alive. Why am i talking nonsense here. 

p/s: I have clear things up with my boyfriend yester night. And we are back for good.

Wednesday, 23 March 2005

The Hardest Day in my Life

Sia di dalam bilik hostel sia sekarang guna handphone sia login internet using gprs to write something on my blog. Today is the saddest day in my life. I have just received sms from my boyfriend asking for a break up. 

Sia mati-mati love him but apa yang sia dapat is this. I never wish for a break up - tapi if he cannot love me anymore, then i have to let him go walaupun i don't want to. 

Currently, I'm having my final exam and all these things are bulking in my mind. Hari ni sia menangis saja. I don't have anyone to rely on here. I don't have a roommate to share my pieces of broken-hearted. I feel like want to die but i cannot do it. 

Napa sia kena hadapi ni benda untuk yang ke-2 kalinya.

Am I?

Am I a fool who let a kiss to fool me or is he a fool who I let to kiss me? 

I am having my exam and he is asking for a break up. How am I going to sit for my exam in this situation. I need a break. Why does he ask for it now... Why now.... 

God... I need you.