I Don’t Want To Grow Up

I wonder what my purpose of life is.
People always help me, but I can’t do anything in return.
To me, studying is my source of life, but I can’t find anything that is more important.

I can’t walk the hallway which is only 3 meters.
Can’t a human live only with their mind?
Can’t I walk using only my upper half of the body?

I wanna be like the air. The good-hearted person whose kindness overflows and people realize how important she was to them, once she is gone.
I wanna be that kind of person.

-Aya Kito-