I’m currently listening to R. Kelly’s I Believe. Last time his most famous song itu I Believe I Can Fly, OST Space Jam tu bah. Ini Mr. I Believe ni sekarang muncul with another ‘I BELIEVE’… I guess after this mesti ada lagi tu ‘I BELIEVE IN MY DREAM’. Wakakakka~ Kidding ah. I’d say that this song is quite uplifting, inspiring, encouraging… Um… What else ah… Sia rasa itu saja lah. Even though it’s actually a tribute song for Barrack Obama (Oh yeah, I love him more than Bush). There’s something about him yang buat me terpikat… No! Not his eyes! His speech… His vision… and of course, his voice! Buahahahhaha~ Nah nah… Start sudah kah sia ini. Heheheheh~ Anyway, I’d say that I BELIEVE THAT WE NEED TO CHANGE, sometimes… Well… Mimanglah most of us are afraid with the ‘CHANGE’… Taboo taboo… It’s because of our feel of insecuritiness. What am I going to change? Hmmm… NEXT SONG, please… I’ll tell you later about that once I found the song yang ngam dengan apa yang sia mo ‘CHANGE’ – If only you’re someone who never missed out what’s going on in my blog… Bukan bilang ko busybody, well… I do appreciate people who visit and read my sot sot sot ramblings here despite of my broken grammar (you can see how weak my English is especially when it comes to VOCABULARY – my konpesion sudah ni! XD)…
Sunday, 18 January 2009
Friday, 16 January 2009
Molten Lava Chocolate

Novie has made me really really really really TIGIRAN… I don’t care lah if she’s a human being… She has made me wanna TALAN HIDUP HIDUP. Adakah YM YM saja turus bilang Molten Lava Chocolcate Cake! Cis cis cis! Inda apa… Nanti tiba-tiba sia turus fly pigi KL, baru dia tau… Inda pa… I think I’ve found the recipe over the Internet and I’ll bake one this week or probably next week as I need to sort of things lu by this week. She asked me apa flavour yang paling sia suka… Well… I rank my favourite flavours as follows:
#1 – Yam (Kajen-kajen sia bilang ini urang tua punya flavour. Bagi sia, yam lah yang paling inda manis and that’s why mostly orang tua suka makan. Anyway, banyak khasiat bah Yam.)
#2 – Chocolate (Ngam untuk kalau time kesejukan and rasa mo kasi tambah berat badan. I’d prefer DARK CHOCOLATE sebab it’s good for skin… Anti-oxidant bah!)
#3 – Durian (I’m a Durian craze but due to health reason… I need to limit and if possible to restrain myself from indulging with the flavour of Durian. Kasian kan?)
#4 – Vanilla (I’d stick to unsweetened vanilla… Yang inda banyak gula… In other words, inda terlampau manis. Kalau inda, I’ll end up paning-paning lalat…)
#5 – Lemon (Sadap bah ni especially after a friend purposedly bagi sia makan Lemon Pie the other day… SADAP!)
p.s. who is Novie? She’s actually my kajen… If you happened to know DENGKOS, then itulah juga si dengkos punya kajen. The world is really a small place to live after all!
Yicks!!!!
My class starts sudah today!!! Yicks!!!! Corporate Strategy… I wonder what barang is dat… Eeeee~ Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas…
I'm a Prisoner of Love
I’ve always been a fan of Japanese, Korean and Taiwanese music (oh, and drama also!). That means my style also has the influence from these 3 countries… Muahahahahah~ Thinking of having my hair dyed lagi ni tapi macam rasa sayang juga sebab I’m planning of having it BLONDE! Muahahahaha~ Just like Ayumi Hamasaki, and then pakai tu contact lens yang bulih kasi basar lagi mata (macamlah mata sia ni inda cukup basar).
Prisoner of Love (Utada Hikaru)
I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love
heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
waratte iyake ga sashite
raku bakari shiyou to shite ita
waratte iyake ga sashite
raku bakari shiyou to shite ita
naimononedari buru-su
mina yasuragi wo motomete iru
michitariteru noni ubaiau
ai no kage wo otte iru
mina yasuragi wo motomete iru
michitariteru noni ubaiau
ai no kage wo otte iru
taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love
yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou
arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou
I’m gonna tell you the truth
hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
watashi wo ouen shite kureru
anata dake wo tomo to yobu
hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
watashi wo ouen shite kureru
anata dake wo tomo to yobu
tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ni narimashita
anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misutenai zettai ni
Don’t you give up
Oh misutenai zettai ni
zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
yori issou tsuyoku hikareau
ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
yori issou tsuyoku hikareau
ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
hitori ni sasenai
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
hitori ni sasenai
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I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love
With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said
Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love
Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain – that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain – that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together
I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeable painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend
I chose an unforeseeable painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend
Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Oh… Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again
Translation credits to Arisan.
p.s. Oh ya… This song is actually taken from Last Friends’ J-Dorama (Japanese Drama)… And I’m so glad that my Nishikado Ryo pula ada dalam tu Last Friends… Gonna download or watch it online… Heheheheh~ Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes…
Sunday, 11 January 2009
Bah, KENTE turus bah!
Sila download, cetak, lengkapkan dan kembalikan kepada penganjur berserta yuran penyertaan sebanyak RM50 dan 2 keping gambar berukuran 3R atau 4R.
Borang Penyertaan KE Next Top Entertainer

Saturday, 10 January 2009
Yosua 1:7-9
Just some of the Bible verses from Pr. Wizzie Lontuni… Thank you kio, Pastor…
Yosua 1:7 Hanya, hendaklah engkau sungguh-sungguh yakin dan berani. Engkau harus menjaga agar engkau mentaati seluruh hukum yang diberikan Musa hamba-Ku itu kepadamu, jangan kaulalaikan sedikit pun, maka kau akan berhasil.
Yosua 1:8 Buku hukum itu harus selalu kaubacakan kepada umat-Ku. Pelajarilah buku itu siang dan malam, supaya selalu kau melaksanakan semua yang tertulis di dalamnya. Kalau kau melakukan semuanya itu, hidupmu akan makmur dan berhasil.
Yosua 1:9 Ingat, Aku sudah memerintahkan kepadamu supaya engkau sungguh-sungguh yakin dan berani! Janganlah engkau takut atau kurang bersemangat, sebab Aku TUHAN Allahmu mendampingi engkau ke mana saja engkau pergi.”
Friday, 9 January 2009
Pencarian Bakat ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’
From: “Callixtus Tamin”
Date: January 7, 2009 9:28:07 AM GMT+08:00
To: ME
Subject: Pencarian Bakat ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’
Reply-To: “Callixtus Tamin”
PLEASE PASS AROUND …….
Kepada anda yang berbakat menyanyi dan menghibur, serta berumur antara 17 dan 35 tahun pada 1 Januari 2009, Kadus Entertainment akan menganjurkan pertandingan ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’ di mana hadiah-hadiah lumayan menanti anda!
Tarikh tutup penyertaan adalah pada 30 Januari 2009. Borang penyertaan boleh didapati dari Pusakag Cafe Donggongon, Ace Club Bukit Padang dan Chempaka Square Penampang, Ligo Music Centre di CKS Donggongon, Centre Point dan Inanam atau dari website Kadus Entertainment dihttp://www.kadusmusic.com
Maklumat lanjut serta peraturan mengenai pertandingan ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’ boleh didapati dari website Kadus Entertainment dihttp://www.kadusmusic.com atau dengan menghubungi individu-individu berikut:
① MARK (0168021500)
② JASONJAY (0168461914)
④ GOGDS (0195305512)
Thanks.
Thursday, 8 January 2009
He is God
He Is God
He is the First and Last,
The Beginning and the End!
The Beginning and the End!
He is the keeper of Creation and the Creator of all!
He is the Architect of the universe and the Manager of all times.
He always was, He always is, and He always will be …
Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone!
He is the Architect of the universe and the Manager of all times.
He always was, He always is, and He always will be …
Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone!
He was bruised and brought healing!
He was pierced and eased pain!
He was persecuted and brought freedom!
He was dead and brought life!
He is risen and brings power!
He reigns and brings Peace!
The world can’t understand him,
The armies can’t defeat Him,
The schools can’t explain Him, and The leaders can’t ignore Him.
Herod couldn’t kill Him, The Pharisees couldn’t confuse Him, and The people couldn’t hold Him!
Nero couldn’t crush Him, Hitler couldn’t silence Him,
The New Age can’t replace Him, and “Oprah” can’t explain Him away!
He was pierced and eased pain!
He was persecuted and brought freedom!
He was dead and brought life!
He is risen and brings power!
He reigns and brings Peace!
The world can’t understand him,
The armies can’t defeat Him,
The schools can’t explain Him, and The leaders can’t ignore Him.
Herod couldn’t kill Him, The Pharisees couldn’t confuse Him, and The people couldn’t hold Him!
Nero couldn’t crush Him, Hitler couldn’t silence Him,
The New Age can’t replace Him, and “Oprah” can’t explain Him away!
He is light, love, longevity, and Lord.
He is Goodness, Kindness, Gentleness, and God.
He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure.
He is Goodness, Kindness, Gentleness, and God.
He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure.
His ways are right,
His word is eternal,
His will is unchanging, and His mind is on me.
He is my Savior,
He is my guide, and He is my peace!
He is my Joy,
He is my comfort,
He is my Lord, and He rules my life!
His word is eternal,
His will is unchanging, and His mind is on me.
He is my Savior,
He is my guide, and He is my peace!
He is my Joy,
He is my comfort,
He is my Lord, and He rules my life!
I serve Him because His bond is love,
His burden is light, and His goal for me is abundant life.
His burden is light, and His goal for me is abundant life.
I follow Him because He is the wisdom of the wise,
the power of the powerful,
the ancient of days, the ruler of rulers, the leader of leaders, the overseer of the overcomers, and is to come. And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size.
the power of the powerful,
the ancient of days, the ruler of rulers, the leader of leaders, the overseer of the overcomers, and is to come. And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size.
His goal is a relationship with ME!
He will never leave me,
never forsake me,
never mislead me,
never forget me,
never overlook me and
never cancel my appointment in His appointment book!
He will never leave me,
never forsake me,
never mislead me,
never forget me,
never overlook me and
never cancel my appointment in His appointment book!
When I fall, He lifts me up!
When I fail, He forgives!
When I am weak, He is strong!
When I am lost, He is the way!
When I am afraid, He is my courage!
When I stumble, He steadies me!
When I am hurt, He heals me!
When I am broken, He mends me!
When I am blind, He leads me!
When I am hungry, He feeds me!
When I face trials, He is with me!
When I face persecution, He shields me!
When I face problems, He comforts me!
When I face loss, He provides for me!
When I face Death, He carries me Home!
When I fail, He forgives!
When I am weak, He is strong!
When I am lost, He is the way!
When I am afraid, He is my courage!
When I stumble, He steadies me!
When I am hurt, He heals me!
When I am broken, He mends me!
When I am blind, He leads me!
When I am hungry, He feeds me!
When I face trials, He is with me!
When I face persecution, He shields me!
When I face problems, He comforts me!
When I face loss, He provides for me!
When I face Death, He carries me Home!
He is everything for everybody everywhere, every time, and every way.
He is God, He is faithful. I am His, and He is mine!
My Father in heaven can whip the father of this world.
So, if you’re wondering why I feel so secure, understand this…
So, if you’re wondering why I feel so secure, understand this…
He said it and that settles it.
God is in control, I am on His side,
and that means all is well with my soul.
God is in control, I am on His side,
and that means all is well with my soul.
Everyday is a blessing for GOD Is!
Wednesday, 7 January 2009
Hot Girlz – So Hot
Dorang inda puas hati sama yang kena buat lawak… Maka dengan itu, sia kasi post balik yang sudah kena edit opening dan closing dia dan termasuk itu lagu kena kasi enhance sikit. Hantam sajalah sebab sia belum lagi install apa-apa dalam ini iMac sia (my another bf yang sia sayang separuh mati selain kawaii & nd300). Anyway, enjoy ni clip… Kalau mo katawa, dipersilakan sebab sia sendiri inda dapat tahan ketawa tinguk ni kerja budak-budak sekarang. Ada lagi lepas ni diorang bilang. So, sia ini hanya menurut perintah saja.. Hahhahah~ Happy viewing!
David Phelps – No More Night
No More Night
Words & music by Walt Harrah
Words & music by Walt Harrah
The timeless theme, Earth and Heaven will pass away.
It’s not a dream, God will make all things new that day.
Gone is the curse from which I stumbled and fell.
Evil is banished to eternal hell.
It’s not a dream, God will make all things new that day.
Gone is the curse from which I stumbled and fell.
Evil is banished to eternal hell.
No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.
See all around, now the nations bow down to sing.
The only sound is the praises to Christ, our King.
Slowly the names from the book are read.
I know the King, so there’s no need to dread.
The only sound is the praises to Christ, our King.
Slowly the names from the book are read.
I know the King, so there’s no need to dread.
No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.
See over there, there’s a mansion, oh, that’s prepared just for me,
Where I will live with my savior eternally.
Where I will live with my savior eternally.
No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.
All praises to the great “I AM.”
We’re gonna live in the light of the risen Lamb.
We’re gonna live in the light of the risen Lamb.
p.s. Got the SATB sheet music from a net buddy already… The rest is going to be my next story… Hahahahahahahah~ Just expect the unexpected thing from me… Huahuahua! (Cakap inda separuh bikin ni… Hahahahahaha~ I will let you do all the assumptions…)
Tuesday, 6 January 2009
Trust Me
Trust Me (Crystal Lewis)
Close your eyes
take a step
it’s ok
I know where we’re going
take a step
it’s ok
I know where we’re going
Don’t fret
I’ve been before
through these valleys
down these long and dangerous roads
yet dark as they seem
I’ve been before
through these valleys
down these long and dangerous roads
yet dark as they seem
Trust me
though you can’t see
you can trust me
the way may be steep
you can trust me
let me lead… Trust me
though you can’t see
you can trust me
the way may be steep
you can trust me
let me lead… Trust me
Open your eyes
but don’t let go of my hand
let your tears give way to smiles
see the joy inside the trial
but don’t let go of my hand
let your tears give way to smiles
see the joy inside the trial
Don’t worry you’re
safe with me around
rest assured I’m on your side
I won’t let you hit the ground
but close as it seems..
safe with me around
rest assured I’m on your side
I won’t let you hit the ground
but close as it seems..
It’s true that
what’s in front of you
isn’t always clear
but you must believe
it in your heart
that I’m here – I’m here!
what’s in front of you
isn’t always clear
but you must believe
it in your heart
that I’m here – I’m here!
Trust Me (This is Love) (Amanda Marshall)
I look at this mountain
So many heartaches wide
And I can’t help but wonder
Where’s the other side
I’ve got to be honest
I’ve got my doubts
These tears are asking me
What’s this got to do with love?
Baby, I’ll tell you something
To help us through this long, dark night
So many heartaches wide
And I can’t help but wonder
Where’s the other side
I’ve got to be honest
I’ve got my doubts
These tears are asking me
What’s this got to do with love?
Baby, I’ll tell you something
To help us through this long, dark night
When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love
Love isn’t easy
I’m torn, I confess
When a heart is uncertain
It’s bound to second guess
This love won’t forsake us
So dry your tears I promise you
I’m torn, I confess
When a heart is uncertain
It’s bound to second guess
This love won’t forsake us
So dry your tears I promise you
When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love
I’m here for you baby
There’s nothing I want more
Our day is coming
And we’ll reach that peaceful shore
There’s nothing I want more
Our day is coming
And we’ll reach that peaceful shore
When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love
One more mountain
Hey…so what
Trust me baby…this…is love
Hey…so what
Trust me baby…this…is love
p.s. Been chatting with my xbf recently about a topic on ‘trust me’… OKAY, sia inda mo invite controversy or gossip sebab we have our own paths sudah… Frankly speaking, we remain as friend because sebelum ini pun siorang anggap diri sendiri as friends… Full Stop…. Tiada guna mo bermusuhan… Double Full Stop…
Monday, 5 January 2009
Paderewski’s Minuet in G, Op. 14, No.1
I’m in love with Paderewski’s Minuet in G, Op. 14, No 1 and I’m going to practice this *subtle* piece… At least, I don’t have to slam the piano like a shot! I mean like Chopin or Liszt. I’d go for more melancholic (kununlah) or something which is more relaxed… Gila eh! Jiwang karat sudah ni… Muahahahaha!
Saturday, 3 January 2009
Sia Punya Kisah 2008 (Part 1)
Sia punya kisah 2008 inda banyak… Tapi kalau sia kasi hurai dalam perkataan, mimang banyak lah… Heheheheheh~
January 2008 – Dapat masuk UMS untuk ambil Master in Business Administration. Was hoping that sia terjumpa kawan-kawan lama sekali tinguk butul-butul sia terjumpa kawan-kawan lama. Everything seemed macam OK sajalah kunun. Azam sia kunun mo lupakan semua kisah silam yang melukakan dan menyedihkan. Maka, sia guna pakai balik azam sia tahun-tahun dulu – Happy Happy Joy Joy… Maksudnya, apa saja yang sakit atau pedih sia rasa (painfulness), sia simpan dalam hati saja dan kasi tapuk with senyuman. Apa macam sakit kana tabak pisau di hati atau sakit bila urang yang dipercayai turus kasi bucur rahsia sampai hampir semua urang tau pun, sia senyum saja. Sebab macam dulu sia pigang prinsip – Otak tiada controller, Mulut tiada Zip… We cannot control others’ mind and we surely cannot shut or even stop them from talking whatever they wished for. Sampai juga bah apa tu urang cakap pigi telinga sia tapi sia buat bodoh macam inda pernah masuk skulah saja sebab once sia bersuara mimang habis keluar laser, silap-silap turus tu urang inda mo tinguk sia lagi sampai-sampai… Atau paling teruk, sia pula yang diumpat di balakang kalau sia start bersuara laser.. In short, don’t simply judge me if you don’t know me PERSONALLY because I can reveal my true self when necessary or in dire situation… Anyway, sia punya azam 2008 was to remain single for a year! Sot kan?
February 2008 – No Valentine’s Day… I spent all my days working on my group assignments… Tu hal KE pun sia inda paduli sudah…
March 2008 – 1st camping with the church youth… Sebelum ini sia camping ikut sekolah… Well, ada sia dingar urang bilang sia ni TIDAK PERNAH camping. Thank you for reminding me about that but the person who was talking this sh** mimang inda kenal sia sebab I was an active camper back then cuma I wasn’t interested with ini Church punya camping sebab sia suka hang out with my school friends. Plus, sia ada lebih banyak responsibilities di sekolah back then… So, kalau bukan atas sebab Pr. Heary insisted me to bring the youths pigi tu camping, manalah sia paduli tu youths sebab sia masih anggap inda syok camping di Dantai. But, it turned out to be really enjoyable walaupun mimang hitam legam lah… Terbakar bah! Maksudnya, I love camping tapi dalam diam-diam… Bukan sia inda pernah pigi camping and janlah bilang sia ni indatau satu hal pun pasal camping.
April 2008 – April’s Fool… Sia inda kena ahh… Sia kasi kena urang saja… Muahahahahaha~ Time ini sia paling sibuk sebab sia ada banyak assignments. Lagipun, final exam kunun inda lama lagi. Time ini juga start sudah banyak halangan dan rintangan… Sia ingat tu semua sebab inilah time sia banyak kali menangis dan minta advice dari urang lain… Sia butul-butul stressed out sebab life is a bunch of thorns and thistles. Bukan sinang… Bukang sinang… Mo hidup dan jalani kehidupan yang kita harap mimang bukan sinang… Sia hampir-hampir jatuh tersungkur dan inda terasa yang God masih ada…
May 2008 – Kaamatan! Sia kena bagi tugas ambil gambar di KDCA along with Mark@KaDus, Pirut, Gogds, etc. Tapi sia inda dapat datang sebab sia pigi Adventurer punya camping. Tulung-tulung tu aunties saja bah. Plus, ada kawan bawa sia mo pigi sana yang mana sia inda berapa interested mo pigi. Sia baru habis final exam kan… So, mimang ada panat-panat lah. Ada banyak hal yang terjadi tapi lebih bagus sia inda kasi mention di sini sebab bagi sia semua sudah berlalu. Moral of the story – Kada momoudut nung kiwaro nodi koupusan… Not good for health… Hahahahaha…
June 2008 – Sia cuti dan sia indatau apa sia buat… Dalam rumah saja… Plus, ada kelas driving kunun… Ada lah tu a few SMSes from the same guy yang jiwang karat tapi sia buat-buat inda layan… I’m a real DEVIL for sure. Target sia tatap dalam genggaman… Mana mo kasi lapas ooo… Single for 1 year… Lagipun banyak masalah melanda… Inda ada masa mo fikir benda-benda lain… Perasaan sendiri pun sia malas mo layan apatah lagi diri sendiri.
Kita sambung lagi selepas ini… Ko rasa panas? Ko terlupa pasang air-cond laitu… Kakkakakk~ Sia main-main saja ahh… Kada kotogod…
Friday, 2 January 2009
Tuesday, 30 December 2008
John 3: 16
John 3:16 “For GOD so loved the world….”
1. Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.
2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.
3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.
4. May you have…Enough happiness to make you sweet. Enough trials to make you strong. Enough sorrow to keep you human. Enough hope to make you happy. And enough money to keep you comfortable.
5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often took so long at the closed door, that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.
6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you’ve had.
7. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.
8. Always put yourself in other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person too.
9. A careless word may kindle a strife; A cruel word may wreck a life; A timely word may level stress; A lovely word may heal and bless.
10. The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not to twist them with our own image, otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
11. The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.
12. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.
13. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
14. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
15. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and find out you still care for that person.
16. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.
17. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.
18. Love comes to those who still hope even though they’ve been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they’ve been betrayed, need to love those who still love, even though they’ve been hurt before.
19. It hurts to love someone, and not to be loved in return but what is most painful is to love someone and never finds the courage to let the person know how you feel.
20. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
21. Never say goodbye when you still want to try; Never give up when you still feel you can take it; Never say you don’t love that person anymore when you can’t let go.
22. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back. Don’t expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours.
23. There are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don’t be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.
24. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you’re smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Author Unknown
Saturday, 27 December 2008
KE Next Top Entertainer
Sia kasi tinguk lu tu hadiah-hadiah untuk para pemenang pertandingan:
● Johan: RM1,500.00 + Piala + Sijil
● Naib Johan: RM1,000.00 + Piala + Sijil
● Ketiga: RM500.00 + Piala + Sijil
● Saguhati: 5 x RM100 + Sijil
● Penyanyi Popular: RM300.00
Korang inda rasa macam terlampau banyak kaitu? Let’s say lah kan.. Ko bayar around RM50 then campur-campur lah tu belanja untuk grooming… Maybe ko habis around RM300 (paling mahal punya anggaran saja). Take it from the positive side lah kan… Kalau manang… RM1500 – RM300 = RM1200… Kalau inda, rugi RM300… Gambling lah kan… Tapi if you’ve the talent, kenapa tidak saja try kan?
Now… Sia kasi masuk pula apa sebenarnya KE (Kadus Entertainment) Next Top Entertainer… Sia lupa sudah sepa yang comes up with this idea… Inda guna punya Admin sia ni, semua pun sia indatau… Datang miting pun inda ada… Bikin malu saja… Since the Founder mau sia buat kerja, so… Mau inda mau… Sia terpaksa sajalah buat walaupun dengan muka inda malu ni sebab inda datang pigi miting…
Ini sia copy turus dari tu website… Actually, ada kena kasi keluar dalam tu New Sabah Times juga… Siap muka passport si Mark@Kadus bah… Hahahahhhahha~ Credit sama si dbos-fm…

“Inilah peluang anda untuk menunjukkan bakat terpendam. Kami mencari seorang penyanyi yang mempunyai pakej sebagai entertainer dan marketable sebagai artis rakaman…” demikianlah ungkapan Mark mengulas mengenai pertandingan nyanyian yang bakal dilangsungkan oleh Kadus Entertainment pada tahun hadapan.
Pertandingan ini dijadualkan bermula pada bulan Februari 2009 sehingga April 2009 yang akan dijalankan di Pusakag Café, Donggongon, Penampang. Menurut Mark, objektif pertandingan ini adalah untuk mengembangkan minat dan mencungkil bakat-bakat baru dalam bidang seni suara yang berpotensi untuk diketengahkan ke pertandingan yang lebih berprestij serta mencari penyanyi berbakat yang mempunyai pakej sebagai entertainer dan marketable sebagai artis rakaman.
Pertandingan yang dikenali sebagai “KE NEXT TOP ENTERTAINER” ini bakal menghidangkan hadiah yang dikira agak lumayan. “Pihak penganjur berjaya mendapatkan tajaan tiket kapal terbang pergi balik ke Australia untuk tiga pemenang utama sebagai hadiah sampingan sumbangan Air Borneo, sebuah syarikat penerbangan yang masih baru lagi yang bakal melancarkan penerbangan mereka pada awal tahun hadapan. Selain daripada hadiah berupa wang tunai serta piala, pemenang juga bakal mendapat voucher pembelian daripada Body Shop. Saya rasa hadiah-hadiah ini sudah cukup lumayan…” ujar Mark selaku pengerusi penganjur pertandingan.
Bagi mereka yang berminat untuk menyertai pertandingan ini, beberapa garis panduan serta syarat kelayakan perlu dipatuhi terlebih dahulu. “Kami ingin mencari seorang penyanyi yang dikira fresh dan mempunyai pakej lengkap yang diharap mampu kami ketengahkan ke dalam industri muzik tempatan mahupun kebangsaan..” jelas Mark yang mengharapkan pemenang itu nanti mampu mewarnai industri muzik tempatan.
Borang Penyertaan KE Next Top Entertainer
Menurut Mark, jika anda berumur antara 17 dan 35 tahun pada 1 Januari 2009, andalah orang yang mereka cari. Walau bagaimanapun, mereka yang pernah memenangi pertandingan di peringkat Negeri atau lebih tinggi tidak layak menyertai pertandingan ini. Pertandingan ini juga terbuka kepada mereka yang belum pernah merakamkan album serta belum pernah mendapat airtime di mana-mana stesen radio. Dan yang paling penting, ujar Mark lagi, mereka mestilah tidak terikat dengan apa-apa perjanjian dengan mana-mana syarikat rakaman, sama ada secara lisan atau bertulis. Itu antara syarat-syarat sekiranya anda ingin mengikuti pertandingan ini.
Seperti kebanyakan pertandingan nyanyian yang lain, menurut Mark, pertandingan ini adalah secara solo sahaja. Para peserta dikehendaki menyanyi dua (2) buah lagu iaitu lagu pertama mestilah dalam bahasa Kadazandusun, manakala lagu kedua pula mestilah dalam bahasa Melayu atau Inggeris sahaja. Acara saringan akan dijalankan sebanyak 2 kali sebulan, iaitu dalam bulan Februari dan Mac 2009. Penganjur akan menampilkan lapan (8) orang finalis di Grand Final pada bulan April 2009 nanti.
“Pihak penganjur telah menetapkan 30hb Januari 2009 sebagai tarikh akhir penerimaan borang penyertaan. Namun para peserta yang berminat untuk mengikuti pertandingan ini dinasihatkan untuk menghantar borang penyertaan mereka seawal yang boleh kerana penyertaan adalah dihadkan kepada 50 orang sahaja. Jika pihak penganjur menerima lebih borang penyertaan sebelum 30hb Januari 2009, maka kami akan mengambil peserta berdasarkan First Come First Serve basis. Maka nasihat saya kepada semua, hantarlah borang penyertaan anda secepat yang mungkin….” jelas Mark yang menjangkakan sambutan yang amat menggalakkan dalam pertandingan ini nanti.
“Pertandingan ini mungkin menjadi titik permulaan bagi mereka yang ingin mencipta nama sebagai penyanyi. Siapalah tahu suatu hari nanti, mereka akan lebih dikenali ramai. Jadi nasihat saya kepada yang berminat, rebutlah peluang ini untuk mengetengahkan bakat anda kepada masyarakat di luar sana. Hanya dengan yuran penyertaan sebanyak RM50.00 sahaja, ia mungkin mampu mengubah nasib anda…” jelas Mark, seorang yang bertanggungjawab dalam mewujudkan laman portal Kadus Entertainment lebih daripada 3 tahun yang lalu.
Sebagai rekod, objektif laman web Kadus Entertainment ataupun lebih dikenali sebagai KE ini adalah untuk menjadi platform kepada para peminat, penyokong industri muzik Kadazandusun, penggiat muzik Kadazandusun termasuk artis dan pemuzik, bertukar-tukar pendapat mengenai industri hiburan di Sabah ini melalui internet. KE berharap agar segala pandangan dan kritikan bernas yang diutarakan oleh ahli-ahlinya melalui laman web Kadus Entertainment dapat memberi idea kepada para penggiat seni di Sabah, khususnya yang berkaitan dengan industri muzik Kadazandusun untuk meningkatkan lagi kualiti produk mereka.
Oleh itu, mereka yang berminat dan ingin mengetahui lebih lanjut mengenai dengan “KE Next Top Entertainer”, bolehlah menghubungi terus Jasonjay (0168461914), Gogds (0195305512), Tomm (0198807851) ataupun Mark (0168021500) untuk mendapatkan borang penyertaan. Borang penyertaan juga boleh dimuat turun dari http://www.kadusmusic.com/portal ataupun terus daripada Pusakag Café.
A Message For Adventist Youths
Dear Adventist Youths,
I happened to turned on the radio and heard how Facebook was used to get in-touch with criminals about their court date. The judges and the authorities stated that people respond better on Facebook than calling them through their phones.
Like books, radio, television, internet and Facebook, Friendster too is a tool in spreading a message. Why can it be a message about Jesus? Jesus stated that if you deny the Father before men, He will deny you before His father.
What upsets me the most is what many of the Adventist youths are doing with their own Friendster page? Yes, Friendster is for you personally. However, isn’t it true that Friendster is used to share to others a little more of you that others may have not seen? There are millions of Friendster users that have not known about Christ yet. Are you going to keep silent of the word of God? Are you going to sit still in front of your computer and alert people of how you dislike this person, and that idea, and the fun you’ve spent with friends and disregard, perhaps, one of your friend who has no knowledge of Christ ending up knowing how your malicious, or frivolity, or even your levity egoistic idea that are revealed through Friendster? Do not be influenced by others. Use this chance to proclaim your God, testify about His love, share a testimony of what He has done to you through the notes application, and maybe share a text that can inspire others.
I read an advertisement that said something like this: “If you’re reading this, than there’s a great chance that others are also reading this. Please call ###-#### to post your Ad” I strongly feel that Friendster is something like that, it’s like an advertisement of your own life. You can definitely advertise your personal life on Friendster, and also interchangeably share Christ so that others may see what Christ have done to you. Isn’t it possible? I believe so.
Hasten God’s second coming my friends. Let anyone that spent hours on Friendster, instead of the Bible, to read your testimony and be blessed. Also remember this; if they are criticizing you’re way of testifying God, know that they are certainly criticizing God.
Imagine this, you have the chance to bring hundreds of souls to Christ through the people that you’ve added from Friendster, yet, you choose to keep silent. What can a bright flashlight be if it’s hidden behind the thread of your pocket? How can your pizza taste like pizza when you restricted the amount of cheese that it should have? Shout the message on top of the mountain if you need to, but wouldn’t it be pointless if you’re screaming it to rocks and trees? My friend, God is giving you ways to share His message to others. Are you going to just sit there and talk more about yourself? Or is it time to make Friendster as a tool to introduce Christ?
Sincerely,
- A. F. L.
A youth for Christ. :)
PS: Friendster has over 54 million registered users globally and 27 million monthly unique visitors as of September 2007.(http://www.friendster.com/info…) . What are you waiting for? Are you going to let pastors and missionaries do all the spreading of God’s news? It’s about time that every Adventist youths, young and old, to share His good news to every corner of the world, including the World Wide Web. So pass this message on to your Adventist friend and share His message and see the life that will be touched.
Thursday, 25 December 2008
Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
Simple saja ucapan sia untuk tahun ini… Sebab sia rasa paling bagus sia kasi tayang gambar saja kio… Hehehehehehe~ Mau modop… ZzzzzzzZzzzzzzz… Di hari yang bahagia ini, sia mo modop sebab inda ada juga aktiviti sia yang syok-syok ini tahun….
Monday, 22 December 2008
Sarang Heee… Sarang Heee… Sarang Burung….
Ever heard of Korean female group macam Brown Eyed Girls, Kara (bukan kara yang bergantung atas pokok tu), Wonder Girls, etc? They are quite famous right now with their catchy and well nice songs… *I’m a lil’ bit bias right now…* Choose Wonder Girls instead of the other girls macam si Kara (I don’t know why Cuzzie Naz likes the song so much sampai dia hafal ni lirik semua…)… Inilah gajinya bergaul with the kajen majen yang baru in their high school… Macam sia pula balik to my 10 years ago punya umur (Macam menyesal ni sebab sia dulu manada dapat enjoy macam diorang, yang sia ingat benda-benda yang Cikgu suruh buat saja)… Every single song yang diorang recommend actually masuk dalam my playlist… Frankly, I don’t even know what’s my fave song at the moment… Semua pun mesti diorang yang recommend… I should say Tangkayu banyak manyak sebab they kasitau mana lagu2 yang best mo dingar… At least I won’t have to listen to the same old buruk lagu of mine (like those Oldies lah semua)… Nantilah I bought them McFlurry Oreo lagi… Turus inda lagi tegur si Jack yang sana-sana kerja tu… No wonder macam sia ada perasaan like ada urang yang sia kenal saja dalam tu McD. I thought because of my cousin and her hubby di dalam McD, rupanya ada lagi bah… Si Jack lah bah pula… I mean, si YaN punya koupusan… Heheheheh~ Sekali tadi si YaN sms… Punyalah sia malu… Jack, if you happen to read this… Siou siou siou sebab ko depan2 sia pun, sia inda kenal ni… Nantilah sia lawat ko lagi di sana… Wahahahahahahaha~ Sarangheee sarangheee… Sarang Burunggggggggg~
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Adventist Youth Carolers 2008
Ada kawan-kawan tanya what I’ve been doing this week sampai inda attend tu KE meeting. Minta maaf banyak-banyak sebab I’m currently busy escort tu church youth pigi rumah-rumah untuk caroling ni. We’ve been taking pics from every houses yang siorang lawat then the pics will be presented during the church’s homecoming program. (^_^)V
Friday, 12 December 2008
Undecided
I’ve been thinking, considering (what else ah?) about this matter lately… The probabilities I can make are:
Probability 1: If I accept the task, then I have to serve… Committed and have to face what ahead of me.
Probability 2: If I don’t accept the task, I may hurt those who are expecting me to do the job. Well, of course, some might be happy if I just quit being a leader (well, I’d be happy to know who’s that person… Just to kill my curiosity mah~). I don’t mind if she/he asked me to do so… I don’t mind because he/she may take my place mah~. Aku mimang jahat kalau sudah sampai tahap jahat…
Probability 3: Whether I accept or not, the thing is I still have to do the job. I may quit anytime but I may turn down some people and of course do enlighten some who doesn’t quite like my style.
Probability 4: —–buat kerja sendiri saja——
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
@ Bukit Bintang
don’t ask me… I’m currently in Bukit Bintang now… Waiting for Sasha & the others to come and then we’ll do our shopping again… Will be meeting Novie at The Gardens… She has already promised to bring us round KL tonight. Semalam dah jumpa si Novie @ Mid Valley… hehehehe… Sadap wor tu Volcano Chocs… *cheers*
@ Yogitree, The Gardens, Mid Valley. My cousin, Novie, is working there… Well, at least she leads a great life there… Dapat discount makanan… Nasib inda manis lah… Sadap tu Mangonana… Should try their Volcano Chocolate (served with Vanilla ice-cream lagi). The Apple Pie oso sadapa wor… Kobihis sia balik… Novie oso bagi me tapau cakes… SADAP!!!!!
p.s. will upload the pics soon…
Saturday, 29 November 2008
The Burden is Lifted Up
I went to the church just now as my cousins were asking me to come along and then Annette wanted to pay for the badge fees. So, okaylah… I drove my Rush to the church, tagged Sasha along as there’s a place which looks really spooky… The villagers said there’s this Ms. Rebonding bah kunun. Didn’t get out of the car as I wasn’t feeling quite well as I haven’t eaten for a whole day. Just some glasses of water and soy bean. Didn’t have the mood as I was still thinking about the problem. So, while I was waiting for the kids (and was waiting for Uncle Henry also) I thought that I should share with someone (other than my mum or aunt), at least be willing to share his/her opinion. I don’t really mind if he/she listens to my craps but I would really appreciate if he/she can share opinion or suggestion. I’m trying hard to motivate myself – THINK POSITIVE.
So, I dialed the number (was hoping that I wasn’t disturbing). Wallla! Chatted for about half an hour and I finally feel like my burden is lifted up. The feeling is lightened up a bit. Thanks, buddy! You’re really a good at giving advice. Nearly forgot yang God masih ada. Nantilah sia treats ko gula-gula tungtung. Hahahahhaa~ If ko minta kirim ole-ole pun, dalam otak sia Nike cap saja sebab memang itu aim sia juga mo collect Nike cap…
HAPPY SABBATH!
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