I’m Getting Engaged To Mr Nokin

I’m currently thinking of getting myself another DSLR (apart from my current Mr Nonac 400D). Yeap! I’m considering myself (and calculating my budget) now. Going to grab either Nikon D300 or D3. Just can’t refrain myself from ‘lusting’ with Nikon anymore – after all, beginilah jadinya bila sudah kena influenced by Uncle Jenus’ polaroid when I was just a lil’ kid apart from kawan-kawan di sekeliling always slag my Canon (bila jumpa sia with my Canon) sampai suruh jump pigi Nikon. Anyway, I won’t throw away my Canon 400D since ‘he’ is my first love at first sight… Infatuated love bah tu. This time around kalau ada camping or any outing lagi, I’ll make sure those guys won’t slag me lagi. Hikhikhik! Tinggal I need to familiarize myself holding this *sure-to-be-really-heavy* thingy as I’ve already tested this gadget a few weeks ago… Matai eh! Heavier than my Canon! (an expression from a sakai and sampalau punya urang).

p.s. Actually, I’m going to give my Canon to my bro sebab he insists mau try Canon. Dia bilang jan jual tu barang… Hahahahahah~

Less than 2 weeks!!!!

I will be having my final exam starting from 10th November, 2008 til 20th November, 2008 (macam lah bah sia ambil SPM…)… In other words, my life will be as crazy as something that I can’t explain even using my own brain… Anyway, I’m looking forward my vacations… I can hardly wait to meet my fellow friends who are working in KL! Hello, KL… I’m coming!!!!

After KL… It’s going to be Labuan and Kuching!!!!! I just need my CHRISTMAS VACATIONS!!!!! Hehehehe… Mau kasi habis duit hujung tahun lu…

Without further adieu…

Adios….

I’m still on HIATUS… eh… I mean this blog bah… V(^_^)V *say peace*

Alasan Saya Tidak Datang

I’m doomed! I have less than a month to do all the revision… Frankly, I haven’t started my revision just yet and I don’t have any idea what does Organizational Behavior and Management all about (yah, if I get myself an ‘A’ this time around, mimang ada wayar putus sudah). I wish I won’t answer questions begini lah… Theorem Pythagoras… The answer mestilah bah x=5! Hahahaha~

Or… Buat cerita yang butul-butul inda masuk akal… for example, Marketing!!! Hahahahah~

And… I ‘m hoping that I won’t spread bihis during exam…

Some of you might be wondering why I didn’t attend KaDus Entertainment (KE) Star Studded Night last Saturday… Heheheh~ Nama sudah tulis tapi batang hidung inda ada juga. Frankly speaking, my friend wasn’t able to attend sebab dia tiba-tiba ada masalah. Some of you might say that I could ask someone else to accompany sia bah kan? Most of my friends are not interested with such event and some of them are busy preparing for our exam. How about cousins and family members? Well… The problem kan… My family was invited to attend a birthday party di sana Putrajaya, Telipok… and then most of my cousins are UNDERAGE – Below 18… Aku inda mo dihantam so bagus diam-diam jak. I can drive myself tapi cannot drive saturang… Hahahahahah~ Sudah limpas punya cerita, so I better diam-diam sajalah… Heheheheh~

Now… I’m getting burnout sudah… I still have lots of assignments to be done before end of this WEEK!

In other words…

I MUST STUDY!!!! I NEED TO STUDY!!!!

and…

HIATUS!!!! Won’t be updating this blog until I’ve successfully answered all those exam papers! Will be back on 21st November 2008! Just leave your message di shoutbox… I will reply juga tu… But won’t be updating this blog… Heheheheheh~

Boom De Yadda

I LOVE THE WORLD

(Dialogue)

Astronaut 1: It never gets old, huh?

Astronaut 2: Nope.

Astronaut 1: It kinda makes you want to…

Astronaut 2: Break into song?

Astronaut 1: Yep.

I love the mountains

I love the clear blue skies

I love big bridges

I love when great whites fly

I love the whole world

And ll its sights and sounds

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

I love the oceans

I love real dirty things

I love to go fast

I love Egyptian kings

I love the whole world

And all its crazy things

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

I love tornadoes

I love arachnids

I love hot magma

I love the giant squids

I love the whole world

It’s such a brilliant place

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

(repeat until fade)

p.s. You need to get Discovery Channel if you really are interested to see this on TV! Heheheh~ Anyway, this sure the best ads campaign they ever had so far!

Just A Dream

Just A Dream

Carrie Underwood

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen

All dressed in white

Going to the church that night

She had his box of letters in the passenger seat

Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide

She put her veil down

Trying to hide the tears

Oh she just couldn’t believe it

She heard trumpets from the military band

And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

I can’t even breathe

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray

Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt

Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag

And she held on to all she had left of him

Oh, and what could have been

And then the guns rang one last shot

And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

I can’t even breathe

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh,

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

Oh, now I’ll never know

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream

Just a dream

Yeah, Yeah

p.s. I’m sticking my ear with this song! Hahahah~ Just too *I just don’t know how to say this…*…

Thank You For The Birthday Wishes!

Today… 10th October… Is my birthday… I’m a year older now and I’m really grateful to be able to reach at this age… And, of course… I’m so glad (yet thankful) to receive all those birthday wishes from all of you… I really appreciate them all especially when you remember my exact birthday… Hehehehe~ Anyway, I won’t be having any birthday party this year as I have tons of assignments piling up. Apa boleh buat lah as long as sia inda kena during my birthday saja pun cukuplah. Hehehehehe~

p.s. Thanks for those yang bagi SMS as early as 12.00AM ahh… Including juga those who wished me (in advance) as early as 4 days…

With lots of Loves,

Davelynne @ Sumandak

The Greatest Pain In Life

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life

is not to die,

but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so much

to another who doesn’t care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party…

and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth

neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don’t care.

The greatest pain in life,

is not to die,

but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another’s great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,

just saying “hi”.

When you show someone your innermost thoughts

and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be

too busy to console you

when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,

is you.

Life is full of pain,

but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,

and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play

in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind

to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends

you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored…

forgotten…

as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago. Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented. Remember that when going through life, you can’t judge a sad, lonely, or suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and show them that you care.

A Friendster Survey

Does anyone know your password to your friendster besides yourself?

*Nope… I keep only for myself.

What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?

*McChicken Burger, Apple Pie & Fries

Are you an emotional person?

*Maybe…

Do you like your name?

*Yes. One of a kind…

Do you believe in love at first sight?

*Nope… It’d say it’s a crush if it’s a love at first sight… Or more likely an infatuated love.

Ever felt jealous of your friend?

*Nope.. It’s baseless and useless!

What was the last thing you did?

*Having a short conversation with a friend over the phone.

Who is right next to you?

*My blue teddy bear…

Who were the last persons you ate with?

*My dad & bro…

What song are you listening to right now?

*The Heart of Worship.

Hows the weather right now ?

*Hot Hot Hot… I wonder if it’s going to rain later in the evening.

Last person who called you today?

*Am…

???

*Huh?!

Last song you sang?

*Whitney Houston’s I Will Always Love You

Do you like anyone?

*Yes… Those who always treat me nice…

Lost a friendship over something stupid?

*Nope…

Last beverage you drank?

*Hot Chocolate…

Last food you ate?

*Bread with chocolate spread made by my bro.

What did you do last night?

*Went to Marketing class, chat with Loraine about Zodee’s Wedding, SMS Zodee, later on chat with tutuguk & win before hit the sack.

Faked being sick to miss school?

*Hahahaha~ Yes! I always did that during my school time…

What time did you wake up today?

*8am!

Last person you talked to?

*Am…

Last person you made fun of?

*tutuguk

What are you wearing right now?

*stripped top and brown pants

Are you too quiet to ask anyone out?

*Yup… Sometimes…

What is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?

*his eyes~

Where are you right now?

*in my bedroom

What date and day is it?

*Sunday, 5th October 2008

Did you go anywhere today?

*Went to the Church this morning to attend Pathfinders’ meeting. Well, I had something for them actually with the presence of Pastor & the church Youth Director also.

What did you do there?

*Asked the kids to form into groups and gave them the case studies! Hahaha~

Where else are you going today?

*At home… Doing my assignments.

Are you watching TV?

*Barely… Don’t have time for it now… I’m way too busy to waste my times in front of TV.

Are you mature or immature?

*Depends…

Are you closer to your mom or dad?

*Both…

When was your last kiss?

*That was about 4 years ago… I guess.

What school do you go to?

*Some universities in Malaysia… Hahahahah~

Whats the most annoying thing people say to you?

*Gossiping… Anything which is not true.

Do you like music?

*I’ll die without one!

Do you want to get married?

*Yes… Of course!

to whom?

*I don’t know because I don’t even have a boyfriend or even the candidate right now. Just leave it to God bah…

My Wishes To All of You

To all the bloggers out there…

And those who have been a regular visitor, rare visitor, online buddies…

Have a nice weekend, guys!

And I hope it’s not too late to wish all of my Muslim friends…

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

(Sorry if I broke your heart ahh sometimes..)

To my dearest high school friend,

Mr Zodee Eden a.k.a Cikgu Zodee

Congratulations! Sorry, can’t attend your wedding. Jan marah ah~

To my Abang Juri,

Love you, Abang Juri… Don’t forget to bring Uyoi along when you’re coming to KK. I’ll treat you both!

To all my friends,

Have a blessed Sabbath Day!

To my best gang (ever) who always share about his new baby,

Juji

Don’t forget to take some pics of your newly *face-lifted* Rocky! Sepa suruh ko kasi jangkit sia pasal 4×4! Now I’m getting addicted sudah sama all of these, including offroading!

To all my schoolmates, collegemates, coursemates (what else ah?)….

You know who you are… You’re always my pal indeed~ Sorry if I did hurt you sometimes.

To my dearie pal Elwin,

You know what I mean… Take a break, sometimes… Cukuplah bah tu kerja saja.

To all KaDus Entertainment members,

Let me know if there’s hot & juicy news sometimes… I’d like to know juga bah!

To myself… *sob sob*

I just hate to get sick *again*!

Last but not least,

To those who have been adding me into their Friendster, Flickr, Picasa, Adventist Online, Facebook & Myspace (I’ve just created one)

What else do I need to say? Hehehe~

I Smile To Hide The PAIN

I don’t know what I’m feeling right now… I’m trying to gather my courage… I’ve promised myself that I won’t cry even though it really hurts deep inside my heart but sometimes I find it’s too difficult to deny the painfulness. It really awkward… I do feel it’s too strange to find myself smiling while I’m in pains… I smile when I’m nervous, I smile when I want to sad, I smile when I’m sad, I smile when I don’t know what to talk with the person, I smile when I find I’m stupid, I smile when I am happy, I smile when I feel it’s weird, I smile when I miss him, I smile when talking to him, I smile when I’m in pains, I smile when I just don’t know what else to do… You may call me crazy but… I just can’t stop from smiling…

I Smile to Hide the Pain

I smile and laugh to hide what I feel

Even when the pain gets unreal

I joke and play everyday

While inside I hide my dismay

I look like I’m happy

While I really feel shabby

When I turn away

To find another way

To hide in my eyes

A sorrow inside

As grey as the skies

Then I smile to hide

Travisa Delores Browing