Mind Your Own Life Lah…

I may sound like too big for one’s britches but that is your own problem because you judge me without even knowing me properly and consider yourself have been in my shoes after knowing or chatting with me just for a few months? Hello, I’m a two-fisted person who would blast anytime in real-time(eh? bukan PS3 term kaitu?). Hahaha~ At least, I don’t go for two-faces who opt for face-saving and then backstabbing others – You said I’m the one who backstabbed you? Hello… Who blurted out everything at the first place? I know there are some people out there who are talking behind me. Thanks, at least I’m in every corner of your mind 24/7, 12 months a year, 365 days a year. I LOVE YOU for mentioning my name to other people because you make my life even GLAMOROUS. Don’t blame them for their inability to keep their mouth shut, anyway. Moreover, I’m so sorry for neglecting or ignoring you that you feel like I’m the most  *blur turus indatau apa mo tulis* as I don’t have time to entertain those who can’t even keep their body from minding others’ life. Keep on mentioning my name and this time make sure you tell more saucy gossips about me kio so bila sampai di telinga sia, I can  burst into laugh! (^_^)V Well, I can  persistently and patiently remain silent now but once I pressed the STARTbutton, then you will surely be a victim of my devil’s advocates? It sure going to be really really fun to play with! I’ll play until it’s CHECKMATE and GAME OVER!

Kakakakkakak~ If you’re asking who… Sepa yang terasa pedas, dialah tu… Kanapa? Ko terasa padas kah? Wahahahahahha~ Kidding! Kada kotogod kio… Kurudot moti muka… Inda bagus untuk kesihatan… Kikikikikikiki~ Anyway, thanks for reading this post… You must be very curious ni kan sebab itu tajuk pun sudah cukup untuk buat ko turus ingat sia ni direly in bad mood kan? Muahahaha~ Relaxlah bah, kawang… Have a nice day, anyway… I should start to compose a warning letter kali ni… Muahahhah~ Sot sot sot… *Sia ulang sekali lagi supaya inda ada urang tanya lagi, JANGAN PERCAYA 100% DENGAN APA YANG SIA TULIS DI SINI SEBAB INDA SEMUANYA BUTUL…* Muahahaha~ Bah Bah… Ali Bah Bah!

*another confession kaini? Kijap… Mau cari lu tu tanduk kambing emmmmbek… Muahahahahah!*

Maka dengan itu, saya dengan bangganya mengumumkan bahawa theory saya selama ini diterima pakai oleh saya sendiri…”YOU CAN NEVER ZIPPED THE MOUTH OF OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER HAVE THE ABILITY TO CONTROL THEIR MIND“

p.s. I know some my friends are well aware of this words… This is how I assume people as… Well… Only some of them…

Demanding for Updates on Ji’s Rocky!

I wonder apa macam sudah sama ini kereta kawan sia… HE HASN’T UPDATE SAMA SIA PASAL INI BABY DIA! Eeeeee… He’s way toooooo busy lah tu with his newly modified baby and maybe his ITIK Productions. I should blame him sebab gara-gara dialah yang selalu cerita pasal 4WD sama sia sampai sia pun rasa macam this thing is interesting (Sia rasa dia indatau tu yang sia minat benda yang sia rasa interesting and baru)! Kalau sia kasitau dia pun kan, mesti jawapan dia begini… “HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!” Ya, katawa saja dia tau tu… Gara-gara dia jugalah yang sampai sia jump to NIKON. I was with CANON before this walaupun my other friends like GOGDS (Ya, ko pernah kasi taya-taya sia tu kamera NIKON ko) selalu totoro sia with their NIKON. Is ‘He’ my boyfriend? Jadi, sebelum urang menanya soalan bonus via my YM or SMS or FB or FS… Sia awal-awal jawab lah kio… Satu kali saja sia tulis… HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND. Pull Stop (bukan full stop). Wahhahaah~ My current boyfriend is Nikon D300… You know what does it mean if I’m with a gadget kan? Muahahaha! The guy who owns the rocky-rugger baby is actually a friend of mine yang sia jumpa during camping. He’s a nice guy when it comes to CERITA… Cerita apa? Cerita pasal KERETA, BUSINESS, DUIT, THAILAND, FRIENDS, dan KAMERA. Dari mula-mula kenal dia mesti topik dia itu KERETA especially tu 4×4… Mula-mula mimang BORING dingar tapi lama-lama macam INTERESTING especially when dia start kasi tinguk the process itu kereta dia kena modified. My only interest is on LEXUS, yang lain sia buang pigi tandas (kunun). But now… Dia kasi tinggal sia without ANY UPDATES pada BABY ROCKY dia! Inda apa… Nanti sia tagih dari dia juga tu… I know he’s way too busy right now… Urang tua bilang inda bagus kacau urang time sibuk-sibuk… Inda ada adat… Heheheheh~

A Friend is…

It means you believe that a friend can keep your secret safe in her/his place – even if the thing is all about your life and death… The thing that she/he cannot even tell her/his family. Sometimes it can stand for someone that you can depend on, in short, reliable. And then… It can also mean that there’s thing in this world that can let your spirit down and he/she will never leave you… Stay beside you… Keep believing that you’re not wrong, etc. Itulah kalau sia rasa lah…

BUT… As for me and my life, I need a FRIEND who knows where to limit herself even as a friend or bestfriend… Iyalah… Masing-masing ada privacy juga, kan. So, I don’t believe in sharing TOP SECRET with anyone anymore as it can always be used as an INSTRUMENT to stab whenever there’s a slight misunderstanding or dissatisfaction between both of us. I’ve experienced it before… 9 years ago and it still hurts… A friend whom I believe but then crippled and crushed me into dust… I just hate the feeling of being insecure and most of all, betrayal… Well, the best thing to keep a SECRET is either to keep them all in DIARY as what (the late) Aki Kato did when she was struggling with her life… Haiyah! Balik lagi ingat tu 1 Litre of Tears! OR… Whisper a prayer and have a small talk with God… OR…. Share it with the one that you’ve VOWED to live with until the day you die… Well, sepa lagi kalau bukan tu husband or wife… Heheheheh~ A mere friend yang inda ada ikatan yang sah mimang susah siiiikit mo percaya… No offend kio… Correct me if I’m wrong sebab I don’t mind if korang ada idea lain… It’s fun to have someone yang berani mengutarakan his/her own opinions… Kasitau sia if sia cakap silap kalau inda butul tu opinion patut diberi kebebasan… Heheheheh~

I Believe in CHANGE

I’m currently listening to R. Kelly’s I Believe. Last time his most famous song itu I Believe I Can Fly, OST Space Jam tu bah. Ini Mr. I Believe ni sekarang muncul with another ‘I BELIEVE’… I guess after this mesti ada lagi tu ‘I BELIEVE IN MY DREAM’. Wakakakka~ Kidding ah. I’d say that this song is quite uplifting, inspiring, encouraging… Um… What else ah… Sia rasa itu saja lah. Even though it’s actually a tribute song for Barrack Obama (Oh yeah, I love him more than Bush). There’s something about him yang buat me terpikat… No! Not his eyes! His speech… His vision… and of course, his voice! Buahahahhaha~ Nah nah… Start sudah kah sia ini. Heheheheh~ Anyway, I’d say that I BELIEVE THAT WE NEED TO CHANGE, sometimes… Well… Mimanglah most of us are afraid with the ‘CHANGE’… Taboo taboo… It’s because of our feel of insecuritiness. What am I going to change? Hmmm… NEXT SONG, please… I’ll tell you later about that once I found the song yang ngam dengan apa yang sia mo ‘CHANGE’ – If only you’re someone who never missed out what’s going on in my blog… Bukan bilang ko busybody, well… I do appreciate people who visit and read my sot sot sot ramblings here despite of my broken grammar (you can see how weak my English is especially when it comes to VOCABULARY – my konpesion sudah ni! XD)…

I’ve Been Tagged!

Bagus butul tu urang yang tag sia ooo… Hahahaha~ Thanks, pammie.

RULES: ~ Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test~

I miss somebody right now.
I love vacation.
I bake a cake.
I do not watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I am married.
I have tried marijuana.
I still love with my ex-boyfriend/girlfriend.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I am a millionaire.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (I wish to be there..LOL )
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I am a pretty good dancer.
I love sex.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I love to chat (YM/MSN/etc..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with girls.
I’m obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I feel sad sometimes.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.
I am on diet.

Now i’m tagging….

1. mark mojitoh
2. novie benggon
3. mamaii
4. lydbytes
5. bobby

Novie’s Co-Ko-Lat Kek

Last time I wrote about my heavenly-and-sacred day at The Yogi Tree, right? Heheheh~ My cuzzie Novie is working there as a pastry chef. I still miss those Volcano Chocs, Orange Pie, Yoghurt, etc… Everything’s so YUMMY and I ended up spending nearly RM100… Nah! As long as I can have healthy food! Less sugar lagi tu! So, this time kan… She’s so damn jahat! How could she post all the photos! I mean CHOCOLATE CAKES! Kurang asam! I’m going to book HER now sebab HER CAKES ALWAYS MAKE ME MOUTH-WATERING-and-LIQUID-FLOWING (little little kiddies, don’t copy my English… Your English teacher sure gonna rutan you.)

p.s. Novie, ko sia book!!!! For my birthday, engagement, wedding, pregnancy party, children’s birthday, etc. Kalau ko inda balik, jagalah ko… Sia inda mengaku ko lagi kajen sia! Muahahah~ (Kids, don’t tiru this at home…)

Molten Lava Chocolate

Novie has made me really really really really TIGIRAN… I don’t care lah if she’s a human being… She has made me wanna TALAN HIDUP HIDUP. Adakah YM YM saja turus bilang Molten Lava Chocolcate Cake! Cis cis cis! Inda apa… Nanti tiba-tiba sia turus fly pigi KL, baru dia tau… Inda pa… I think I’ve found the recipe over the Internet and I’ll bake one this week or probably next week as I need to sort of things lu by this week. She asked me apa flavour yang paling sia suka… Well… I rank my favourite flavours as follows:

#1 – Yam (Kajen-kajen sia bilang ini urang tua punya flavour. Bagi sia, yam lah yang paling inda manis and that’s why mostly orang tua suka makan. Anyway, banyak khasiat bah Yam.)

#2 – Chocolate (Ngam untuk kalau time kesejukan and rasa mo kasi tambah berat badan. I’d prefer DARK CHOCOLATE sebab it’s good for skin… Anti-oxidant bah!)

#3 – Durian (I’m a Durian craze but due to health reason… I need to limit and if possible to restrain myself from indulging with the flavour of Durian. Kasian kan?)

#4 – Vanilla (I’d stick to unsweetened vanilla… Yang inda banyak gula… In other words, inda terlampau manis. Kalau inda, I’ll end up paning-paning lalat…)

#5 – Lemon (Sadap bah ni especially after a friend purposedly bagi sia makan Lemon Pie the other day… SADAP!)

OK… Me sambung lagi chatting sama si Novie… Click her name for more… Itu gambar si Novie tu.

p.s. who is Novie? She’s actually my kajen… If you happened to know DENGKOS, then itulah juga si dengkos punya kajen. The world is really a small place to live after all!

Yicks!!!!

My class starts sudah today!!! Yicks!!!! Corporate Strategy… I wonder what barang is dat… Eeeee~ Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas…

I'm a Prisoner of Love

I’ve always been a fan of Japanese, Korean and Taiwanese music (oh, and drama also!). That means my style also has the influence from these 3 countries… Muahahahahah~ Thinking of having my hair dyed lagi ni tapi macam rasa sayang juga sebab I’m planning of having it BLONDE! Muahahahaha~ Just like Ayumi Hamasaki, and then pakai tu contact lens yang bulih kasi basar lagi mata (macamlah mata sia ni inda cukup basar).

Prisoner of Love (Utada Hikaru)

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
waratte iyake ga sashite
raku bakari shiyou to shite ita

naimononedari buru-su
mina yasuragi wo motomete iru
michitariteru noni ubaiau
ai no kage wo otte iru

taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou

I’m gonna tell you the truth
hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
watashi wo ouen shite kureru
anata dake wo tomo to yobu

tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ni narimashita
anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misutenai zettai ni

zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
yori issou tsuyoku hikareau
ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
hitori ni sasenai

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I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain – that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeable painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh… Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again

Translation credits to Arisan.

p.s. Oh ya… This song is actually taken from Last Friends’ J-Dorama (Japanese Drama)… And I’m so glad that my Nishikado Ryo pula ada dalam tu Last Friends… Gonna download or watch it online… Heheheheh~ Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes…

Beyonce is wearing that *painful* heels!

Notice that heels?

It must damn painful!!!! I wish it won’t be on the shelf! If ya, then everyone has to take ballet classes lah hor… Tinguk saja bah tu urat hijau2 keluar sudah… Eeekk~

My Chosen Guys

Introducing… My chosen guys from now onward… Cewah! That’s the most craziest, stupidest,… what else ahh… anythinglah… Ummm… I mean… I shouldn’t blog about tanakwagu lagi… Wahahahaha~ Macamlah sebelum ini sia cerita-cerita pasal tanakwagu… Dei… Sia bukan gudang… and I don’t save spare parts! Jaga badan sendiri pun susah, apa lagi mo jaga urang lain. Buat assignments pun susah, apa lagi mo jaga hati urang lain. Kada kotogod kio… Saja menyatakan apa sia rasa butul gia… Pek! Soalan untuk korang: MANUSIA BULIH JADI GUDANG KAH? (Sepa rasa mo jawab, go on jawab saja di comment box). Terima kacey… :P

An old friend of mine suddenly rang me a call… Di rumah lagi tu… So, I thought sepa juga lah yang kol-kol time tengah hari… I was thinking (well… even made assumptions that someone mau bagi sia kerja which I think of I’m not ready yet to accept any jobs except on graphic design…). Hahahaha~ Anyway, I’ve just finished with KENTE’s design… Entah apa cakap big boss sebab belum lagi dia check tu email dia. So, I passed to tommkurus@Callixtus saja tu designs… Bukan 1 tu designs tapi banyak… Yang penting ada and biar diorang comment and I can make pembetulan (if any). Sambung cerita… Since my friend yang tanya soalan bonus also single (wei… janlah ingat itu HE ah… dia adalah SHE), and dia tanyalah soalan bonus… I guess that’s the same old funny question… Sia rasa bukan dia saturang saja yang tanya sia ini bulan tapi ada some people yang tanya sudah termasuk kawan sia di UiTM dulu (sia faham juga kalau korang inda percaya yang bf sia sekarang pun itu ND300 and buku-buku). What do I look from a guy? Terfikir pula aku wor~. Hahahahah~ It’s not that I’m tooooooooooo desperate of wanting someone in my life… Actually, bukan mo boasting lah kan… I’m happy to have this life sebab I still have my family besides me… Macam uncles, aunties, and grands2 tu… Inda lupa tu kawan-kawan yang ramai ni… Sia rasa THANK YOU sebab jadi kawan sia (aku inda kisahlah ko siapa sebab bagi sia selagi ko manusia macam sia, selagi itu sia mo ko jadi kawan sia)… If sia butul-butul desperate sudah, sia suruh saja diorang yang cari untuk sia. Wahahaha… I think itu last sudah resort yang paling sot sot… Relax lah, Geng! Kalau ko inda kanal sia saja, ko akan rasa sia ni macam minta puji. Try to approach me lah personally (bukan yang wired atau wireless punya), and you will be SURPRISED (You can ask orang-orang yang sudah pernah JUMPA sia personally – Bukan yang sekadar tinguk dari JAUH SANA (paling inda syoklah tu nampak sia tapi inda pun pigi say HI, tapi sekali dalam YM baru dia bilang “Sia ada jumpa ko di Karamunsing tadi”… Sadis sia ooo kalau gitu. Unless ko ada alasan munasabah macam time tu ko tengah makan and then sia limpas, sia terima itu jawapan lah… Takkanlah turus mo bubut kan, silap2 kena bubut oleh taukeh kadai sebab belum bayar! Wahahahah!)… Muahahaha~ Trylah jumpa sia time-time ada event saja sebab sia ni inda mo keluar dari kepompong balakang PC sia if bukan sebab event… Paling bagus… Jumpalah sia time ada camping or di church or time ada event with KE (kalau lah sia inda sibuk)… Atau if you’re lucky enough dan satu kelas sama sia… Berceritalah sama sia… I’m happy to get to make friends as many as possible regardless of age, gender, status, etc… As long as you’re not ALIEN FROM MARS… *Ong Ong Ong* (making weird sound macam itu dalam Movie punya Alien)

Anyway, I’m not going to answer what I REALLY REALLY REALLY want from a guy sebab it’s something very very very personal… Tapi kalau ikut yang ‘physical’ lah kan… I mean the yang luaran kan, sia rasa itu sia bulih jawab sikit-sikit… Inda bulih banyak-banyak… Manatau ko penjenayah yang dikehendaki pulis… Men-men saja ahh… Kada kotogod… I need someone who LOOKS like…

1. HIM – My Father who is currently residing in Heaven… Well, He’s currently busy up there so I don’t want to kacau Him…

2. Nishikado Ryo – Started to fall in love with him after watching ’1 litre of tears’… Nasiblah sia inda nangis sampai panuh 1 baladi…

3. Hengky Kurniawan – Kalau korang pernah tinguk tu ‘Akibat Banyak Gaul’ di Aruna… Korang taulah tu… Wahahahahah~

4. Keanu Reeves – Aaaaahhhh!!!!!! Dia lagi… Muahahahahah! Clean face… Inda mo tu jambang…

So… If anyone of you bilang I have TASTE yang AMAT-AMAT-AMAT TINGGI… Heheheheh~ Bagus baca balik ayat sia… Inda salah bah kan kalau sekadar bilang minat someone yang ada rupa gitu kan kan kan? Correct me if apa sia cakap ini silap… Minta ampun… Heheheheh~ One thing in common pasal ni urang-urang yang sia pilih… Itu MATA… MATA yang lawa… Ada tu kan urang bilang dari MATA turun ke HATI… I can argue no further if bilang itu urang tua-tua bilang… Heheheheh~ Butul atau inda? Ada kaitu dari MULUT turun ke HATI? XD Lain sudah gia tu meaning dia tu… Yang lain itu… Korang kena cari sendiri lah kio…

Sekian sahaja laporan saya dari blog sendiri yang inda ada domain name sudah… Sekain (ko inda silap nampak ni) dan Tirima Kasih… Hehehehe~

p.s. you may call me as SOT (gila or crazy) but the truth is – I’m too EXCITED after getting my result! Thank you sama urang-urang yang pray for me including the Pastors. Last year was a very challenging year and I’m looking forward for another challenging years ahead! NO FEAR! JUST BREAK IT! (Macam pernah dingar? Well… Sia mimang minat tu benda since aeons ago). Anyway, thanks for reading my blog yang gomburuk… JACKSON, I’ll send you the sheet music nanti. Kasi remind sia sebab sia ni PELUPA ni sekarang. Heheheheh~

END OF REPORT (butul2 sudah end ni)

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Yosua 1:7-9

Just some of the Bible verses from Pr. Wizzie Lontuni… Thank you kio, Pastor…

Yosua 1:7 Hanya, hendaklah engkau sungguh-sungguh yakin dan berani. Engkau harus menjaga agar engkau mentaati seluruh hukum yang diberikan Musa hamba-Ku itu kepadamu, jangan kaulalaikan sedikit pun, maka kau akan berhasil.

Yosua 1:8 Buku hukum itu harus selalu kaubacakan kepada umat-Ku. Pelajarilah buku itu siang dan malam, supaya selalu kau melaksanakan semua yang tertulis di dalamnya. Kalau kau melakukan semuanya itu, hidupmu akan makmur dan berhasil.

Yosua 1:9 Ingat, Aku sudah memerintahkan kepadamu supaya engkau sungguh-sungguh yakin dan berani! Janganlah engkau takut atau kurang bersemangat, sebab Aku TUHAN Allahmu mendampingi engkau ke mana saja engkau pergi.”

Pencarian Bakat ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’

From: “Callixtus Tamin”

Date: January 7, 2009 9:28:07 AM GMT+08:00

To: ME

Subject: Pencarian Bakat ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’

Reply-To: “Callixtus Tamin”

PLEASE PASS AROUND …….

Kepada anda yang berbakat menyanyi dan menghibur, serta berumur antara 17 dan 35 tahun pada 1 Januari 2009, Kadus Entertainment akan menganjurkan pertandingan ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’ di mana hadiah-hadiah lumayan menanti anda!

Tarikh tutup penyertaan adalah pada 30 Januari 2009. Borang penyertaan boleh didapati dari Pusakag Cafe Donggongon, Ace Club Bukit Padang dan Chempaka Square Penampang, Ligo Music Centre di CKS Donggongon, Centre Point dan Inanam atau dari website Kadus Entertainment dihttp://www.kadusmusic.com

Maklumat lanjut serta peraturan mengenai pertandingan ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’ boleh didapati dari website Kadus Entertainment dihttp://www.kadusmusic.com atau dengan menghubungi individu-individu berikut:

① MARK (0168021500)

②  JASONJAY (0168461914)

④ GOGDS (0195305512)

Thanks.

He is God

He Is God

He is the First and Last,
The Beginning and the End!

He is the keeper of Creation and the Creator of all!
He is the Architect of the universe and the Manager of all times.
He always was, He always is, and He always will be …
Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone!

He was bruised and brought healing!
He was pierced and eased pain!
He was persecuted and brought freedom!
He was dead and brought life!
He is risen and brings power!
He reigns and brings Peace!
The world can’t understand him,
The armies can’t defeat Him,
The schools can’t explain Him, and The leaders can’t ignore Him.
Herod couldn’t kill Him, The Pharisees couldn’t confuse Him, and The people couldn’t hold Him!
Nero couldn’t crush Him, Hitler couldn’t silence Him,
The New Age can’t replace Him, and “Oprah” can’t explain Him away!

He is light, love, longevity, and Lord.
He is Goodness, Kindness, Gentleness, and God.
He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure.

His ways are right,
His word is eternal,
His will is unchanging, and His mind is on me.
He is my Savior,
He is my guide, and He is my peace!
He is my Joy,
He is my comfort,
He is my Lord, and He rules my life!

I serve Him because His bond is love,
His burden is light, and His goal for me is abundant life.

I follow Him because He is the wisdom of the wise,
the power of the powerful,
the ancient of days, the ruler of rulers, the leader of leaders, the overseer of the overcomers, and is to come. And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size.

His goal is a relationship with ME!
He will never leave me,
never forsake me,
never mislead me,
never forget me,
never overlook me and
never cancel my appointment in His appointment book!

When I fall, He lifts me up!
When I fail, He forgives!
When I am weak, He is strong!
When I am lost, He is the way!
When I am afraid, He is my courage!
When I stumble, He steadies me!
When I am hurt, He heals me!
When I am broken, He mends me!
When I am blind, He leads me!
When I am hungry, He feeds me!
When I face trials, He is with me!
When I face persecution, He shields me!
When I face problems, He comforts me!
When I face loss, He provides for me!
When I face Death, He carries me Home!

He is everything for everybody everywhere, every time, and every way.

He is God, He is faithful. I am His, and He is mine!

My Father in heaven can whip the father of this world.
So, if you’re wondering why I feel so secure, understand this…

He said it and that settles it.
God is in control, I am on His side,
and that means all is well with my soul.

Everyday is a blessing for GOD Is!

Hot Girlz – So Hot

Dorang inda puas hati sama yang kena buat lawak… Maka dengan itu, sia kasi post balik yang sudah kena edit opening dan closing dia dan termasuk itu lagu kena kasi enhance sikit. Hantam sajalah sebab sia belum lagi install apa-apa dalam ini iMac sia (my another bf yang sia sayang separuh mati selain kawaii & nd300). Anyway, enjoy ni clip… Kalau mo katawa, dipersilakan sebab sia sendiri inda dapat tahan ketawa tinguk ni kerja budak-budak sekarang. Ada lagi lepas ni diorang bilang. So, sia ini hanya menurut perintah saja.. Hahhahah~ Happy viewing!

David Phelps – No More Night

No More Night
Words & music by Walt Harrah

The timeless theme, Earth and Heaven will pass away.
It’s not a dream, God will make all things new that day.
Gone is the curse from which I stumbled and fell.
Evil is banished to eternal hell.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

See all around, now the nations bow down to sing.
The only sound is the praises to Christ, our King.
Slowly the names from the book are read.
I know the King, so there’s no need to dread.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

See over there, there’s a mansion, oh, that’s prepared just for me,
Where I will live with my savior eternally.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

All praises to the great “I AM.”
We’re gonna live in the light of the risen Lamb.

p.s. Got the SATB sheet music from a net buddy already… The rest is going to be my next story… Hahahahahahahah~ Just expect the unexpected thing from me… Huahuahua! (Cakap inda separuh bikin ni… Hahahahahaha~ I will let you do all the assumptions…)

Trust Me

Trust Me (Crystal Lewis)

Close your eyes
take a step
it’s ok
I know where we’re going

Don’t fret
I’ve been before
through these valleys
down these long and dangerous roads
yet dark as they seem

Trust me
though you can’t see
you can trust me
the way may be steep
you can trust me
let me lead… Trust me

Open your eyes
but don’t let go of my hand
let your tears give way to smiles
see the joy inside the trial

Don’t worry you’re
safe with me around
rest assured I’m on your side
I won’t let you hit the ground
but close as it seems..

It’s true that
what’s in front of you
isn’t always clear
but you must believe
it in your heart
that I’m here – I’m here!

Trust Me (This is Love) (Amanda Marshall)

I look at this mountain
So many heartaches wide
And I can’t help but wonder
Where’s the other side
I’ve got to be honest
I’ve got my doubts
These tears are asking me
What’s this got to do with love?
Baby, I’ll tell you something
To help us through this long, dark night

When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love

Love isn’t easy
I’m torn, I confess
When a heart is uncertain
It’s bound to second guess
This love won’t forsake us
So dry your tears I promise you

When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love

I’m here for you baby
There’s nothing I want more
Our day is coming
And we’ll reach that peaceful shore

When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love

One more mountain
Hey…so what
Trust me baby…this…is love

p.s. Been chatting with my xbf recently about a topic on ‘trust me’… OKAY, sia inda mo invite controversy or gossip sebab we have our own paths sudah… Frankly speaking, we remain as friend because sebelum ini pun siorang anggap diri sendiri as friends… Full Stop…. Tiada guna mo bermusuhan… Double Full Stop…

Paderewski’s Minuet in G, Op. 14, No.1

I’m in love with Paderewski’s Minuet in G, Op. 14, No 1 and I’m going to practice this *subtle* piece… At least, I don’t have to slam the piano like a shot! I mean like Chopin or Liszt. I’d go for more melancholic (kununlah) or something which is more relaxed… Gila eh! Jiwang karat sudah ni… Muahahahaha!

Sia Punya Kisah 2008 (Part 1)

Sia punya kisah 2008 inda banyak… Tapi kalau sia kasi hurai dalam perkataan, mimang banyak lah… Heheheheheh~

January 2008 – Dapat masuk UMS untuk ambil Master in Business Administration. Was hoping that sia terjumpa kawan-kawan lama sekali tinguk butul-butul sia terjumpa kawan-kawan lama. Everything seemed macam OK sajalah kunun. Azam sia kunun mo lupakan semua kisah silam yang melukakan dan menyedihkan. Maka, sia guna pakai balik azam sia tahun-tahun dulu – Happy Happy Joy Joy… Maksudnya, apa saja yang sakit atau pedih sia rasa (painfulness), sia simpan dalam hati saja dan kasi tapuk with senyuman. Apa macam sakit kana tabak pisau di hati atau sakit bila urang yang dipercayai turus kasi bucur rahsia sampai hampir semua urang tau pun, sia senyum saja. Sebab macam dulu sia pigang prinsip – Otak tiada controller, Mulut tiada Zip… We cannot control others’ mind and we surely cannot shut or even stop them from talking whatever they wished for. Sampai juga bah apa tu urang cakap pigi telinga sia tapi sia buat bodoh macam inda pernah masuk skulah saja sebab once sia bersuara mimang habis keluar laser, silap-silap turus tu urang inda mo tinguk sia lagi sampai-sampai… Atau paling teruk, sia pula yang diumpat di balakang kalau sia start bersuara laser.. In short, don’t simply judge me if you don’t know me PERSONALLY because I can reveal my true self when necessary or in dire situation… Anyway, sia punya azam 2008 was to remain single for a year! Sot kan?

February 2008 – No Valentine’s Day… I spent all my days working on my group assignments… Tu hal KE pun sia inda paduli sudah…

March 2008 – 1st camping with the church youth… Sebelum ini sia camping ikut sekolah… Well, ada sia dingar urang bilang sia ni TIDAK PERNAH camping. Thank you for reminding me about that but the person who was talking this sh** mimang inda kenal sia sebab I was an active camper back then cuma I wasn’t interested with ini Church punya camping sebab sia suka hang out with my school friends. Plus, sia ada lebih banyak responsibilities di sekolah back then… So, kalau bukan atas sebab Pr. Heary insisted me to bring the youths pigi tu camping, manalah sia paduli tu youths sebab sia masih anggap inda syok camping di Dantai. But, it turned out to be really enjoyable walaupun mimang hitam legam lah… Terbakar bah! Maksudnya, I love camping tapi dalam diam-diam… Bukan sia inda pernah pigi camping and janlah bilang sia ni indatau satu hal pun pasal camping.

April 2008 – April’s Fool… Sia inda kena ahh… Sia kasi kena urang saja… Muahahahahaha~ Time ini sia paling sibuk sebab sia ada banyak assignments. Lagipun, final exam kunun inda lama lagi. Time ini juga start sudah banyak halangan dan rintangan… Sia ingat tu semua sebab inilah time sia banyak kali menangis dan minta advice dari urang lain… Sia butul-butul stressed out sebab life is a bunch of thorns and thistles. Bukan sinang… Bukang sinang… Mo hidup dan jalani kehidupan yang kita harap mimang bukan sinang… Sia hampir-hampir jatuh tersungkur dan inda terasa yang God masih ada…

May 2008 – Kaamatan! Sia kena bagi tugas ambil gambar di KDCA along with Mark@KaDus, Pirut, Gogds, etc. Tapi sia inda dapat datang sebab sia pigi Adventurer punya camping. Tulung-tulung tu aunties saja bah. Plus, ada kawan bawa sia mo pigi sana yang mana sia inda berapa interested mo pigi. Sia baru habis final exam kan… So, mimang ada panat-panat lah. Ada banyak hal yang terjadi tapi lebih bagus sia inda kasi mention di sini sebab bagi sia semua sudah berlalu. Moral of the story – Kada momoudut nung kiwaro nodi koupusan… Not good for health… Hahahahaha…

June 2008 – Sia cuti dan sia indatau apa sia buat… Dalam rumah saja… Plus, ada kelas driving kunun… Ada lah tu a few SMSes from the same guy yang jiwang karat tapi sia buat-buat inda layan… I’m a real DEVIL for sure. Target sia tatap dalam genggaman… Mana mo kasi lapas ooo… Single for 1 year… Lagipun banyak masalah melanda… Inda ada masa mo fikir benda-benda lain… Perasaan sendiri pun sia malas mo layan apatah lagi diri sendiri.

Kita sambung lagi selepas ini… Ko rasa panas? Ko terlupa pasang air-cond laitu… Kakkakakk~ Sia main-main saja ahh… Kada kotogod…

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

Will be on hiatus siiiiikijap…