Cerita AF Bah

Sayang oh Marsha inda dapat menyanyi time prelude. Mimang siorang di depan TV sudah semua mo tinguk dia menyanyi. Mummy sia pun cakap sayang Marsha inda dapat menyanyi. Kamirang kecewa butul ooo... Tapi, apa bulih buat, Tuhan mungkin ada benda lain untuk si Marsha. Never give up, Marsha. Ko sekarang pun sudah ada peminat sudah walaupun bukan ko yang di antara top 12.

Sekarang tinggal si Yazer, Ekin & Felix saja dapat masuk top 12. Haider mimang bulih menyanyi tapi dia mimang silap pilih lagu. Suara Haider inda cukup olombou atau sarut untuk lagu It's My Life by Bon Jovi. Tapi, teruskan usahamu, Haider! Ko tetap fames juga satu hari nanti.

Felix mimang berkebolehan dan berbakat, tapi susah juga mo cakap sebab time prelude. Sia akan tinguk dia sampailah dia pigi akhir. Tabiat dan bakat ada kaitan sebab kitorang inda mo penyanyi yang lupa daratan. Tuhan balas juga tu kalau lupa daratan....

So far di dalam kotak undian sia:

• Akma
• Felix

Renovation

My house is under renovation sekarang ni, just because my uncle and his family are coming back from USA after more than 5 years inda balik-balik sebab mau dapat status PR and Green Light dari tu USA Government. Mimang susah mo live in USA termasuk keluar dari USA kalau masih lagi ada urusan di sana. Even though mimang sana FREE TO VOICE, FREE TO HAVE, FREE TO MAKE... Lebih-lebih lagi incident (or may I call it as ACCIDENT?) Osama lah, Bush lah, September 11 lah... etc. Mimang mess betul bah.... Yang sia kasehan, itu grandparents sia - They have waited for more than 5 years tunggu their only successful son balik dari USA. Yes, sikarang diorang punya umur (I mean tu grandparents sia) sudah menjangkau 70 years old. Next month saja siorang semua mo buat Family Reunion cum Kaamatan for Sabilah M Benggon's family. Surprise dari sia pula, walaupun inda seberapa... Sia mo bagi KEK BAAASAAAR sama diorang. Itu saja sia bulih bagi sekarang guna duit yang manang time ikut unduk ngadau... Kwak Kwak Kwak...

Sia bangun saja pagi ni, sia try mo ingat balik apa sia mimpi tadi... Sia termimpi bilik sia. Eheks... Sebab sekarang bilik sia kasi warna purple (warna yang dihalang oleh parents sia tapi last-last diorang admit sia pandai cari warna). At first, diorang mo suruh sia pilih warna pink, duh... Bosan sudah sia warna pink selepas ditinggalkan X-Breakfast sia duuuulu... Opppsss... Tersasul dan terpisung sikit, balik pasal mimpi sia. Sia termimpi yang sia pigi lukis bunga di dinding bilik sia. Hehehehe... And sia mo buat sama tu dinding bilik sia nanti. Sia apply semua benda yang sia study time di SM Shan Tao duuulu... Sikit-sikit pigi buat kerja lukis dinding, 2 kali sia lukis dinding time di High School dulu...

But now... I still have to find costume TOBILUNG KOTA MARUDU dulu for my kazen... :( Desperate ni sekarang mencari... UUUWAAAAAAHHHH... Help me Help Me...

This is Kaamatan

Talking about kaamatan - Harvest Festival. Mimang syok. But this year punya kaamatan is a bit dull - Inda banyak publisiti, news, pics, etc. Paling banyak cerita pasal accident during kaamatan. Na'uk punya pasal, tidur di tengah jalan raya punya pasal, mati bergaduh punya pasal, etc.

Kaamatan yang sekarang is no longer kaamatan yang meriah macam dulu-dulu, Kaamatan dari time Berjaya lagi... I've heard lots of stories from my grandpa pasal kaamatan diorang. Simple tapi meriah. Even di Kg. Pulutan, Menggatal saja - For God's sake - sudah 5 tahun tiada kaamatan, untuk apa kasi repair itu balairaya tapi no kaamatan? What kind of tutok ni AJK buduh ada? Sekadar pegang kunci dewan and ban urang kampung sendiri guna dewan? Hello? Itu dewan moyang ko punya kah?

Sia pun tidak berapa suka with penganjuran kaamatan kawasan N.12 Inanam. Hello, be fair a bit. Yang sia inda puas hati dari dulu pasa committees misti mau dari Inanam sajakah? Bukan sia mo anti-Inanam, tapi the way diorang conduct. Tau minta sponsor saja but tiada pun apa-apa untuk urang Telipok and Menggatal. Tau minta tagih undi dari siorang saja tapi jalan raya still berhabuk. Why bias? Nasib juga siorang pintar, we have observed segala-galanya. So, bila time mengundi lagi nanti, we won't choose you anymore. Banyak suara, tapi peluh sikit.

Mungkin I'm still young hijau belum matang tapi sia sudah observe ni politik sabah since sia masih lagi 12 years old. Semua buku politik sudah sia baca. Darilah buku Mandat Ketiga sampailah karya dari si Radin Malleh. Yes! Politics mimang sudah terpahat di kepala utak sia. Permainan kutur dan bersih sia tau sudah. Secara kesimpulannya di sini, demand dari rakyat tidak pernah cukup. Seorang ahli politik must be brave, brilliant, rich and humble - Kenapa rich? Elaun jadi YB bukannya cukup untuk tampung permintaan, so untuk menjadi YB, one kena rich atau ada pendapatan tetap supaya dapat tolong rakyat dan bukan sekadar beli Ninja King tunjuk sama rakyat. Sia prefer YB dari Penampang...

Kaamatan oh Kaamatan.... Where have all the Kaamatans gone long time passing?

5 JARI BERDOA

1) IBU JARI 

Ibu jari adalah jari yg terdekat dengan kita. Maka fokuskan doa kita kepada orang2 yang terdekat di hati dan sisi kita. Ibubapa, saudara-mara, teman baik, bf/gf etc...doakan mereka. Mereka adalah golongan manusia yang pasti mudah diingati oleh anda. 

2) JARI TELUNJUK 

Jari telunjuk membawa perlambangan doa bagi org2 yg telah mengajar kita, menyembuhkan kita, mendidik dan memulihkan kita. Mereka ini termasuklah golongan gembala, doktor yg merawat kita, pensyarah/guru-guru etc...sesiapa pun yg pernah hadir sebagai org yg telah membimbing kita. Sentiasa ingati bahawa hikmat dan kebijaksanaan yg mereka telah berikan kepada kita adalah berkat daripada TUHAN, mereka adalah saluran berkat yg TUHAN telah gunakan untuk menyembuhkan/ membimbing kita. 

3) JARI TENGAH 

JAri tengah dalam senarai jari-jari saya dan saudara adalah merupakan jari tertinggi bukan? Nah kali ini berdoalah bagi para pemimpin. Golongan Pemimpin ini termasuklah kepimpinan tertinggi negara, pemimpin gereja dan sesiapa pun yg saudara/i lihat sebagai pemimpin dalam hidupmu. Golongan kita bertanggungjawab membentuk polisi dan hal-hal pentadbiran yang mempengaruhi kehidupan kita. Mereka memerlukan pimpinan ALLAH kita untuk hikmat dan kekuatan. 

4) JARI MANIS 

Menurut para guru piano, jari manismu adalah jari yg terlemah dalam senarai jari kita. JAri ini mengingatkan saya dan saudara untuk berdoa bagi mereka yg lemah, dalam pergumulan berat, sakit atau dlm kesusahan. Pikullah beban mereka dalam doa kita. Nescaya kita telah memainkan peranan dalam menjadi saluran kasihNya. 

5) JARI KELINGKING 

Aha! Jari kelingking adalah jari terkecil dalam senarai jari kita. JAri ini melambangkan diri kita sendiri secara peribadi dalam rangkaian perhubungan kita dengan TUHAN dan sesama manusia. Alkitab mengajar kita bahawa "..yang terkecil di antara kamu akan menjadi yang terbesar..." Makanya jari ini mengingatkan saya dan saudara untuk berdoa bagi diri kita sendiri secara peribadi tentang keperluanmu, pergumulanmu dan masalah serta visi hidupmu di hadapan takhtaNya yang kudus! 

Itu sahajalah petuanya saudara/iku terkekasih...Cubalah untuk melakukannya...TUHAN memberkatimu!!! 

Dear Slim

Dear Slim, 

I wrote but you still ain't callin

I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottomI sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got him There probably was a problem at the post office or something Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot himbut anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father.If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?I'ma name her Bonnie

I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry.I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him.I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan.I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam. I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man.I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat

Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan

This is Stan

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote,

I hope you have a chanceI ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans.If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew .That's my little brother man, he's only six years old.We waited in the blistering cold for you,four hours and you just said, "No."That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol.He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I doI ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to.Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write youyou would write back - see I'm just like you in a way.I never knew my father neither;he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her.I can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em oncause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressedI even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleedsIt's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it 

My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 .But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does.She don't know what it was like for people like us growin upYou gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose.

Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.We should be together too

Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,this'll be the last package I ever send your ass.It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?I know you got my last two letters;I wrote the addresses on 'em perfectSo this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear itI'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freewayHey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?

You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowningbut didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?

That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning

Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call.I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wallI love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about itYou ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about itAnd when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about itI hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me

See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too

Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge nowOh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy

You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter thatand here's an autograph for your brother,I wrote it on the Starter cap

I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you 

Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you.But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?I say that shit just clowning dog,c'mon - how fucked up is you?You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us meant to be together?That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each otherI really think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan

why are you so mad? 

Try to understand, that I do want you as a fanI just don't want you to do some crazy shit 

I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick

Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridgeand had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his name was.. it was you

Damn!

Koupusan

Artist: Jo-Anna Sue Henley Rampas 

Album: Upus1 Sinding Piginawaan 

Song: Koupusan 

Typed by: Tutuguk 

Koupusan nombo ko di baino 

Nombo nodi ngaih ih boros nu 

Nombo nodi ngaih ih janji nu 

Tuminongkiad ko mantad doho 

Koupusan poilo oku dika... 

Onu salah ku, id pinupusan to 

Ikau no daa songulun id ginawo ku 

Pitongkiadan romiton ku mantad diya 

Iya noh songulun 

Iya noh kopusan ku 

Iya noh id ginawo ku 

Iya noh kalangadan 

Nga baino nolingan oku diya 

Sundung do nokoruol ginawo ku 

Insan tadau opurimanan nuh.. 

Kosindualan oruol id ginawo ku 

Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh.. 

Iya noh songulun 

Iya noh kopusan ku 

Iya noh id ginawo ku 

Iya noh kalangadan 

Nga baino nolingan oku diya 

Sundung do nokoruol ginawo ku 

Wo.. wo.. ho.. 

Yea........... 

Insan tadau opurimanan nuh.. 

Kosindualan oruol id ginawo ku 

Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh.. 

Iya noh songulun 

Iya noh kopusan ku 

Iya noh id ginawo ku 

Iya noh kalangadan 

Nga baino nolingan oku diya 

Sundung do nokoruol ginawo ku 

Insan tadau opurimanan nuh.. 

Kosindualan oruol id ginawo ku 

Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh.. 

Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh..

tangan kiri - malfunction

I'm using my *only* right hand now... Tangan kiri sia cedera sebab terkena cermin pecah... Bukan sia ramas-ramas cermin tapi tidak sengaja terkena cermin pecah last saturday. So sekarang cannot type banyak-banyak dan chat juga... Uwahhhhhhhhh... Boringnya...