Big Smile Girl from Joe Primus Kayau

BIG SMILE GIRL

What a wonderful sight to see you smile,
Your smile means, a thousand words!
I would go, a thousand miles, just to see your smile again.

Big Smile Girl,
Show me that smile,
Just a simple move, of your lips,
Makes me feel, that i will be just fine.

Don’t ever lose that smile,
You lift people up with that smile!
A lucky man, thats who i am,
To have seen, that wondrous smile.

-Joe Primus Kayau-

p.s. my dear online FB friend, thanks for this nice poem… kalau ko buat lagu, make sure you taruh tu catchy sikit tu melody dia (entah kanapa lah bah sia ni suka butul lagu yang rentak catchy ni). Kuang kuang kuang.. jiwang tu mimang ada lah… Hahahahahaha~ tapi, I’d view this as a friendly poem… at least, I won’t have to lose my smile even if there’s a huge and gigantic problem ahead of me. Thank, Joe!

The Feeling of Merdeka

YEAH! I’ve just finished answering my Managerial Economics about 2 hours ago. Can remember what I answered… Yang sia ingat the councilor yang propose to BAN DEMAND ON SCRAP METAL mimang BUDUH lah sebab how can you BAN things yang urang mimang DEMAND? I thought sia saturang sajalah kunun bikin jawapan sot sot gitu, rupanya si Hafiz pun buat jawapan gitu (at least, I’m not Alone…). For example, prostitution business (banyak-banyak topic, inilah sia kasi bangkit ooo kan? Mimang utak start mo ada Magnesium + H2O sudah ni)… Kalau di sini, mimang HARAM lah tapi di sesetengah countries, itu jadi pendapatan bagi that country bah. Inda payah sia bagi contoh, you know sudah tu… Kuang Kuang Kuang… Anyway, lingkuplah business scrap metal di Sabah kalau export scrap metal kena kasi ban… Solution sia kunun: Kasi benar saja export scrap metal tapi kasi tinggi-tinggi tu export duty supaya Government dapat banyak-banyak duit dan kasi nampak tu market for scrap metal really-really hodoh sebab inda profitable. Tapi mimang tu operators marah-marah lah… Inilah jawapan men hantam guna logic… Jan marah sia sebab jawab gitu ahh… Spontaneous saja kunun.

So, balik sama tu scrap metal… Kesimpulan sia dapat bagi, selagi DEMAND naik, PRICE akan naik… So, people who live in developing countries usually take this as OPPORTUNITY to make MONEY. Psychologically, urang akan sanggup buat apa saja bila sampai jalan buntu sebab inda dapat berfikiran lebih jauh… I mean ‘tendency’. Kalau check tu perbahasan di Parliament pula, well… They also come up with banyak-banyak soalan yang sampai yang duduk di tangah-tangah tu terpaksa pukul mija sebab dari satu isu turus sampai yang bising-bising… Kuang kuang kuang… Well, that’s what happened sama Sarawak punya kes lah (kunun). Inda mo kasi panjang-panjang juga tu jawapan sebab takut nanti tu Profesor nampak ni apa yang sia tulis, tergugat nanti markah sia. Pingsan sia…

Jawapan lain untuk soalan lain? Wahahahaha… Supply and Demand for paddy if income per capita of consumers naik… Kasi logik sikit (well… I only based on benda yang sia guna dari time Diploma… Ketara inda baca buku)… Kalau income naik, demand for rice pun naik (at least high-grade punya rice lah… mana mo baras hancur lagi…), purchasing power consumer naik, supply of rice pun naik (turus muncul laitu beras yang macam-macam jenis)… Paling sot sia rasa tu answer sia (regret pun ada ni sebab tulis… Habislah Dr Caroline katawa ni…), bila urang start demand for beras bagus-bagus, standard of living pun bertambah bagus, urang pun sihat-sihat, productivity increases sebab urang pun sihat, less absenteeism (provided that organization really practice tu Organizationahl behavior management and effective HRM).

Yang lain? I put MAS vs Air Asia… Why MAS inda juga bankrupt-bankrupt walaupun Air Asia offers harga murah untuk penerbangan… Sia guna experience sia… Sebab customers sanggup bayar lebih supaya dapat value yang diorang mau… Contohnya, inda payah berlari-lari di bawah hujan atau panas matahari and then terpaksa barabut satu tampat duduk dekat tingkap. Plus, inda semua tampat yang Air Asia can bring bah… Air Asia skarang inda ada Fuel Charge… Well, another issue laitu… I can’t remember the rest… Yang pastinya, sia ada kasi kait Celcom, Maxis, Umobile, and Digi… Then… Honda, Toyota, and Hyundai… Then… Nikon and Canon (ketara lah bah semua-semua ni mo kasi masuk).

Macam sia jawab soalan Marketing padahal the questions pasal Pricing Decisions, Price Wars, Government Regulations, etc. which has something to do with Economics and how should a manager make decision based on the economics situations.

p.s. Paling panjang laini post sia ni tahun sebab sebelum ini mimang inda panjang-panjang semua.. Dari awal tahun saja sudah bergelut sama buku. Tapi sekarang sia sudah MERDEKA!

Happy Birthday, Mark!

To my dear friend – Mr Markie Kadus,

Mark, you better read this post or you might lose to watch this nice song which I’ve culik*ed* for you. Today is your birthday a.k.a Tua Day… 28 sudah ko tu… Kuang Kuang Kuang… May God bless you and your family… And then… May your wish may come true.. Then… May your dream may pop out into reality (dei dege… Banyak butul then then then sia)… 21/11/08… Jan lupa pigi bili poh-di… 2111… atau 1108… lawa tu numbul… Kuang Kuang Kuang… Kidding… Have fun on your birthday… Jaga-jagalah ko kana krim di opis (kalau ada yang jajal kasi kana ko…)….

History of Birthday Song

The very popular ‘Happy Birthday to You’ song has become an indispensable part of birthday celebrations across the world. Today, the song is over a hundred years old. The story of the song has a sweet beginning though later it was bogged by controversy. It is still not certain who wrote the lyrics of the song ‘Happy Birthday to You’.

History of the Happy Birthday Song
Happy Birthday song is considered to be a joint work of two American sisters, Mildred J. Hill who was schoolteachers in Louisville Kentucky Experimental Kindergarten and Dr Patty Smith Hill who was a Principal in the same school. The song that was originally composed by two sisters was entitled ‘Good Morning to All’ but bore the recognizable melody. The tune of the song was first published in 1893 in the book, ‘Song Stories for the Kindergarten’. It credited Patty Hill for the lyrics and Mildred Hill for the music. Over the years the song became extremely popular in schools across US. The melody of this song is passed into the public domain and it is therefore safe to hum in public without permission.

Controversy over the Lyrics
It is said that some forty years later, Patty Hill came up with the words, ‘Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday Dear name, Happy Birthday to You’. She also fit those words into the melody of ‘Good Morning to All’ song. The entire song was published in 1935.

There is one more version to this story. Some says 31 years after, ‘Good Morning to All’ song was published, Dr Patty Hill became the head of the Department of Kindergarten Education at Columbia University’s Teacher College. At that time a gentleman, Robert H. Coleman published that song, without the sisters’ permission. Besides, Coleman added a second verse, the now popular ‘Happy Birthday to You’.

Popularity of the Birthday Song
The addition of Birthday verse popularized the song and over the years ‘Good Morning to All’ verse composed by Hill sisters disappeared. The Birthday Song gained popularity in late 1930s when it was sung in ‘As Thousands Cheer’ – a Broadway Production. Today, the Guinness Book of World Records recognizes ‘Happy Birthday to You’ as one of the three most popular songs in English language. The other two being ‘Auld Lang Syne’ and ‘For He’s a Jolly Good Fellow.’ The Birthday Song is popular all over the world and has been translated into dozens of languages. English version of the song is more popular and is sung even where English is not a primary language.

Legal Battle over the Copyright
After Mildred died in 1916, Dr Patty along with her third sister Jessica took Coleman to court over the copyright issue of the song. It was proved in the court that Mildred and Patty own the melody. Thus the family became the legal owner of the song and was thus entitled to royalties from it whenever it is sung for commercial purpose. Ownership of the song swapped hands in a multi-million dollar deal. The current copyright of the song is owned by Warner Communications. They purchased the copyright in 1989 for more than $28 million dollars. The copyright of the song has been extended several times and is now not due to expiring until at least 2030.

It therefore follows that one cannot use the “Happy Birthday to You” lyrics for profit without paying royalties. In other words unauthorized public performances of the song are technically illegal. It means that every time you hear the song sung on TV or radio it means the royalties are being paid to the Warner Communications.

To prevent themselves from the prevention of copyright infringement and having to pay royalties several restaurants and TV channels have corporate-developed songs that are used instead of “Happy Birthday to You”.

Popular rendition of ‘Happy Birthday’ Song

• ‘Happy Birthday’ was the first song to be performed in outer space. It was sung by the Apollo IX astronauts on March 8, 1969.
• Famous Hollywood actress Marilyn Monroe’s rendition to U.S. President John F. Kennedy in May 1962 is considered to be the most famous performances of ‘Happy Birthday to You’ song.

Lyrics of the Songs

‘Good Morning to All’ lyrics
Good morning to you,
Good morning to you,
Good morning, dear children,
Good morning to all.

‘Happy Birthday to You’ lyrics
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday dear (name)
Happy Birthday to you.

This traditional version of the song generally known is actually the chorus to the original. The first verse goes like this…

So today is your birthday
That’s what I’ve been told
What a wonderful birthday
Now you’re one more year old
On your cake there’ll be candles
All lighted, it’s true
While the whole world is singing
Happy Birthday to you ….
(Happy Birthday chorus)

Some add another phrase to the end, sung to the same tune:

How old are you now,
How old are you now,
How old are you (name),
How old are you now.

And another version:

From old friends and true,
From good friends and new,
May good luck go with you,
And happiness too.

Many alternate versions exist, most commonly sung as a joke, for example:

Happy Birthday to you,
You live/belong in a /Zoo>oo,
You look like a monkey
And you smell like one, too.
Other versions of the above:

Happy Birthday to you,
I went to the zoo,
I saw a big monkey,
And I thought it was you.
Happy Birthday to you
You live/belong in a zoo,
You look like a goat
And you chew like one, too

p.s. Don’t ask me where the “heaven” did I get this one… Someone just sent it into my mailbox…

Touch My Hand

David Archuleta – Touch My Hand

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that’s shining out so bright is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hands
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah

p.s. There will be no updates except on my current music tracks… Hahahahaha~ I’m still busy with my final exam… Yeah, after that I’m going to have my VACATION! Muahahahahaha~ Aha! I still need to finish up all the reports and then… I’m off to have my date with Mr Nokin D300! Yeah! Anyway, if you’ve missed something – Mr Nokin has nothing to do with anyone… I’m dating with my DSLR and well… I have no time for a real real real real ‘person’ at the moment… Hohohohohho~ Opppsss! I forgot… CHRISTMAS!!!!!

LAST……

1. Person you hugged?: N******
2. Person you talked to?: My bro
3. Person you fought with?: My bro
4. Person you kissed?: N******
5. Person you danced with?: nobody
6. Person you talked on the phone with?: Mum
7. Person you went hung out with?: Mum, last friday…
8. Person you Instant Messaged?: N******
9. Person that Instant Messaged you?: N******
10. Time that you took a shower?: This morning
11. Time that you went outside?: This morning
12. Time that you went out of your city?: Last Saturday…
13. Time that you spent the night with someone: zilch
14. Movie you watched?: Phat (Pretty, Hot and Thick) Girls
15. Song you downloaded: Leona Lewis’ Twilight
16. Item you bought?: 9 clothes, 2 pairs of heels, a set of skincare products
17. Person you wrote a note to?: N******
18. Good thing you smelled?: Lavender
19. Thing you ate?: Hawaiian Tuna Pizza
20. Thing you drank?: Soy Bean
21. Word you said?: Sot
22. Time you ate Ice Cream?: Last Saturday with Sasha & Kittle
23. Place you went?: UMS lor…
24. Person you touched?: Touch??? Hmmm… My bro… We fought for nothing and then laughed like a bunch of crazy ppl!
25. Medicine you took?: For hemoglobin…
26. Person you talked about?: Loraine, Noemi, Oziel, etc…
27. Time you cleaned something?: Forgot oledi…
28. Time you cooked?: Yesterday!
29. Time you lit a candle?: 6 months ago… I guess… During blackout…
30. Time you tried on something but didn’t buy?: Last Friday
31. Time you took a picture?: Last Saturday
32. Time you hit someone?: Can’t recall…
33. Time you went to school?: Last night…
34. Time you went to sleep?: Last night lah bah…
35. Time you watched TV?: Just now… Animax
36. Time you went to Taco Bell?: Don’t have Taco Bell here in KK lor…
37. McDonalds?: Last Saturday… bought McFlurry saja bah…
38. Burger King?: 3 months ago… Am now a vegetarian… So can’t swallow non-vege sudah…
39. Wendy’s?: Nope
40. Dairy Queen?: Nope
41. Time you went to an actual resturant?: 2 months ago I guess…
42. Time you were sick?: 2 months ago…
43. Time it snowed?: Not SNOW here lah!
44. Time it rained?: Yesterday

Disaster But Not Disasterous

What happened yesterday? I’m doomed!!!!!! I was totally ‘blank-ko-ed’… I blurted everything… Whatever popped-out of my mind, yang penting I didn’t leave my papers blank… Biarlah Prof read my cakar ayam… Everything pasal Customer Value Hierarchy, Power Brand, Marketing Communications, etc. And the funniest and devilish things I ever done was to list out every single brand for photography… Sepa suruh soalan minta examples of POWER BRAND… Sia list down lah Sony, Nikon, Canon… And the most craziest thing – Baby Phat! (Ya… Been watching Kimora Lee Simmons lately). Nasib I didn’t write down Kim Kardashian’s exposed porno video.

And… I still have another paper this Friday… Entrepreneurship! Gosh! How I wish I won’t have to answer questions which begin like “Describe the STEPS… bla bla bla…”. I’m so stupid at memorizing the ‘STEPS’… All I know is how to answer questions in my ways.. I mean, in a more logical way… Non-abstract… Hahahahah~

Judy, got this person bah bilang tu soalan macam soalan budak-budak Diploma…. Mo perah otak sampai kering bah… Kasian juga lah sebab not all these people yang ada masa to HAFAL everything… Plus, how I wish we don’t have to WRITE… Alang-alang TYPE bah the answers then print di dapan… Sinang tu lecturer mo check tu answer… HAHAHAHAH~ Maybe in the next 10 years kali baru kena buat ooo… Lucky lah those peeps ni…

I’m Getting Engaged To Mr Nokin

I’m currently thinking of getting myself another DSLR (apart from my current Mr Nonac 400D). Yeap! I’m considering myself (and calculating my budget) now. Going to grab either Nikon D300 or D3. Just can’t refrain myself from ‘lusting’ with Nikon anymore – after all, beginilah jadinya bila sudah kena influenced by Uncle Jenus’ polaroid when I was just a lil’ kid apart from kawan-kawan di sekeliling always slag my Canon (bila jumpa sia with my Canon) sampai suruh jump pigi Nikon. Anyway, I won’t throw away my Canon 400D since ‘he’ is my first love at first sight… Infatuated love bah tu. This time around kalau ada camping or any outing lagi, I’ll make sure those guys won’t slag me lagi. Hikhikhik! Tinggal I need to familiarize myself holding this *sure-to-be-really-heavy* thingy as I’ve already tested this gadget a few weeks ago… Matai eh! Heavier than my Canon! (an expression from a sakai and sampalau punya urang).

p.s. Actually, I’m going to give my Canon to my bro sebab he insists mau try Canon. Dia bilang jan jual tu barang… Hahahahahah~

Less than 2 weeks!!!!

I will be having my final exam starting from 10th November, 2008 til 20th November, 2008 (macam lah bah sia ambil SPM…)… In other words, my life will be as crazy as something that I can’t explain even using my own brain… Anyway, I’m looking forward my vacations… I can hardly wait to meet my fellow friends who are working in KL! Hello, KL… I’m coming!!!!

After KL… It’s going to be Labuan and Kuching!!!!! I just need my CHRISTMAS VACATIONS!!!!! Hehehehe… Mau kasi habis duit hujung tahun lu…

Without further adieu…

Adios….

I’m still on HIATUS… eh… I mean this blog bah… V(^_^)V *say peace*

Alasan Saya Tidak Datang

I’m doomed! I have less than a month to do all the revision… Frankly, I haven’t started my revision just yet and I don’t have any idea what does Organizational Behavior and Management all about (yah, if I get myself an ‘A’ this time around, mimang ada wayar putus sudah). I wish I won’t answer questions begini lah… Theorem Pythagoras… The answer mestilah bah x=5! Hahahaha~

Or… Buat cerita yang butul-butul inda masuk akal… for example, Marketing!!! Hahahahah~

And… I ‘m hoping that I won’t spread bihis during exam…

Some of you might be wondering why I didn’t attend KaDus Entertainment (KE) Star Studded Night last Saturday… Heheheh~ Nama sudah tulis tapi batang hidung inda ada juga. Frankly speaking, my friend wasn’t able to attend sebab dia tiba-tiba ada masalah. Some of you might say that I could ask someone else to accompany sia bah kan? Most of my friends are not interested with such event and some of them are busy preparing for our exam. How about cousins and family members? Well… The problem kan… My family was invited to attend a birthday party di sana Putrajaya, Telipok… and then most of my cousins are UNDERAGE – Below 18… Aku inda mo dihantam so bagus diam-diam jak. I can drive myself tapi cannot drive saturang… Hahahahahah~ Sudah limpas punya cerita, so I better diam-diam sajalah… Heheheheh~

Now… I’m getting burnout sudah… I still have lots of assignments to be done before end of this WEEK!

In other words…

I MUST STUDY!!!! I NEED TO STUDY!!!!

and…

HIATUS!!!! Won’t be updating this blog until I’ve successfully answered all those exam papers! Will be back on 21st November 2008! Just leave your message di shoutbox… I will reply juga tu… But won’t be updating this blog… Heheheheheh~

Boom De Yadda

I LOVE THE WORLD

(Dialogue)

Astronaut 1: It never gets old, huh?

Astronaut 2: Nope.

Astronaut 1: It kinda makes you want to…

Astronaut 2: Break into song?

Astronaut 1: Yep.

I love the mountains

I love the clear blue skies

I love big bridges

I love when great whites fly

I love the whole world

And ll its sights and sounds

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

I love the oceans

I love real dirty things

I love to go fast

I love Egyptian kings

I love the whole world

And all its crazy things

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

I love tornadoes

I love arachnids

I love hot magma

I love the giant squids

I love the whole world

It’s such a brilliant place

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

(repeat until fade)

p.s. You need to get Discovery Channel if you really are interested to see this on TV! Heheheh~ Anyway, this sure the best ads campaign they ever had so far!

Just A Dream

Just A Dream

Carrie Underwood

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen

All dressed in white

Going to the church that night

She had his box of letters in the passenger seat

Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide

She put her veil down

Trying to hide the tears

Oh she just couldn’t believe it

She heard trumpets from the military band

And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

I can’t even breathe

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray

Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt

Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag

And she held on to all she had left of him

Oh, and what could have been

And then the guns rang one last shot

And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

I can’t even breathe

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh,

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

Oh, now I’ll never know

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream

Just a dream

Yeah, Yeah

p.s. I’m sticking my ear with this song! Hahahah~ Just too *I just don’t know how to say this…*…

Thank You For The Birthday Wishes!

Today… 10th October… Is my birthday… I’m a year older now and I’m really grateful to be able to reach at this age… And, of course… I’m so glad (yet thankful) to receive all those birthday wishes from all of you… I really appreciate them all especially when you remember my exact birthday… Hehehehe~ Anyway, I won’t be having any birthday party this year as I have tons of assignments piling up. Apa boleh buat lah as long as sia inda kena during my birthday saja pun cukuplah. Hehehehehe~

p.s. Thanks for those yang bagi SMS as early as 12.00AM ahh… Including juga those who wished me (in advance) as early as 4 days…

With lots of Loves,

Davelynne @ Sumandak

The Greatest Pain In Life

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life

is not to die,

but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so much

to another who doesn’t care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party…

and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth

neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don’t care.

The greatest pain in life,

is not to die,

but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another’s great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,

just saying “hi”.

When you show someone your innermost thoughts

and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be

too busy to console you

when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,

is you.

Life is full of pain,

but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,

and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play

in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind

to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends

you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored…

forgotten…

as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago. Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented. Remember that when going through life, you can’t judge a sad, lonely, or suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and show them that you care.

I Smile To Hide The PAIN

I don’t know what I’m feeling right now… I’m trying to gather my courage… I’ve promised myself that I won’t cry even though it really hurts deep inside my heart but sometimes I find it’s too difficult to deny the painfulness. It really awkward… I do feel it’s too strange to find myself smiling while I’m in pains… I smile when I’m nervous, I smile when I want to sad, I smile when I’m sad, I smile when I don’t know what to talk with the person, I smile when I find I’m stupid, I smile when I am happy, I smile when I feel it’s weird, I smile when I miss him, I smile when talking to him, I smile when I’m in pains, I smile when I just don’t know what else to do… You may call me crazy but… I just can’t stop from smiling…

I Smile to Hide the Pain

I smile and laugh to hide what I feel

Even when the pain gets unreal

I joke and play everyday

While inside I hide my dismay

I look like I’m happy

While I really feel shabby

When I turn away

To find another way

To hide in my eyes

A sorrow inside

As grey as the skies

Then I smile to hide

Travisa Delores Browing

Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering

There will be Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering which will be held on 18 October 2008. I’ve been designing things for KE since 2005. For more information on the gathering, click here, dbos also has posted the news here. They pilih the 3rd design… Simple saja bah tu (I’m in a rush mo buat kerja banyak bah)…

p.s. Local artistes mimang ramai yang datang… Papier Mache pun dijangka datang wor~

Listless + Photos = *Unknown Situation*

I didn’t get enough of sleep yesterday as I had to finish up our group assignment which needs to be submitted tomorrow (23/9/2008). I fell asleep on the couch – I hadn’t get enough of rest since last Tuesday lagi and then hang out with friends on Friday… Pigi cari makan-makan… Yesterday was a bit tensed… Then, I went to have my hair snipped into something which I haven’t done since 8 years ago. I thought it was a total disaster, crash or something awful! MMS-ed my new look to a friend – Nasiblah itu kawan comment yang bagus-bagus, kalau inda… Turus sia kasi BUTAK. Hahahahaha… Kidding! Anyway, I won’t post any photos of mine for the time being. Nanti takut ada urang kena stroke. Enjoy the latest photos taken during Pathfinder activities at the church last Sunday. Ambil gambar untuk kasi hilang rasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat!

p.s. I’m trying to get all things fixed by tomorrow.

Prevent Yourself From Walking Slipper-Less

If your slipper is too fancy and always attract other people to use your slippers? Then it’s time for you to ‘apply’ this interesting tips to prevent yourself from walking slippers-less in the future…

{LOCK LAH YOUR SLIPPERS}

Harga selipar also naik sudah bah… :P

Me Sooooooooooo BZ

I’m so busy right now… I need to get things done before next week! Gosh! I just need a break… Will be away for a few days – Meaning there won’t be any updates until things are settled up…

Anyway, really appreciate those comments and shoutbox. Heheheheheh~ Happy fasting to my Muslim friends out there…. 

Chao~ I’m going to hit the sack now! (-_-)

I’m Just Me (With a Life)

I bumped into my ex-bf’s blog just now. Saja mau lawat kan sebab long time sudah inda lawat-lawat blog kawan-kawan (including his blog). Glad that he’s enjoying his life right now, and he really deserves it. But I was quite dissappointed juga lah if people are using shoutbox, comments, etc. to insult the author, owner, person. I’ve been in that shoe before… And, of course, I’m speechless. I was deeply hurt by the statement (panjang lebar bah dat comment), like ‘she’ has known me for aeons. Anyway, I assume that she must have a reason to make such statement – We’ll never know (and of course, I don’t want to know also but how I wish to meet that person). OK.. I’m done with the past thingy and all I need now is to move on (yeah! yeah! Go for it!)… I have a life going forward (and not backward) and I don’t have the mood to turn back (ever!) even though I’m pulled backward (sometimes).

p.s. I’m happy that I’m gradually changing and suiting myself with the new environment. To get closer with God is even challenging but I do enjoy every single of it because I believe He’s always stay beside me. I may fear of seeing the future (what will I be in the next few years) but as long as God is there, anything is possible!

Jordin Sparks – One Step At A Time

One Step At A Time

Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait

So close, but so far away

Everything that you’ve always dreamed of

Close enough for you to taste

But you just can’t touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated

And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]

We live and we learn to take

One step at a time

There’s no need to rush

It’s like learning to fly

Or falling in love

It’s gonna happen and it’s

Supposed to happen that we

Find the reasons why

One step at a time

You believe and you doubt

You’re confused, you got it all figured out

Everything that you always wished for

Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours

If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated

And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can’t wait any longer

But there’s no end in sight

when you need to find the strength

It’s the faith that makes you stronger

The only way you get there

Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

Still Playing With My Canon

Despite of my busy schedule, I still spend some times pampering my Canon especially when I go for the youth camp. Anyway, Happy Sabbath all!

p.s. I may snap some pics this Sunday… Heheheheheh~

Pics taken by AM. Thank you kio even though I was trying to hide my face tu… hahahahah~

Ada Masa – A Letter by Alvin aka Defoo

Notice: My blogger friends, I would really appreciate it if you could post this letter at your respective blogs. Thank you very much (from the deepest of my heart) for your help and support!!

To all my beloved friends,

Be it from Sabah, Sarawak, KL and semua di Semenanjung Malaysia. I would really need your help, I’m representing Infinatez and our INF team.

Alhamdulillah Infinatez now is moving in a correct direction, we are getting invitation to appear in various events, shows, interviews etc. To those yang sudah dengar our songs “Paparazzi”, “Ada Masa” & “Sayang Kinabalu”, we hope you enjoyed it. Kalau belum you can listen to it here – myspace.com/infinatez

Ok, the help yang I need from you guys is to request our songs to be played in radio stations. To be exact we would like you guys to request “Ada Masa” as it is our latest single, tapi you guys boleh juga request our other songs.

One way is to request it at Xfm (previously known as Xfresh), ni link dia – http://www.xfresh.com/radio/zpx.asp

One thing at a time, we can focus on Xfm first. But if you prefer other stations like Suria fm, you can do so. You probably get a listen to it at DJ Hairil’s Suria Intro every Sunday. To listeners in Sabah, you can ask DJ Othoe to play it @ Suria Pagi Kinabalu 105.9fm.

Guys, we really need your help on this one. Again, do have time to listen to it at our myspace and if you like it, kindly do request for it. We hope that our songs could be heard all over the country, and the rest of the world.

ps: Infinatez will be back with more sounds. We promise.

Thank you.

Yours truly,

Alvin MY aka Defoo