Monday, 14 September 2009

Endless Love

From the very beginning, the girl’s family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family’s pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: “How deep is your love for me?”

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family’s pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: “I’m not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I’ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?”

The girl agreed, & with the guy’s determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it’s hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice……

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents’ comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,…’s still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone.Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying…. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he’s back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn’t anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy’s wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what’s going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language telling her “I’ve spent a year’s time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I’ve not forgotten our promise. Let mehave the chance to be your voice. I Love You.

With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

Transfer Transfer

If you’re guessing where I’ve been now and then… I’ve been busy with *transfer*… Hahahah~ They are all in my FB~ I mean if you’re looking for more information… Hahahah!

Monday, 6 July 2009

You gotta find me now~ Hahahah~ I’ve found a nice place to write about everything…

SUMANDAK BILANG: I’m sure those who really love to get into someone else’s bag knows where to search… Hekhekhekhek~ Relax lah~ Macam sia indatau (Sebab ada urang kasitau)… XD

Sunday, 5 July 2009

Who am I to say

Who Am I To Say (Hope)
Love of my life, my soulmate
You’re my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left
Don’t know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don’t know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
Color me blue I’m lost in you
Don’t know why I’m still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don’t know why I’m still searching
Don’t know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don’t know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
Hmmm hmmm mmm
Uhhh oohhh aahhh
Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh
Now you’re a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what’s meant to be
And that’s okay with me
But who am I to say you love me
And who am I to say you need me
And who am I to say you love me
Mmmm hmmm
I don’t know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don’t know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don’t know anything at all
I don’t know anything at all
I don’t know anything at all
I don’t know anything at all
SUMANDAK BILANG: Sure I’m going to include this in my playlist forSabahan.FM… Mueheheheheh~

Chocs from Labuan

Got chocs from Labuan! XD So happy-happy-joy-joy! Nasib baiklah bukan mint flavour kena bagi… Muahahahahaha~ Dia mengaku yang sikit lagi dia terbeli mint flavour… If dia terbeli dat, mimang sah lah sia makan COLGATE! Muahhahhah~ Never thought he was going to buy me chocs! Thank you~ Macam tau-tau saja sia lama sudah habis stock chocs ah~ Muahahahahaha! Kadapatan mah~

SUMANDAK BILANG: Lepas ni apa lagi ahh? Mr. Pee Pee punya patung from China? Mueheheheheheh~ Or how about all the makanan? Ainah… Kes apa lagi ni? Tidak bagus kasi siakan urang… Pas puhun! Muahahahahahahah! YUMMY! Chocs! Chocs! Chocs! Thanks for the Chocs, YM dear! Janji itu chocolates dan bukan milo + susu cap junjung. Muahahahahh! XD

Friday, 3 July 2009

Life is a Beautiful Struggle

  1. You’re not a kid anymore. You have the right to choose your own life. You can start again. If you want a cat, all you have to do is choose a life in which you can have a cat. It’s your right.
  2. Life is a series of collisions with the future; it’s not the sum of what we have been, but what we yearn to be.
  3. ‘Forgive and forget,’ that’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back; when someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wounds never heal, and the most we can hope for is one day, we’ll be lucky enough to forget.
  4. I’m also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.
  5. Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like the moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it.
  6. I’ve learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heroes often go unsung.
  7. I must learn to love the fool in me; the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.
  8. You must train your intuition- you must trust the small voice inside you which tells you exactly what to say, what to decide.
  9. I wanted a perfect ending. Now, I’ve learned the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best out of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next.
  10. I happen to believe the world will change only when we change ourselves. And that starts with finding ourselves. And that starts with listening to ourselves; learning to quiet the clamor in our minds and the voices of everyone around us and move toward what feels right- towards the things we know, for reasons we can’t explain, that we’re meant to do, the things that make us feel alive.
  11. I don’t want to be married just to be married. I can’t think of anything lonelier than spending the rest of my life with someone I can’t talk to, or worse, someone I can’t be silent with.
  12. It seems to me the only thing that matters, the only thing that’s even real, is the here and now. And some stuff is important and some stuff isn’t , and I guess time is the only thing that can sort out which is which. That just means, the more we live in the present, the more we store up all the memories, good and bad, the more we have to hold on to once people, places, and things are gone. Because, believe me, I speak from experience when I say things can change forever, with, like, no warning. So no matter where how much you love something or no matter how much you take it for granted, nothing lasts forever. So for now, all we can do is hang on and wait and see and hope…for the future.
  13. Good doesn’t exist without evil. Good wouldn’t have meaning, if we never knew what bad was. Success doesn’t exist without failures. We’d have nothing to succeed at, if we didn’t fail at anything. Love doesn’t exist without struggle. There would be no reason to love, if we didn't struggle so much for how much it was worth it in the end.
  14. Well go on and get it. Chase it. Catch it. Pursue it. And once you have it, once it’s actually really yours, don’t let it go. Cherish it like it’s the only living flower in the world. It’s your responsibility to take care of it, to keep it safe, to protect it. Don’t let yourself down by mistreating it, and don’t even think about taking advantange of it. Who says that you can’t do what you want? Don’t you dare listen to them, don’t listen to a word they say. They’re wrong. You can do it. You can be what you want to be and go where you want to go. Be in your vision and treasure every moment of it. It’s your ideal fantasy and it can happen if you really wanted it to. Work hard for it because you can do it, because it’s worth it. I know it and you know it. If you don’t try, you’ll never know. Would you want to look back in a couple of years and wonder ‘what if’? Because I don’t think you do. Don’t become your own victim. Don’t target yourself and say that you can’t do the things you love. Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t do the things you love. Because you can.
  15. You have a dream? Well then… don’t just sit there.
  16. “Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”            
  17. Everyone says love hurts, but that isn’t true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.      
  18. In your life, you meet people. Some, you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.           
  19. There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.       
  20. I believe in true love. I believe in love at first sight. I believe love conquers all. And that doesn’t mean that there’s not gonna be hard days or difficult things to deal with, because there will be. But finding that person who does it for you and knowing that person loves you back just makes everything so much easier.        
  21. People always ask me why I don’t have a boyfriend and wonder why it’s hard to get to me…Throughout my entire life, I’ve always wanted what I drew in my mind as a young girl. I never asked for perfection, but something more than just good enough. I don’t believe in settling for just anything that comes my way. I definitely won’t accept someone just for the sake of having a boyfriend. Thus, I’m not the kind of girl that jumps from guy to guy or the girl that needs a man to be complete, that’s just not me. I don’t date around simply because I know what I want, and I’ll know right away that it isn’t you. My heart is sacred to me, and I won’t give it away to him and him too

Thursday, 25 June 2009

Bila Lelaki Benar-Benar Jatuh Cinta

Bila lelaki benar-benar jatuh cinta dan setia pada kekasihnya dengan ikhlas,perubahan sikapnya amat mengejtkan. Hati lelaki yang dianggap keras selama ini, tiba-tiba secara semulajadi menjadi selembut kapas apabila sudah jatuh cinta dengan relanya. Bahkan lelaki yang mabuk cinta sanggup berkorban dan buat apa sahaja untuk kekasihnya. Sekeras manapun hati lelaki ia akan mengalirkan air mata apabila hatinya dilukai. untuk melihat lelaki menangis amatlah payah.

Di antara tanda-tanda lelaki yang jatuh cinta dengan hebat ialah:

1. Dia bersungguh-sungguh melakukan sesuatu untuk kekasihnya dengan rela bukan kerana terpaksa.
2. Dia sentiasa ingin menghiburkan kekasihnya dan berubah menjadi orang yang kuat bercakap.
3. Dia banyak menasihati kekasihnya kerana dia amat menyayangi kekasihnya.
4. Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya kerana perasaan cemburunya yang meluap-luap.
5. Dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.
6. Dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya kerana dia sentiasa berasa curiga.
7. Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain rapat dengan kekasihnya.
8. Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya.
9. Adakalanya dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian kerana dia mahu kekasihnya melayannya lebih dari orang lain.
10. Dia menjadi orang yang paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.
11. Dia pandai merajuk hati kerana ingin dipujuk oleh kekasihnya.
12. Dia akan mengelabah apabila kekasihnya berjauhan daripadanya terlalu lama.
13. Dia sentiasa mempastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.
14. Dia mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.
15. Dia kerap bertanya adakah kekasihnya mencintainya kerana dia merasa kasihnya lebih kuat daripada kekasihnya.
16. Dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yang tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.
17. Dia cuba meluangkan lebih banyak masa dengan kekasihnya walaupun terpaksa menunggu kekasihnya dengan sabar.
18. Dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan orang lain.
19. Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dengan cinta perempuan lain namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.
20. Apabila timbul orang ketiga, dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.
21. Dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai orang yang paling dipercayainya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta walaupun nyawanya sendiri.
22. Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 peratus mencintai kekasihnya.
23. Bukan semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan airmata hanya untuk seorang perempuan. HARGAILAH MEREKA!!!

Sunday, 21 June 2009

Rumah Terakhir Di Sebelah Kiri

Beware of spoiler… Muahahahaha~ Turus korang tiada mood mau tinguk wor~

Sia ingatkan macam yang rumah hantu-hantu lah~ Tau-tau ini parents yang jadi KILLERS yang mo balas dendam atas apa yang sudah itu 1 group of people yang jahat-jahat buat sama anak perempuan ini Dr. Collingwood (lupa sudah nama sebab sia takajut saja). Anyway, yang syok butul tu itu daughter diorang inda mati seperti mana yang korang nampak dia mati kana timbak time dia berabis mo baranang selamatkan diri. Yang paling bikin kasi mau muntah tu part lelaki (big boss kunun) yang kena masuk kapala dia dalam itu microwave oven. Sia rasa korang tau juga apa jadi kalau kasi masuk kepala dalam microwave oven – MALATUP bah! Ada lah yang kena timbak mata, ada kena ketuk kapala dia guna tukul lah, etc. Itu anak big boss saja yang selamat… Good boy lah kunun. Anyway, ganas jugalah yang awal-awal sebab ada adegan yang budak-budak inda bulih tinguk. Muahahahah~ Apa bah ni sia review ni? Hahahahah! Sekadar sia mo kasi jadi spoiler saja kali… Tinguk lah di pawagam yang berhampiran. GSC macam bulum main lagi tu… So, tau-taulah di mana lagi tampat lain ahh~

SUMANDAK BILANG: Sia rasa sia patut bawa spek mata putih ni kalau mo tinguk wayang sebab masih juga mata sia sakit…

Saturday, 20 June 2009

My Current Wishlist

My current wishlist… Just some of the movies which I’m planning to watch… or DOWNLOAD from the Internet. Muahahahaha~
  1. The Ugly Truth
  2. The Proposal
  3. Dance Subaru
  4. Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs
  5. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
  6. Kungfu Cyborg
  7. Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past
  8. Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs
  9. Tooth Fairy
  10. Astro Boy
  11. Kamui: The Last Ninja
  12. I Love You, Beth Cooper
  13. Tsunami
  14. Alpha & Omega
  15. The Time Traveler’s Wife
  16. Alvin And The Chipmunks 2: The Squeakuel

Thursday, 18 June 2009

Tarik Saya Ke Neraka

Went to watch Drag Me To Hell last night with my boyfriend… The movie is OK lah because dalam tu seram-seram ada juga funny funny dia. I’m going to make a spoiler here – Itu perempuan mati juga kana hisap tanah sebab dia tersilap bagi sampul. She was supposed to give the sampul with button to the old woman tapi silap pula bagi itu sampul yang ada isi coin. Sudahlah dia berhempas pulas sampai kurik itu lubang kubur just to give the button kunun tapi at last dia juga yang mati sebab tersilap saja. The most disgusting part is bila lalat masuk hidung dan mulut dia. Eeeeewwww! Turus time makan tu, ada saja lalat kan, our topic pasal itu lalat masuk hidung and mulut. Bukan itu saja… How about kissing itu urang mati? Eeeewwwww~ Lots of disgusting parts ooo ini movie! Bukan lagi scary tapi DISGUSTING! Eeeewwww~
SUMANDAK BILANG: Don’t forget the gigi palsu oso… Muahahahahhah!

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

D.D.I.Y – How To Have Big Breast!

D.D.I.Y (Don’t Do It Yourself)
SUMANDAK BILANG: Who is the owner of the hands? Muahahah~ My cousin Novie Benggon, of course! Hahahahah! Now I know korang suka mo tau pa macam mo kasi basar nenen ahh~ or Maybe the title looks too yummy… Muahahahahah~ Have a nice day~

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

Try Try Try

Try Try Try (Jason Mraz)
hey yo
oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react
sometimes we do forget to behave and we regret what we say
cause we have two weapons if we don’t choose’em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life’s to be a better flossy
i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies
if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me
are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
well i’m still down gravity
to be stuck with you like flowers on the due drops
now let it in my direction
my direction is up when everybody’s down
cause i don’t mind being anybody’s clown
i love a little lift cause i’m an optimistic
in an ultra realistic way
cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
oh these words i speak i committ to like a crime
with a rythme i deliver i’m giving them a picture of the reasons why
we should just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
so the world could be a better place for you and i
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me
well it wouldn’t cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from interior eyes
if we just try try try
to open up a kind of understanding open up your heart
i’m just planning seats
cause i believe
we could just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
so the world would be a better place for you and i
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me
if we could tryyyyyy
just to be niiiiiiice
that could be so beautiful to me

SUMANDAK BILANG: Try Try Try… Ni-Ni-Nice… Muahahhahah~ Sorry for the long “no updates”. I’m busy with some works… Works? Yeah… WORKS! :)

Wednesday, 10 June 2009

Vote for Jo-Anna Henley-Rampas

Please vote for Jo-Anna Henley-Rampas, one of our Sabahan who manages to get through Bintang RTM 2009 final. Please vote her starting from now!
How to vote?
BRTM ANNA and send to 32776

Your votes are really needed and appreciated!
SUMANDAK BILANG: Bah… Jan inda mo vote… Dia minta kama tu…

Saturday, 6 June 2009

Business Plan… Haish!

I’m in the middle of working on with my business plan. Hahahahah~ It’s for my individual assignment for Entrepreneurship Project Management. I have a nice idea after drove around Inanam just now. Ya… My target is around Inanam Taipan Commercial Shop Lots there… Macamlah I’m going to open a business ooo kan? Why not juga… I can always propose my business plan bah. But for now let me finish up my assignment dulu. To make it a reality will need more long-term planning. Hehehehehe~ Have a nice weekend! XD

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

Love, not words win arguments…

I have always love to read books and of course some of the inspiring stories over the Net. Ya, you can say that I’m full of beans! Oh okay… Whatever it is kan, it doesn’t have a connection at all… Muahahah~ I stumbled upon this story which really inspire me a lot. Love is not merely from what you listen from others’ lips – It’s an act which you should consider… Muahahah~ Apa bah sia cakap ni? I’m so into pathetic fallacy… I end up all my ramblings here – Just go on read the story… Gosh! How I wish love would never fade away… XD

My husband is an Accountant by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.
Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.
I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
“Why?” he asked, shocked. “I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!” I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times.
My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can’t even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him?
And finally he asked me:” What can I do to change your mind?” Somebody said it right, it’s hard to change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.
Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: “Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?”
He said :” I will give you your answer tomorrow….” My hopes just sank by listening to his response.
I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes….
My dear,
“I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further..”
This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.
“When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always have the cramps whenever your “good friend” approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.
You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand… and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the g low on your young face…
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do… I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. “
My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting… and as I continue on reading…
“Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk…
I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread….
Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone…
That’s life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.
Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands… and that’s our life… Love, not words win arguments…

Photoblog – New Update

If you’re wishing that I took some of the Unduk Ngadau pics… Sorry to make you disappointed… I would rather take photos on different subject, different angle, etc. The point is so I won’t have to clash with others who are taking the same subject as mine. Muahahahhah~ I guess you guys are much much much delighted to have more photographers out there who would take more photos on the Unduk Ngadau… They are really pretty and sure they’re CHICKS! XD Anyway, do visit my photoblog on May’s Randomness… Do let me know if you like the photos… If you don’t like them all,  just write a simple comment… I mean COMMENT not ‘CONDEMNING’ or Vilificating. I would rather assume that such act of condemning others is  to show part of your weaknesses… I didn’t merely say it… A psychologist just mentioned it in his book. Do spend some times to read David J. Lieberman’s Never be Lied to Again. I’m sure you can always get it over the Internet for free… It’s a nice book even though the title sounds like ‘absurd’…  XD

SUMANDAK BILANG: I didn’t even got the chance to take photos during Kadus Music Concert held by KaDus Entertainment as I was having other commitments. Don’t ask me for further explanation as I won’t bother to answer such curiosity… XD Relax, guys… It’s JUNE and I cannot wait to step into July! Yiiipppeee!

Monday, 1 June 2009

You’re So Galling!

Normal People Worry Me
I’m planning to back off as there’s someone who is trying hard to dabble in…


You’re so galling!
Iklan – Kita serah kepada tuan punya Tapai sajalah… XD

Friday, 29 May 2009

Aku Bukan Superstar… Kaya dan Terkenal…

Bukan Superstar
Project Pop
Andai aku Pasha Ungu
semua wanita kan memburuku
Bila aku Ariel Peterpan
kau yakin ngefans karena gua keren
Haa haa haaa… Haa haa haaa…
Sexy badannya.. Mulan Jameela
cantiknya dia seperti aku
Giring Nidji sahabat aku
dekat denganku.. dialah aku..
Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
Ku ingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya
Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai
Haa haa haaa… Haa haa haaa…
Andai ku Letto wis pasti aku wong jowo
Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
Ku ingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya
Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai
Kata orang ku mirip Glenn Fredly
Suara merdu, wanita jatuh hati
Namun semua itu hanya mimpi bagimu woohoo~
Jadi… semua itu hanya mimpi?
Ya iya laah… masya ya iya dong
Duren aja dibelah bukan dibedong
Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai
Kamu bukan super, kamu bukan setar
Kalo digabungin kamu bukan supersetarr..
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai
Haa haa haaa… Haa haa haaa…
SUMANDAK BILANG: I’m not a superstar but a girl who would like to love and be loved. To my darling Mr Nikon, I love you… Muah! XD Kamera lah bah pula dicium cium… Muahahahahah! Adidididid… Lawak-lawak… One of the most requested song in Sabahan.FM… Syiuk bah di dangar… Kiiiiut! Gosh! Teringat semalam masuk recording studio… Geli sia dingar itu suara sia kena main over and over again… Really funny especially when si Felix Agus kunun mau tanya who’s my current BF… Mau garatak lah kunun… Hek Eleh… Gue tak takut… XD

New Updates – Photoblog

I’ve updated my photoblog after a few weeks being as silent as a grave…. Muahahahah~ I’m sooooo lazy bah doing all the uploadings and so on… So malas… Muahahaha~ Bah, more updates coming soon. It’s Kaamatan month, dear… If most of the people are looking the opportunity to take Unduk Ngadau’s pics… I’m going to take the other parts of Kaamatan joyous. Muahahahah~ Inda syok bah if you bump into the same topics which others are busy taking bah… Mau juga lain daripada yang lain… As long as it’s not an ALIEN… or something from MARS… Muahahahah~ Mars language… Muaahahah~
Click here and here.

SUMANDAK BILANG: Ada urang tanya sia ni mimang suka katawa kah? Ya, I love to laugh… Awet muda… No need Collagen which si Mark Kadus supposed to get one! Jan ko marah sana, rudai #2. For those who have been guessing my age… Keep on guessing… Kepada yang bilang umur sia 22, 23, and 24 tu… Terima kasih kerana meneka umur sia. Ada juga ngam, ada juga tidak ngam di sana tu. Kepada yang suruh sia ikut Unduk Ngadau tu, thank you sajalah tapi sia sudah retire dan resign dari ikut tu… Cukup puas sudah sia… Sengsara tu rambut kana kasi gasak-gasak… For those yang belum ikut Unduk Ngadau, please ikut and enjoy it… Ikutlah time muda-muda lagi supaya ada juga ko bulih keep untuk memory dan kasi cerita sama anak-anak lain kali. Syok tu… Ada juga anak-anak bulih kasi naik saham lain kali. i.e. “Mummy sia dulu ikut unduk ngadau ooo…” Kambang-kambang jugalah hidung tu anak-anak kasi cerita sama kawan-kawan diorang di Primary School nanti… Muehehehehehh~ Long-term… Long-term… Heeheheheh~

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

Saya nak cari BF yang jujur…

I don’t know how I bumped into this online ads… The internet has provided us with lots of opportunities to post for FREE… Free ads, free classifieds, free business promotion, etc. However, some of us misuse this kind of technology with some bad intentions such as insulting other people, gossiping, spying, etc. It’s human nature but sometimes it goes beyond overboard. Macam juga kena bikin traffic light kan, sudah lampu merah, masih juga mau hantam jalan kan? RULES ARE FOR US TO BREAK… Bukan gitu? It really hard to change some people punya attitude especially when it has long planted and sown inside one’s mind, heart, and… Eh? Apa bah sia tulis ni? Nah kan, tersasul sudah… Hahahahah! Ok… Kita balik to our main point… Main point? Bukan main topic kah? Muahahah~ Main topic… Ya… Main topic…

Would you go for posting yourself as looking for a sincere BF over the Internet? Kalau social bookmarking ok lagi lah… Ini yang kasi post over FREE ADS/CLASSIFIED bah! It may sound macam desperate tho… If you’re very curious kan, click this link – Saya Macam Nak Cari Boyfriend Yang Jujur. A young girl… Maybe around 13 – 16 years old… Looking for a sincere BF. It’s embarassing but I do pity her… Pathetic it may seem… Sadistic as well… Or someone mau kasi kena her… Pity her… Some of us may not know how to use the Internet but pura-pura know kunun apa macam mau guna the Internet. Some of us juga terbawa-bawa with the Western lifestyle… e.g. Propose via billboard… What if the girl rejects your proposal? That will be another big news! Of course turus depan-depan Daily Express or New Sabah Times kuar turus tajuk pasal kena REJECTED MARRIAGE PROPOSAL… Anything can happen in this unpredictable world… Hehehehe~

SUMANDAK BILANG: Sia reject turus kalau main propose guna billboard or newspaper! XD I’d prefer to have a more traditional and classic ways of proposing a hand of marriage. Cewah! Just don’t kneel down in front of me or I’ll kneel down juga sama-sama… A friend for life should not kneel down in front of a friend… Paling bagus, duduk sama-sama… Bukan gitu?  Paling bagus jumpa mohoing lah… Kan Kan Kan? Nah nah! Apa lagi ni sia cerita ni? XD

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

Sugandoi Songkotoun 2009

I was browsing for some videos which were taken during Sugandoi Kaamatan which was held recently in KDCA, Penampang. Bumped into some of the videos and I like this Sugandoi Songkotoun… Very nice and relaxing… Hahhahahah! Ada urang bilang ngam bawa pigi tidur kunun but I guess it’s so evergreen. Dari kicil lagi bah sia kena kasi dingar-dingar this kind of music. Lawa… Yang penting tidak lupa dari mana asal usul kita mah~ I’m proud to be a Sabahan especially to be a Dusun. Say lah whatever you want – I don’t speak my own mothertongue kah, etc. I don’t care… Jan saja try try mengumpat dalam KaDus… Sia faham tu apa korang cakap. Korang mengumpat dalam bahasa Cina pun, sia tau tu… Hahahahahaah~
Credits: tclee9300y (He has lots of videos yang syok syok from Sabah) XD

Sunday, 24 May 2009

Bau Bau Bau Bau~

This is the most funniest song I ever heard… Bau Bau lu Bau Ketek (ketiak in Malay). Make sure you don’t smell *awful*… I mean take your bath before going for a date. Nanti inda pasal-pasal your BF lari menjauhkan diri just because you’re sooooo smelly… Ekkk… Have a nice Sunday… Oh… Last night was superb! My friend, Joy, finally manang itu pertandingan sugandoi… Esther OIAM @ Applunius was also there… Good luck, Esther! I need to get some rest before uploading some photos… Heheheh~

Thursday, 21 May 2009

DJ Live @ Sabahan.FM

DJ Iter informed me just now that there will be a task to be accomplished this evening (uiks! Macam mission impossible saja) at KDCA. If you’re quite interested to know what is it, then all you have to do is log into Sabahan.FMofficial website at or just click this link http://sabahan.FM/listen.pls. DJ Iter, DJ Jason & DJ Sumandak will try to get our voices (sarut-sarut kunun) on air starting from 7PM this evening. We’ll bring you Semi-Final State’s Level Sugandoi 2009 live only at Sabahan.FM! Syok bah didangar! Kiut~

Wednesday, 20 May 2009

Broken Malay Sent To My FB Inbox

I was checking my FB messages which I’ve been ignoring it for a few days now. I just can’t stop giggling reading this so-called direct translated message from a guy – Of course he’s not from our country. It sounds like this…
hai apa khabar dan cantik untuk jumpa lagi anda melihat telaga yang bagus kini hari-hari iam bahasa saudara pengajian Melayu boleh saya menjadi kawan anda ulang tayang saya dan menghantarku permintaan kawan
Gosh! I cannot even understand a SINGLE of it! Can anyone translate it back into English? (O_o) Guys, if you’re trying to send me another broken Malay message, you won’t get any reply from me then… Serious! I do appreciate the effort but puh-leeze lah… No direct translation using google translator or whatsoever you called it…
SUMANDAK BILANG: Well = Telaga, Study = Pengajian, Again = Ulang, Show = Tayang… Gosh! XD

Monday, 18 May 2009

Photo of The Day: Davin *Daun Kaladi*

Photo of the Day lagi… Featuring Davin *Daun Kaladi*… Sepa-sepa rasa mo kirim salam sama ini tanakwagu, dipersilakan… Jangan cari dia di FB sebab ini manusia mimang inda main FB… Dia bilang kalau mo jumpa dia, jumpa dalam BIG PLANET or something like online games… PS3 or PS2 or Wii… Kalau yang ternampak dia tu, baguslah… Penuh dengan misteri ni manusia… Jangan disangka air tenang inda ada buayo… Muahahahaha! Ada banyak gambar ni manusia di flickr sia atau blog gambar sia.

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

DJ-ing @ Sabahan.FM

I’m currently DJ-ing for Sabahan.FM… It’s a new online radio aims at promoting local Sabahans’ music… Baru 1 bulan bah tu. So, we have DJ AbgLang, DJ Langau, DJ Kinabalu, DJ Ayu Retro, DJ Iter, DJ Jason and me as DJ Sumandak… The only DJ who has suara putus-putus due to low quality punya mic and I don’t have ideas how to configure the mic setting sudah. AbgLang sudah beli new mic, so… I’m going to get one soon (after having my date… XD)…

Currently taking midnight slot for listeners yang di luar Sabah… Ya, we have those who are living in Netherlands, Switzerland, Thailand, U.S, Japan, etc. Diorang dingar wor… Siap ada yang merequest lagu tamil. Anyway, we are hoping tu support korang… We need your support to make sure our entertainment industry won’t get fade away…

Do tune into Sabahan.FM Syok Bah Di Dangar… Layannnn…
Click Here – http://sabahan.FM/listen.pls

Thursday, 30 April 2009

Between Me & My Compadres…

I was flipping over my Facebook photos and I do feel like there’s a need to say thanks to these fellow friends of mine. There’s a slight chance to get yourself snapped when you’re taking photos of others. We call it ‘Timbak Guna Sinapang’… Hahaha! Anyway, I love all the pics taken biarpun I do look like a clown, sometimes… Thanks for the friendship and of course, the photos. Nice knowing you, guys! Just don’t ask me to strike for some poses… I’m suck at doing it thing! OK… That’s one of my limitations… I’m looking forward to make more new friends and exchange some ideas. Do add me in your Facebook. Anyway, do spend some times to have a peek on my photos here. Have a nice day!

SUMANDAK BILANG: It’s piano time! Yeeeeha! Oh, if you’re thinking of adding me into your list, don’t leave you primary pics blank kio… I mean, do upload your primary pics because I’m might block you IF YOU’RE ANNOYING… Punyalah jahat… XD

Credits: Japrin Thomas@Pirut, Benedict Rudy James, Lorand@Sinundu, Mark Mojitoh@Kadus, Mailson Mahap@Mahapson, George Duat@gogds, Arieon, Christine@Olumis, Alvin Dusity, Ramesh@Dirty Paw.

Sunday, 26 April 2009

Copyright Infringement

Copyright infringement (or copyright violation) is the unauthorized use of material that is covered by copyright law, in a manner that violates one of the copyright owner’s exclusive rights, such as the right to reproduce or perform the copyrighted work, or to make derivative works. (source: Wikipedia)

Younha – Luv U, Luv U, Luv U

Lady Gaga – Just Dance
Got similarity kah especially the early part? Hahahaha~ It may sound like sikit-sikit lah macam Lady Gaga’s but I don’t think it’s a copyright infringement… Heheheheh~ Younha’s company claims that bar 1, 2 & 3 do not copy bulat-bulat from Lady Gaga’s Just Dance. What do you think?

Monday, 20 April 2009

My Version of Comptine D’un Autre été Midi (Amelie OST)

Wondering sia main piano atau inda? Or cakap sia ni kuat tambirang? Well… I accept that as a challenge… I’m not as good as the others but at least I know apa itu music and know how to read the notes…. Cewah! Sot punya ayat… Anyway, for those who are keen at dingar lagu-lagu buruk yang sia bulih main, you can always access it here (tuuu nah di bawah sikit). Don’t ask me why sia kasi pindah itu lagu-lagu pigi blogspot. I figure out yang ini wordpress tidak dapat support scripts yang diorang inda recognize… Hahahahah!
This is a piece by Yann Tiersen which took me about 3 weeks to get myself familiarized with the song as my jari-jermari sudah karas and or course pasal injured last time dan tidak berapa bulih dipakai kalau main piano. I know there’s a lot lagi mo improve… Recorded using my SE W910i… Running my fingers on my mini grand piano at home… Ahahhahah! Oppps! Sorry for the picah-picah punya bunyi… Wahahahaha! Using hp bah ni… Last minute preparation sebab my *darling* suruh sia main satu lagu untuk dia… Darling? Sepakah itu? Relaxlah bah… I can always panggil ‘Darling’ to my kawan perempuan juga, butul atau tidak? Don’t complain for the galap-galap… Mimang kasi galap sebab tidak mau urang tinguk… Wahahahah! Korang tinguk sajalah itu bookshelf! Hahahahaha~ Don’t make request kio sebab nanti sigu piano sia marah nanti… *Sigu Piano*?????? XD Testing 1, 2, 3 bah ni… Hahahhah~