Looking at this photo again, I can still hear the hum of that old iMac and the scratch of my pen on paper. Music dari YouTube as background, probably some movie soundtrack to keep the brain alive. This was 2011, bah, the year I decided to re-start my Master’s journey. That photo, caught in mid-thought, was from the time I sat down and told myself, “Kalau kau mau maju, kau kena mula balik.” It felt like walking into the deep end — full of hope but not sure if I’d float.