I'm Admiring

HOW-TO: Write down the someone that you know or your friend’s name (e.g. A – Angelina) and then answer the questions below. Make sure to tag 5 people after that!

[A]- Anderson
[B]- Brian Scott
[C]- Callixtus Tamin
[D]- Danny F Malinggi
[E]- Elviana
[F]- Frisco Daniel
[G]- Gracy
[H]- Heary
[I]- Irenelynne
[J]- Juji
[K]- Kay Kastum
[L]- Lydia Belimbin
[M]- Mark Mojitoh
[N]- Novie Benggon
[O]- Oiga Ernest
[P]- Peter Peninting[Q]- Qhristine@Olumis
[R]- Rachell Ann Martin
[S]- Simon Bukag
[T]- Tutuguk@Constatine Vitus
[U]- Usal Jon Gavis
[V]- Van Casey
[W]- Willter Asin
[X]- (inda ada wor)
[Y]- Yan
[Z]- Zodee Eden

WHAT’S YOUR BEST MEMORY OF C : Dia kasi ingat sia pasal cerita tendang kaki di bawah meja during meeting KE yang mula-mula!
WOULD YOU EVER HOOK UP WITH J : Cannot be more than just a friend.
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF R : A very nice friend since kindergarten. How I miss her so much!
WHAT IS L’S FAVORITE THING TO DRINK : Coke? Lyd, bagitau sia gia…
WOULD S AND G EVER DATE : No lah… They don’t know each other bah…
WHAT IS THE WORD M SAYS THE MOST : Itu? Kalau cucuk saja pinggang dia tu, mimang melatah habis… Keluar semua T**T** and some other words yang bikin lawak.
WHAT IS B’S SHOE SIZE : Dunno… Nanti sia tanya dia.
DO YOU KNOW ANY SECRETS ABOUT P?: Itu? Sia bukan pengurik rahsia dia so I don’t know.
WHO IS W’S BEST FRIEND?: Ramai… Tu di kalangan Pastor tu… Hahhaha~
WOULD YOU TRUST F WITH A SECRET?: Maybe… Mo try lu bagi dia secret nanti-nanti…
DO YOU HAVE E’S PHONE NUMBER?: Of course lah bah ada… Hehehehe~
WHAT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD SITUATION YOU FOUND YOURSELF IN WITH O?: Dunno sebab I haven’t met him yet… He knows my auntie lah, by the way..
WHAT’S H’S STYLE LIKE?: Simple and comfy…
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT D, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: His VOICE!!!! Berlemak butul voice dia! I just love his voice!
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CALLED K?: I never called him cuma meninguk blog dia saja. Wahahahha~
THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH A IS : The best thing? Mau kurik dulu utak… Sia inda ingat wor~ How about DSLR? Hehehehe~
WHAT’S THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN D AND J?: They don’t know each other lor…
DOES U HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: Ada… Di sono KB…
B’S FAVORITE COLOR IS : Need to ask him first…
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT WITH Y?: With my cute and chubby sister? No way!
ARE G AND T FRIENDS?: They don’t know each other… Hehehehe~
DOES V PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?: Not sure… He plays basketball and football, anyway…
WHAT IS K’S MIDDLE NAME?: Dunno!!!!!
HAVE YOU BEEN TO Z’S HOUSE BEFORE ?: Inda paranah…
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW A MOVIE WITH R?: When we were in secondary school! Muahahahaha~
WHATS THE BEST THING ABOUT C?: Unexpected punya fikiran dan idea… Anyway, he’s a good guy… Hehehehe~
WHEN’S THE NEXT TIME YOU’LL SEE F?: As long as there is church event, dia mesti ada tu… Kalau inda pun, during wedding kawan-kawan… Muahahhah~ ND700 wor!
WHAT DO YOU AND B TALK ABOUT THE MOST?: Bible verse… He’s a Pastor whom I met when I was studying in Kuching… :)
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO TROUBLE WITH X?: Inda paranah…
WHAT WOULD K AND T BE LIKE AS A COUPLE?: Cannot… Both are MALES wor…
THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING ABOUT J IS : Dia inda pernah lagi kasitau perkembangan his BABY di KM sekarang tu… I mean his kereta ROCKY!!!
BEST MEMORY WITH H?: A nice friend… Pastor bah tu…
HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN C?: 4 years or more than that…
HOW DID YOU MEET S?: Yup… During SAME Magazine’s launching in 2007… Heheheeh~
DOES A HAVE A BF/GF?: Not sure… Kena tanya dia lah after this…
DO YOU LIVE CLOSE TO G?: Nope… She lives somewhere in Penampang.
WHAT DID YOU AND I FIGHT ABOUT LAST?: Nothing… Never fought before.
WHAT IS Q’S FAVORITE FOOD?: Aiyak… Mo tanya dia lu…
DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS WITH N?: Nope… We’ve been together since we’re tiny tots…
HOW DID YOU AND K MEET? : Nope… Not yet…
WHEN IS THE NEXT TIME YOU WILL SEE D?: Looking forward during next KE’s gathering.

—- OUT OF THE ALPHABET, WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS.. ——-
IS THE LOUDEST?: J
LIVES THE FURTHEST AWAY?: N
COULD YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE WITH?: A
IS THE QUIETEST?: R
KNOWS YOU THE BEST?: M
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? : A
WAS YOUR FRIEND FIRST: R
IS THE SMARTEST?: G

Now… I’m Tagging…
1. Mark Mojitoh
2. Lydbytes
3. Pairacy
4. Qhristine@Olumis
5. YaN

When I Cry

When I Cry
Gaither Vocal Band

Makin’ a list of all of the good things You’ve done for me
Lord, I’ve never been one to complain
But right now I’m lost and I can’t find my way
My world’s come apart and it’s breakin’ my heart
But it helps to know Your heart is breakin’ too

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
When I’ve lost someone
It takes a piece of You, too
And when I fall on my face
You fill me with grace
‘Cause nothin’ breaks Your heart
Or tears You apart
Like when I cry

Alone in the dark, face in my hands, crying out to You
Lord, there’s never been a time in my life
There’s so much at stake, there’s so much to lose
But I trust it to You
You’ll bring me through
And it helps me to know that I’m not alone

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
When I’ve lost someone
It takes a piece of You, too
And when I fall on my face
You fill me with grace
‘Cause nothin’ breaks Your heart
Or tears You apart
Like when I cry

You’re the one who calmed the raging sea
You’re the one who made the blind to see
You looked through all of heaven and eternity
And through it all you saw me…

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
And when I’ve lost someone it takes a piece of You, too
When I fall on my face, You fill me with grace
Nothing breaks your heart, or tears you apart
Like when I cry

p.s. I believe HE is there even though I’ve been hurt… I can feel HE is there and I know I’m on the right path because HE always leads me and guide me all the way… HE answers my prayers all the times… I know HE is here with me… At the moment… When I Cry… *and of course when I’m HAPPY also!*

Buat Kerja…

Sia lupa sudah ni kerja kalau bukan si Mark kasi ingat sia balik… So, sia bagi masa dalam masa 1 jam untuk kasi siap… FYI, sia baru bangun and turus mengadap sama MAC sia dengan mata berbilas… Yang penting, kerja siap dulu… Heheheheheh~ Then, sia mo pigi buat transmogrification. Nanti sia bagitau sama yang ada dalam list sia saja… Hehehehehehehe~ Biarlah korang guessing right now… I leave you all with question marks!

p.s. Ada urang bilang sia tambirang buat kerja sebab sia di rumah saja kalau siang hari dan nampak relax saja. Hello… Kalau bilang sia tambirang… Jadi, apakah ini design dalam newspaper? Silap-silap ko pigang kamera pun indatau, shutter speed mo set pun indatau, apa lagi mo pigi pigang Illustrator (ini kali ko indatau apa benda lagi ni). Sorry for my two-fisted tapi inilah kenyataan hidup dan bukan sibuk mo mengumpat saja di belakang orang… At least, sia happy sebab ko ingat sia dalam otak ko. Terima kasih banyak-banyak. Keep on serving with more juicy stories, I’m sure lama-lama urang pun meluat sama cerita ‘youw’. Sia inda sabar mo dingar versi cerita seterusnya dari ko…God Bless You… Aku tau bah ko sepa, jan ko susah sebab sia inda benci ko tapi sia benci itu attitude ko. Hakhakhakahak! Mintak maaf, dbos-fm. Aku menggunakan lagi itu gambar dari tampat ko… Muahahahahahaha~ Inda ada masa mo scan bah sebab sibuk…

Life is Hard

Life Is Hard (God Is Good) – Pam Thum

You turn the key
Then close the door behind you
Drop your bags on the floor
You reach for the light
But there’s darkness deep inside
And you can’t take it anymore

‘Cause sometimes living takes the life out of you
And sometimes living is all you can do

Life is hard, the world is cold
We’re barely young and then we’re old
But every falling tear is always understood
Yes, life is hard, but God is good

You start to cry
‘Cause you’ve been strong for so long
And that’s not how you feel
You try to pray
But there’s nothing left to say
So you just quietly kneel

In the silence of all that you face
God will give you His mercy and grace

Jesus never said
It was an easy road to travel
He only said that you would never be alone
So when your last thread of hope
Begins to come unraveled
Don’t give up, He walks beside you
On this journey home and He knows

Life is hard, the world is cold
We’re barely young and then we’re old
But every falling tear is always understood
Yes, life is hard, but God is good

p.s. This song really makes me wanna cry out loud! There are some of my friends who told me about what these some people are talking behind me. Thanks for telling me the names of those persons. At least I know that they are not whom they are (two-faces and face saving) and I know they will read this (that’s why I deliberately post this lyrics).

Devil In Details

A young and nervous bride planning her wedding was increasingly terrified about her upcoming marriage. To calm her nerves, she decided to have a Bible verse which had always brought her comfort (1 John 4:18, “There is no fear in love; for perfect love casts out fear”) engraved on her wedding cake. So she called the caterer and all arrangements were made.

About a week before the wedding, she received a call from the catering company. “Is this really the verse you want on your cake?” they asked. Yes, she confirmed, it was the one she wanted, and after a few more questions they said they would decorate the cake as requested.

The wedding day came, and everything was beautiful…until the reception, when the bride walked in to find the cake emblazoned with John 4:18 (Not 1 John 4:18) : “For you have had five husbands, and the one whom you now have is not your husband.”

Music Survey

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question. NO CHEATING!
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. Comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?

You’re Not Sorry (Taylor Swift) – Hahahahaha! Kenapalah I have this song! I’m in the monotonous life right now and how I wish I can have that hectic life very very soon as I don’t quite like to be someone who’s left behind. Yalah, semua urang sibuk kerja sendiri and I don’t have something to do dan paling teruk, mengacau orang saja. My life is so BORING! Huahuahuahua! Opps! I have to answer this question based on the title kan? Ya, I dislike the attitude of saying that he/she is sorry tapi pada hakikatnya he/she does not mean it. Inda sincere dan hanya untuk mau rip the benefits lepas tu kasi tinggal bila inda berguna sudah. Kuangkuangkuang! Tinguk dulu bah sepa main game. Kalau belum pernah main game, better berlatih guna itu PS3 or Wii!!!! Muahahahah~

2) Will you get far in life?

Dear Life (Chantal Kreviazuk) – I’m over playin’ with your massive ego… Still I keep on holding on for dear life… Muahahahah! Entahlah… Aku pun enggak tau sih…

3) What’s your best friend’s theme song?

Kill The Remix (The Masochist) – Hahahahah~ Never asked what kind of song that she’s into… Hahahahah~

4) What is the story of your life?

Far Away (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Past, Present or Future? Hahaha~ I have a life which is full with thorns and thistles… Tapi, if only you can understand this “Make me believe in you. Honestly for real, one thing true. Take me in, in your arms. Wandering alone seems so far. Let me know that you made it as far as forever, Let me know that you hear when I cry if you can…  You’re far away from me. You’re far away from me. You’re far away from me. Come a little closer. Just a little, oh…”

5) What was high school like?

Smack Into You (John McLaughlin) - Apa ni??? Lagu sintan tapi the question is about my high school… Apa sia mo jawab? Inda ada relations pun… Inverse relationship.. How about sia bilang I had A FEW *silent* admirers and some boyfriends? Paling lama punya kisah sintan pun mo dakat 3 tahun then we’re done sebab badan inda sexy! Muahahahah~ I wonder if dia masih ingat lagi itu statement dia yang bilang macam kayu balak saja sia ni… That’s the funniest statement yang sia inda dapat lupa sampai sekarang and nanti sia mo kasi main-main dia tu. Well, kasi jadi bahan lawak sajalah bah… Kada kotogod, biasalah kan mo kasi relate sama itu sintan sama high school… Kalau bilang cerita itu high school – Paling baguslah sia tondila bila Mr. Lee Wah Ban angkat tu sijil tinggi-tinggi sampai sia pusing kepala pigi kanan (which that time itu cikgu-cikgu semua duduk di sana… During assembly juga) and sia tondila (tondila sama cikgu-cikgu)! Dalam hati sia bilang, “Gosh! Embarrassing!!!!!” Pasal skulah, I had fun there for 5 years – Camping, Abseiling, Counseling (inda payah cakap), Kerja Amal, etc… Paling sia rasa susah mo lupa gara-gara kamirang mo study untuk PMR saja dan terlampau rajin… Siorang baca buku rujukan bila time tu untuk baca buku cerita. Turus kena suruh lari round padang sekolah 2 rounds. Itu boyfriend dari tingkat 3 di atas sana punyalah katawa diorang semua. Bikin malu! Friends? Ramai… Di sanalah sia jumpa diorang Zodee yang jajal (sekarang jadi cikgu sudah lor), Harry, Rosemary, Julie, Bivient, Livia, Surianee, John Jeffry (sekarang makeup artist wor), etc. Belum lagi sia jumpa kawan sia yang jadi Datuk. Yang ada pun bakal mo jadi Dr sudah sebab mo habis sudah PhD dia. Woah! *full stop and I know mimang ada keluar tajuk*

6) How can you get ahead with life?

Breathe (Lee Carr) – Bernafas lah bah… Muahahahaha! Bagus butul jawapan untuk ini… Hahahahah~

7) What’s the best thing about your friends?

Stuck With Each Other (Shontelle) – Inda payahlah sia explain… Stuck with each other saja… Heheheheheh~

8) Describe your grandparents.

Seventeen Forever (Metro Station) – Huahuahuahuahuahuahuahua! Lawak!!!!! Kalaulah butul-butul gini… Hahahahhhaha~

9) How’s your life going?

Feels Like Home (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Selalu saja di rumah… So, you can expect how my life’s going on… BBTV – Bangun, Belajar, Tidur, Voiceless… Muahahahahah!

10) What will be played at my funeral?

I Believe (R. Kelly) – Palis palis! Don’t ever play this song lah.. Nanti turus sia bangun balik wor… Muahahahah~ Paling Palis… Bulihkah ini soalan jangan ada pasal funeral… Mulau…

11) Will you have a happy life?

Time (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Time will tell whether I will lead a happy life or not… It all depends on my decision because my own happiness is in my hand now… I hold my own future and of course I ask God to help me…

12) What do your friends really think of you?

Surrounded (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Entahlah… Yang sia tau sia ada ramai kawan… I’m grateful to have them and of course they are more precious than a thousand diamonds.

13) Do people secretly lust after you?

Hallelujah (Alexandra Burke) - Uii… Apa ni ooo? Mulau! I don’t know about those secret lusts… Biarlah diorang… Apa sia paduli… Buat bodoh saja bah… Hahahhah~

14) How can you make yourself happy?

Born To Love You Forever (Charice) – Muahahahah! I guess this title said it all…

15) Will you ever have children?

Come Back To Me (Utada Hikaru) - Come back to me kan? Well, I wish to have children juga gia… Kalau ramai pun bagus juga sebab I don’t want them to feel the loneliness of ‘just-the-2-of-us’… Punya sadis tu! Will I ever have children… Itu sia serahkan sama God… I may only pray to Him… Heheheheh~

16) What song would you strip to?

Fuck You Bitch (DJ Verstarker) - Sot sot sot!

17) What does your mom think of you?

Melbourne Shuffle (Internal External) – My mom ingat sia punya life macam shuffle… Hahahahah~ I think so… Hahahahahah~

18) What is your deep, dark secret?

Prisoner of Love (Utada Hikaru) - Korang carilah tu lirik lagu dia… Itulah dark secret sia… Hahahahahahah~

19) What is your enemy’s theme song?

Just Do It (Lisa “Left Eye” Lopes) – Maybelah ini lagu theme song untuk diorang… Hahahahaha~ I don’t know and who cares… Tiada urang mo cari pasal sama diorang bah atau mo bermusuh kalau bukan diorang sendiri mula dan saja mo cari pasal.

20) What’s your personality like?

Julia (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Korang cari itu lirik dia… Gitu laitu kalau korang bulih faham metaphore dia… Heheheheh~

21) What will be played at your wedding?

If I Were A Boy (Beyonce feat. R. Kelly) – Aku inda mau ini lagu kena kasi main kalau sia kahwin… Sia mau lagu Dusun kena kasi nyanyi… Kalau inda, itu si LUGU sia import dari Jipun untuk menyanyi Tompu Kirik Kirik… Hahahahah~ (Ya, sia faham tu ada urang yang minat butul mo baca ini pasal KAHWIN… Sia tau ko membaca dalam diam tu, Tomm! Sia tunggu si ko dulu kawin then si Kidit then yang lain-lain tu… Sia kasi balakang-balakang sebab sia punya kangkarud si ND300 suka kena pigang-pigang saja… Wei, Nikon… Nikon!)

Now… I’m tagging:

1. daphne santor
2. wel
3. pammie joeh
4. olumis
5. mamaii

Mind Your Own Life Lah…

I may sound like too big for one’s britches but that is your own problem because you judge me without even knowing me properly and consider yourself have been in my shoes after knowing or chatting with me just for a few months? Hello, I’m a two-fisted person who would blast anytime in real-time(eh? bukan PS3 term kaitu?). Hahaha~ At least, I don’t go for two-faces who opt for face-saving and then backstabbing others – You said I’m the one who backstabbed you? Hello… Who blurted out everything at the first place? I know there are some people out there who are talking behind me. Thanks, at least I’m in every corner of your mind 24/7, 12 months a year, 365 days a year. I LOVE YOU for mentioning my name to other people because you make my life even GLAMOROUS. Don’t blame them for their inability to keep their mouth shut, anyway. Moreover, I’m so sorry for neglecting or ignoring you that you feel like I’m the most  *blur turus indatau apa mo tulis* as I don’t have time to entertain those who can’t even keep their body from minding others’ life. Keep on mentioning my name and this time make sure you tell more saucy gossips about me kio so bila sampai di telinga sia, I can  burst into laugh! (^_^)V Well, I can  persistently and patiently remain silent now but once I pressed the STARTbutton, then you will surely be a victim of my devil’s advocates? It sure going to be really really fun to play with! I’ll play until it’s CHECKMATE and GAME OVER!

Kakakakkakak~ If you’re asking who… Sepa yang terasa pedas, dialah tu… Kanapa? Ko terasa padas kah? Wahahahahahha~ Kidding! Kada kotogod kio… Kurudot moti muka… Inda bagus untuk kesihatan… Kikikikikikiki~ Anyway, thanks for reading this post… You must be very curious ni kan sebab itu tajuk pun sudah cukup untuk buat ko turus ingat sia ni direly in bad mood kan? Muahahaha~ Relaxlah bah, kawang… Have a nice day, anyway… I should start to compose a warning letter kali ni… Muahahhah~ Sot sot sot… *Sia ulang sekali lagi supaya inda ada urang tanya lagi, JANGAN PERCAYA 100% DENGAN APA YANG SIA TULIS DI SINI SEBAB INDA SEMUANYA BUTUL…* Muahahaha~ Bah Bah… Ali Bah Bah!

*another confession kaini? Kijap… Mau cari lu tu tanduk kambing emmmmbek… Muahahahahah!*

Maka dengan itu, saya dengan bangganya mengumumkan bahawa theory saya selama ini diterima pakai oleh saya sendiri…”YOU CAN NEVER ZIPPED THE MOUTH OF OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER HAVE THE ABILITY TO CONTROL THEIR MIND“

p.s. I know some my friends are well aware of this words… This is how I assume people as… Well… Only some of them…

Demanding for Updates on Ji’s Rocky!

I wonder apa macam sudah sama ini kereta kawan sia… HE HASN’T UPDATE SAMA SIA PASAL INI BABY DIA! Eeeeee… He’s way toooooo busy lah tu with his newly modified baby and maybe his ITIK Productions. I should blame him sebab gara-gara dialah yang selalu cerita pasal 4WD sama sia sampai sia pun rasa macam this thing is interesting (Sia rasa dia indatau tu yang sia minat benda yang sia rasa interesting and baru)! Kalau sia kasitau dia pun kan, mesti jawapan dia begini… “HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!” Ya, katawa saja dia tau tu… Gara-gara dia jugalah yang sampai sia jump to NIKON. I was with CANON before this walaupun my other friends like GOGDS (Ya, ko pernah kasi taya-taya sia tu kamera NIKON ko) selalu totoro sia with their NIKON. Is ‘He’ my boyfriend? Jadi, sebelum urang menanya soalan bonus via my YM or SMS or FB or FS… Sia awal-awal jawab lah kio… Satu kali saja sia tulis… HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND. Pull Stop (bukan full stop). Wahhahaah~ My current boyfriend is Nikon D300… You know what does it mean if I’m with a gadget kan? Muahahaha! The guy who owns the rocky-rugger baby is actually a friend of mine yang sia jumpa during camping. He’s a nice guy when it comes to CERITA… Cerita apa? Cerita pasal KERETA, BUSINESS, DUIT, THAILAND, FRIENDS, dan KAMERA. Dari mula-mula kenal dia mesti topik dia itu KERETA especially tu 4×4… Mula-mula mimang BORING dingar tapi lama-lama macam INTERESTING especially when dia start kasi tinguk the process itu kereta dia kena modified. My only interest is on LEXUS, yang lain sia buang pigi tandas (kunun). But now… Dia kasi tinggal sia without ANY UPDATES pada BABY ROCKY dia! Inda apa… Nanti sia tagih dari dia juga tu… I know he’s way too busy right now… Urang tua bilang inda bagus kacau urang time sibuk-sibuk… Inda ada adat… Heheheheh~

A Friend is…

It means you believe that a friend can keep your secret safe in her/his place – even if the thing is all about your life and death… The thing that she/he cannot even tell her/his family. Sometimes it can stand for someone that you can depend on, in short, reliable. And then… It can also mean that there’s thing in this world that can let your spirit down and he/she will never leave you… Stay beside you… Keep believing that you’re not wrong, etc. Itulah kalau sia rasa lah…

BUT… As for me and my life, I need a FRIEND who knows where to limit herself even as a friend or bestfriend… Iyalah… Masing-masing ada privacy juga, kan. So, I don’t believe in sharing TOP SECRET with anyone anymore as it can always be used as an INSTRUMENT to stab whenever there’s a slight misunderstanding or dissatisfaction between both of us. I’ve experienced it before… 9 years ago and it still hurts… A friend whom I believe but then crippled and crushed me into dust… I just hate the feeling of being insecure and most of all, betrayal… Well, the best thing to keep a SECRET is either to keep them all in DIARY as what (the late) Aki Kato did when she was struggling with her life… Haiyah! Balik lagi ingat tu 1 Litre of Tears! OR… Whisper a prayer and have a small talk with God… OR…. Share it with the one that you’ve VOWED to live with until the day you die… Well, sepa lagi kalau bukan tu husband or wife… Heheheheh~ A mere friend yang inda ada ikatan yang sah mimang susah siiiikit mo percaya… No offend kio… Correct me if I’m wrong sebab I don’t mind if korang ada idea lain… It’s fun to have someone yang berani mengutarakan his/her own opinions… Kasitau sia if sia cakap silap kalau inda butul tu opinion patut diberi kebebasan… Heheheheh~

I Believe in CHANGE

I’m currently listening to R. Kelly’s I Believe. Last time his most famous song itu I Believe I Can Fly, OST Space Jam tu bah. Ini Mr. I Believe ni sekarang muncul with another ‘I BELIEVE’… I guess after this mesti ada lagi tu ‘I BELIEVE IN MY DREAM’. Wakakakka~ Kidding ah. I’d say that this song is quite uplifting, inspiring, encouraging… Um… What else ah… Sia rasa itu saja lah. Even though it’s actually a tribute song for Barrack Obama (Oh yeah, I love him more than Bush). There’s something about him yang buat me terpikat… No! Not his eyes! His speech… His vision… and of course, his voice! Buahahahhaha~ Nah nah… Start sudah kah sia ini. Heheheheh~ Anyway, I’d say that I BELIEVE THAT WE NEED TO CHANGE, sometimes… Well… Mimanglah most of us are afraid with the ‘CHANGE’… Taboo taboo… It’s because of our feel of insecuritiness. What am I going to change? Hmmm… NEXT SONG, please… I’ll tell you later about that once I found the song yang ngam dengan apa yang sia mo ‘CHANGE’ – If only you’re someone who never missed out what’s going on in my blog… Bukan bilang ko busybody, well… I do appreciate people who visit and read my sot sot sot ramblings here despite of my broken grammar (you can see how weak my English is especially when it comes to VOCABULARY – my konpesion sudah ni! XD)…

I’ve Been Tagged!

Bagus butul tu urang yang tag sia ooo… Hahahaha~ Thanks, pammie.

RULES: ~ Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test~

I miss somebody right now.
I love vacation.
I bake a cake.
I do not watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I am married.
I have tried marijuana.
I still love with my ex-boyfriend/girlfriend.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I am a millionaire.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (I wish to be there..LOL )
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I am a pretty good dancer.
I love sex.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I love to chat (YM/MSN/etc..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with girls.
I’m obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I feel sad sometimes.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.
I am on diet.

Now i’m tagging….

1. mark mojitoh
2. novie benggon
3. mamaii
4. lydbytes
5. bobby

Novie’s Co-Ko-Lat Kek

Last time I wrote about my heavenly-and-sacred day at The Yogi Tree, right? Heheheh~ My cuzzie Novie is working there as a pastry chef. I still miss those Volcano Chocs, Orange Pie, Yoghurt, etc… Everything’s so YUMMY and I ended up spending nearly RM100… Nah! As long as I can have healthy food! Less sugar lagi tu! So, this time kan… She’s so damn jahat! How could she post all the photos! I mean CHOCOLATE CAKES! Kurang asam! I’m going to book HER now sebab HER CAKES ALWAYS MAKE ME MOUTH-WATERING-and-LIQUID-FLOWING (little little kiddies, don’t copy my English… Your English teacher sure gonna rutan you.)

p.s. Novie, ko sia book!!!! For my birthday, engagement, wedding, pregnancy party, children’s birthday, etc. Kalau ko inda balik, jagalah ko… Sia inda mengaku ko lagi kajen sia! Muahahah~ (Kids, don’t tiru this at home…)

Molten Lava Chocolate

Novie has made me really really really really TIGIRAN… I don’t care lah if she’s a human being… She has made me wanna TALAN HIDUP HIDUP. Adakah YM YM saja turus bilang Molten Lava Chocolcate Cake! Cis cis cis! Inda apa… Nanti tiba-tiba sia turus fly pigi KL, baru dia tau… Inda pa… I think I’ve found the recipe over the Internet and I’ll bake one this week or probably next week as I need to sort of things lu by this week. She asked me apa flavour yang paling sia suka… Well… I rank my favourite flavours as follows:

#1 – Yam (Kajen-kajen sia bilang ini urang tua punya flavour. Bagi sia, yam lah yang paling inda manis and that’s why mostly orang tua suka makan. Anyway, banyak khasiat bah Yam.)

#2 – Chocolate (Ngam untuk kalau time kesejukan and rasa mo kasi tambah berat badan. I’d prefer DARK CHOCOLATE sebab it’s good for skin… Anti-oxidant bah!)

#3 – Durian (I’m a Durian craze but due to health reason… I need to limit and if possible to restrain myself from indulging with the flavour of Durian. Kasian kan?)

#4 – Vanilla (I’d stick to unsweetened vanilla… Yang inda banyak gula… In other words, inda terlampau manis. Kalau inda, I’ll end up paning-paning lalat…)

#5 – Lemon (Sadap bah ni especially after a friend purposedly bagi sia makan Lemon Pie the other day… SADAP!)

OK… Me sambung lagi chatting sama si Novie… Click her name for more… Itu gambar si Novie tu.

p.s. who is Novie? She’s actually my kajen… If you happened to know DENGKOS, then itulah juga si dengkos punya kajen. The world is really a small place to live after all!

Yicks!!!!

My class starts sudah today!!! Yicks!!!! Corporate Strategy… I wonder what barang is dat… Eeeee~ Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas…

I'm a Prisoner of Love

I’ve always been a fan of Japanese, Korean and Taiwanese music (oh, and drama also!). That means my style also has the influence from these 3 countries… Muahahahahah~ Thinking of having my hair dyed lagi ni tapi macam rasa sayang juga sebab I’m planning of having it BLONDE! Muahahahaha~ Just like Ayumi Hamasaki, and then pakai tu contact lens yang bulih kasi basar lagi mata (macamlah mata sia ni inda cukup basar).

Prisoner of Love (Utada Hikaru)

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
waratte iyake ga sashite
raku bakari shiyou to shite ita

naimononedari buru-su
mina yasuragi wo motomete iru
michitariteru noni ubaiau
ai no kage wo otte iru

taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou

I’m gonna tell you the truth
hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
watashi wo ouen shite kureru
anata dake wo tomo to yobu

tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ni narimashita
anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misutenai zettai ni

zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
yori issou tsuyoku hikareau
ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
hitori ni sasenai

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I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain – that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeable painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh… Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again

Translation credits to Arisan.

p.s. Oh ya… This song is actually taken from Last Friends’ J-Dorama (Japanese Drama)… And I’m so glad that my Nishikado Ryo pula ada dalam tu Last Friends… Gonna download or watch it online… Heheheheh~ Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes…