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Friday, 10 October 2008

Thank You For The Birthday Wishes!

Today… 10th October… Is my birthday… I’m a year older now and I’m really grateful to be able to reach at this age… And, of course… I’m so glad (yet thankful) to receive all those birthday wishes from all of you… I really appreciate them all especially when you remember my exact birthday… Hehehehe~ Anyway, I won’t be having any birthday party this year as I have tons of assignments piling up. Apa boleh buat lah as long as sia inda kena during my birthday saja pun cukuplah. Hehehehehe~

p.s. Thanks for those yang bagi SMS as early as 12.00AM ahh… Including juga those who wished me (in advance) as early as 4 days…


With lots of Loves,
Davelynne @ Sumandak

Thursday, 9 October 2008

The Greatest Pain In Life

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life
is not to die,
but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much
to another who doesn’t care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party…
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don’t care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another’s great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying “hi”.
When you show someone your innermost thoughts
and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be
too busy to console you
when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored…
forgotten…
as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago. Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented. Remember that when going through life, you can’t judge a sad, lonely, or suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and show them that you care.

Thursday, 2 October 2008

I Smile To Hide The PAIN

I don’t know what I’m feeling right now… I’m trying to gather my courage… I’ve promised myself that I won’t cry even though it really hurts deep inside my heart but sometimes I find it’s too difficult to deny the painfulness. It really awkward… I do feel it’s too strange to find myself smiling while I’m in pains… I smile when I’m nervous, I smile when I want to sad, I smile when I’m sad, I smile when I don’t know what to talk with the person, I smile when I find I’m stupid, I smile when I am happy, I smile when I feel it’s weird, I smile when I miss him, I smile when talking to him, I smile when I’m in pains, I smile when I just don’t know what else to do… You may call me crazy but… I just can’t stop from smiling…

I Smile to Hide the Pain

I smile and laugh to hide what I feel
Even when the pain gets unreal
I joke and play everyday
While inside I hide my dismay
I look like I’m happy
While I really feel shabby
When I turn away
To find another way
To hide in my eyes
A sorrow inside
As grey as the skies
Then I smile to hide

Travisa Delores Browing

Thursday, 25 September 2008

Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering

There will be Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering which will be held on 18 October 2008. I’ve been designing things for KE since 2005. For more information on the gathering, click here, dbos also has posted the news here. They pilih the 3rd design… Simple saja bah tu (I’m in a rush mo buat kerja banyak bah)…

p.s. Local artistes mimang ramai yang datang… Papier Mache pun dijangka datang wor~

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

Listless + Photos = *Unknown Situation*










I didn’t get enough of sleep yesterday as I had to finish up our group assignment which needs to be submitted tomorrow (23/9/2008). I fell asleep on the couch – I hadn’t get enough of rest since last Tuesday lagi and then hang out with friends on Friday… Pigi cari makan-makan… Yesterday was a bit tensed… Then, I went to have my hair snipped into something which I haven’t done since 8 years ago. I thought it was a total disaster, crash or something awful! MMS-ed my new look to a friend – Nasiblah itu kawan comment yang bagus-bagus, kalau inda… Turus sia kasi BUTAK. Hahahahaha… Kidding! Anyway, I won’t post any photos of mine for the time being. Nanti takut ada urang kena stroke. Enjoy the latest photos taken during Pathfinder activities at the church last Sunday. Ambil gambar untuk kasi hilang rasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat!

p.s. I’m trying to get all things fixed by tomorrow.

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Prevent Yourself From Walking Slipper-Less

If your slipper is too fancy and always attract other people to use your slippers? Then it’s time for you to ‘apply’ this interesting tips to prevent yourself from walking slippers-less in the future…


{LOCK LAH YOUR SLIPPERS}
Harga selipar also naik sudah bah… :P

Friday, 12 September 2008

Me Sooooooooooo BZ

I’m so busy right now… I need to get things done before next week! Gosh! I just need a break… Will be away for a few days – Meaning there won’t be any updates until things are settled up…

Anyway, really appreciate those comments and shoutbox. Heheheheheh~ Happy fasting to my Muslim friends out there…. 

Chao~ I’m going to hit the sack now! (-_-)

Monday, 8 September 2008

I’m Just Me (With a Life)


I bumped into my ex-bf’s blog just now. Saja mau lawat kan sebab long time sudah inda lawat-lawat blog kawan-kawan (including his blog). Glad that he’s enjoying his life right now, and he really deserves it. But I was quite dissappointed juga lah if people are using shoutbox, comments, etc. to insult the author, owner, person. I’ve been in that shoe before… And, of course, I’m speechless. I was deeply hurt by the statement (panjang lebar bah dat comment), like ‘she’ has known me for aeons. Anyway, I assume that she must have a reason to make such statement – We’ll never know (and of course, I don’t want to know also but how I wish to meet that person). OK.. I’m done with the past thingy and all I need now is to move on (yeah! yeah! Go for it!)… I have a life going forward (and not backward) and I don’t have the mood to turn back (ever!) even though I’m pulled backward (sometimes).

p.s. I’m happy that I’m gradually changing and suiting myself with the new environment. To get closer with God is even challenging but I do enjoy every single of it because I believe He’s always stay beside me. I may fear of seeing the future (what will I be in the next few years) but as long as God is there, anything is possible!

Sunday, 7 September 2008

Jordin Sparks – One Step At A Time

One Step At A Time
Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you’ve always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can’t touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You’re confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can’t wait any longer
But there’s no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It’s the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

Friday, 5 September 2008

Still Playing With My Canon

Despite of my busy schedule, I still spend some times pampering my Canon especially when I go for the youth camp. Anyway, Happy Sabbath all!

p.s. I may snap some pics this Sunday… Heheheheheh~

Pics taken by AM. Thank you kio even though I was trying to hide my face tu… hahahahah~

Tuesday, 2 September 2008

Ada Masa – A Letter by Alvin aka Defoo

Notice: My blogger friends, I would really appreciate it if you could post this letter at your respective blogs. Thank you very much (from the deepest of my heart) for your help and support!!

To all my beloved friends,

Be it from Sabah, Sarawak, KL and semua di Semenanjung Malaysia. I would really need your help, I’m representing Infinatez and our INF team.

Alhamdulillah Infinatez now is moving in a correct direction, we are getting invitation to appear in various events, shows, interviews etc. To those yang sudah dengar our songs “Paparazzi”, “Ada Masa” & “Sayang Kinabalu”, we hope you enjoyed it. Kalau belum you can listen to it here – myspace.com/infinatez
Ok, the help yang I need from you guys is to request our songs to be played in radio stations. To be exact we would like you guys to request “Ada Masa” as it is our latest single, tapi you guys boleh juga request our other songs.

One way is to request it at Xfm (previously known as Xfresh), ni link dia – http://www.xfresh.com/radio/zpx.asp

One thing at a time, we can focus on Xfm first. But if you prefer other stations like Suria fm, you can do so. You probably get a listen to it at DJ Hairil’s Suria Intro every Sunday. To listeners in Sabah, you can ask DJ Othoe to play it @ Suria Pagi Kinabalu 105.9fm.

Guys, we really need your help on this one. Again, do have time to listen to it at our myspace and if you like it, kindly do request for it. We hope that our songs could be heard all over the country, and the rest of the world.

ps: Infinatez will be back with more sounds. We promise.

Thank you.

Yours truly,
Alvin MY aka Defoo

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

Copy & Paste

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This meme is pretty simple.

Here are the rules:
1.) List down the household chores you hate and why. Do you think you can survive without helpers and nannies?
2.) Copy the image.
3.) Tag as many girlfriends you want, the daddies and hubbies can also join.
4.) Add your blog’s link in the domesticated divas linky love. You can add all your blogs.
5.) Leave ME a comment and I’ll add you up in the masterlist.
DOMESTICATED DIVAS: Living the Healthy Life / Stripe&Yellow / Vanity Kit / Mind Bubbles / Something Purple / Em’s Detour / Deviously Creative / Doll Me Up /Me,Myself+2 / Kidd Designs / FunFierceFabulous / Ozzy’s Mom / Insights from the Grocery Cart / Living A’ La Mode / God’s Best Gift / MommyAllehs Up-Close And Personal / My Precious Niche / Just Me.. Eds / Eds Mommy Life / Aggie Shoots Aggie Scraps / All Kinds of Me Stuff / The Salad Caper / Winding Creek Circle / InkBabyStudios / Joys in Life / Me and Mine / Little Peanut / Creative in MePea in a Pod / Sugarmagnolias / Notable Bistro / Around the World / I am Mommy / All About The Memories / Enchanted Play / In Depth A Housewife’s Journal / Life Together Starts / As We Face Forever / My Happy Place /Iam Dzoi /Suburban Sass To the Moon and Back Raising Sandy Walk on Red / All Things Me / Because Life Is Fun / Feels Like Home / Growing up with Bea / My life… my own piece of heaven / Around the World / Hobbies and Such / My life in this Wonderful World /My Online World / / My Virtual Closet / My Views On My So Called Life / The Real Deal The Real Me / Changing LanesPit StopAround the World / The Fountain Of Happiness / The Joy Of Life Forever / Love Is /Phtographic Memories / My Colorful World / Strawberry Gurl / Quicker8 /Mommy’s Little Corner / The Dawn That Shines / Journey to Prosperity / HomelifeSheng’s Simple Thoughts / Coriander Dreams / Gorgeous Traveller / A Traveller’s Domain / Lemon Iced Tea / It’s My Party / My Wonderful Life / Simple Life, Simply Me / Sassy Finds / All things Yummy / Shangrila Journey / My Charmed Life / Mommyhood and Me / Crissy’s Zone / Crissy’s Library / Vis Vires/Crissy’s Haven / My Daily Thoughts / Abby’s Way of Life / Princess Bela /Women Xplore / Our Journey to Life / My Planet Purple / And so I am / Arlene’s Random Ramblings / Life’s All About / Lourdes’ Mia / Faery Dancing / Me, the islands and the world / Pinay heart wanderings and musings / Juls Random Thots / In The Spirit of Dance / Princess Vien / Quicker8 / Anything and Everything in Between / Designs By Vhiel / Vhiel’s Corner / Can of Thoughts / A Mother’s Stuff / housewifeatwork / Kuting’s Place / My Daily Thoughts / Pinay heart wanderings and musings / Watchamacallit! / Nellypie’s Chatterbox/Purpled Sky / Almanac Queen / Caramel Corn / Sunny Side Up Foodie /Mamakshop / Alamakoioi JoZe’s Crap / My Sweet Escape / Our Little Princess Gwen / Chen Xi and Mama’s Blog / A Kiss Of An Angel / Modern Life Today /Anything Goes! / Her Name is N.O.Y. / Mariuca’s Perfume Gallery/All About KawaiiOne Hundred and Eighty Degrees / Me, Myself and I / Mixed Cultures Mama’s Blog / Apples of The EyesPerfect Gift From Above / Her Name is N.O.Y. / /Irresistible Fascinations / The Treasure Chest / Complex Life / periphrastic-prolixChen Xi and Mama’s Blog / A Muse Man / restnrileks / laketrees / Little Prince /Writing 50% in jest / Designated Hermitage / Mixed Cultures Mama’s BlogCicak Berbunyi / Maiylah’s Snippets / Picture Clusters / My Wanderings / Simply Me / A Mothers Horizon / restnrileks / Hot Shit Form Here / e-chathost / genblog / hostA Great Pleasure Emila’s Illustrated Blog / Writing 50% in jest / Designated Hermitage / My Little Black Book / A Great Pleasure HiPnCooLMoMMa/Vanidosa Marie/ Vanidosa, the Chairman / Game FreakZ / Mummy Diaries / It’s a woman’s world! / Undiscovered Seclusion / YOUR BLOG HERE
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Friday, 15 August 2008

No Rest

I’ve just finished with our Marketing group project… Done with printing and binding. It was a long and tiresome week – Most of us didn’t get enough of sleep (poor Laine as she had to curi tulang just to finish her section). I will pass up the assignment this evening and then have to help mum lagi for tomorrow….

Gosh! I really need a break! I haven’t pamper myself with a nice sleep lately… (T_T) We still have 3 more project papers to be completed before end of September. 

Anyway, *as my mind is dwelling with devilish intention* I will be having a 2-days ponteng! Har Har Har! I’ll be off for the Sabah-wide Youth Festival in Dantai, Kota Belud. I need to bring a super-duper sunblock this time… I ain’t going to endure with dark-and-brown skin anymore. Punyalah sengsara sia mau jaga my skin… Har Har Har…

p.s. Mum won’t tolerate me… She still needs me to help her with the cookies.. Apa bulih buat since Aunt Josephine (who’s supposed to do the cookies) punya mother just passed away…

Thursday, 14 August 2008

Short Update

Haven’t touch my dearie photoshop since I started my new semester. Accidentally bumped into this photo when I was browsing for some files in my external HD. The photo was taken about 2 years ago (I guess)… I just love the expression, tho… >.<

I’m getting sleepy now… It’s 2 a.m already bah… I still have some more works to do tomorrow. Gotta finish them all before Friday… I just need to finish these things before going for the camp in Dantai, Kota Belud… Har Har Har… Can hardly wait wor! >.<

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

This Is My Life

Do you have any voicemails on your cellphone? – Yes..
How many times a day do you shower? – 2 to 3 times a day (depending on the weather)
When you wake up what’s the first thing you do? – Drink a glass of water
Do you play video games? – Yes but due to full commitment in studies, I have to restrain myself from touching my PS2, PSP3, PSP & Wii.
What’s the last thing you bought at the store? – 5 colors of nail polish, a ribbon & pads.
How many states have you lived in? – Two…
Are you a high school drop out? – No… I’m a good student back then…
Left handed or right handed? – Right Handed
Look out the window, what do you see? – Nothing… It’s pretty dark outside…
What is to your left? – Bookshelf…
What was the last thing that made you laugh? – When Shinchan sms-ed something which was quite funny…
Who do you think will be a better mom Nicole Richie? Or Christina Aguilera?– I dunno…
Do you read the newspaper? – Rarely
Can you cook? – Yes…
How many pets do you have? – 8 all of them…
Are you close with your parents? – Yes… They are my only friends whom I can depend on all the times.
How many best friends do you have? – Too many (apart from my parents)…
What are you doing tonight? – Trying hard to finish up all my Marketing assignments!
What time is it? – 11:55pm
Can you make a dollar in change right now? – No time to think about this lame thingy at the moment!
Do you read gossip magazines? – Nope…
Do you like to sing or dance in the shower? – I sing whenever I have my shower (only at home jak)
How do you like your eggs? – Boiled
At McDonalds what do you usually order? – Oreo McFlurry, Apple Pie & Big Mac
Are you a friendly person? – So-So
If you could change one thing about your life right now, what would it be? – Nothing… I may not be pretty but I’m proud for who I am. God has made me like this mah~
If you could go back in time, where would you go? – Umm… Battle Creek… Maybe…
Have you ever met a famous person? – Not sure…
Do you look like anyone famous? – I’m not sure… 90% no lah…
Have you ever done drugs? – Nope
Have you ever woke up and didn’t know who the person was sleeping next to you? – Huh?
Do you have a criminal record? – Nope…
What really annoys you? – Ignorance
What are you listening to? – Menjaga Hati by Yovie & Nuno
Do you have a SocialSplash.com account? – Nope
What’s your favorite tv-show? – I don’t watch TV lately…
What’s your favorite color? – Any colors except maroon
Who do you want to become the next president? – Anyone…
Are you down with the clown? – Hmm… Lemme think about it first… Kah Kah Kah!
Do you listen to the radio? – Rarely…
Where you ever voted for prom queen/prom king? – I have never attend any prom events yet
Do you play any instruments? – Yes… Piano
What’s the date today? – 11th August 2008
What are you looking forward to? – To have this Marketing assignment finish by 2 a.m!
When was the last time you were in a swimming pool? – 8 years ago…
When your in the shower, what’s the first thing you wash? – Face lar…
Do you wear makeup? – Yes…
Where is the strangest place you’ve slept? – Under my bed when I was 10 years old…
How many colors have you dyed your hair? – Never cared to count lor…
Do you howl on full moons? – I’m not a ‘wolfie’ yet!
Have you ever been hit on by somebody 10 years older than you? – Not sure lor…
Now, tag some *lucky* people:
1. massy
2. wel
3. lydbytes
4. jollence
5. pammie
6. mamaii
7. marc