Truly Darth Vader

I was searching out for Darth Vader Theme piano sheet music over the Internet just now when I stumbled over this youtube. She sure spreads the dark aura… Muahahahaha! Ini barulah Darth Vader! Dunno why I’m in the mood of playing the piano… I’m so malas mo buat assginment sekarang! Muahahahaha~ Sudah siap pun bah assignment. Muahahahah~ Why not buang karan main piano.

SUMANDAK BILANG: Injured my fingers in 2004 dan kesan dia sampai sekarang… Mau 6 bulan couldn’t even run over the piano keys… Kena kasi buang kaca from my middle fingers on my left hand… Bagas dia masih ketara bah sampai sekarang. At least sekarang sia masih bulih main piano… Paling teruk bila I had to ask my friends to help me type itu group assignments sebab susah sia mo menaip gara-gara jari yang injured. Salah sendiri juga bah… Sendiri cari nahas… Muahahhaha~

What Should I Do

어떡하죠 – 지선

geu daen nuh mu dang yeon han du
oonuel nae gae ah bu ull muyt nae yo

nan geu jeo jal jin nae da het jo
geu daen jeong mal nal nuhmoo moryujo

geu dae upshido nae ga genchan nuell gut gat na you
geu dae nun na up shi genchanayo

dang shin up neun sa sange nuh mu do himdull uhseo soom shi neun na ull onemanghetjo

uhtuk ha jo ah jik do nan geudae han madie busuh ji nun haru ull sal a yo
geu dae nae gae malhae ba yo
elawnungae na puninji gedaedo nacheorum
haru ga ah puh go
toh a pun ji malhae ba yo
geu dae wa nan

eemi nomo nutonnayo oori dashi giwhenun uptnayo
nan ah jik geudell saeng gak hae yo
geu daen a ma aljido moulljo ha
kullkook elungayo elukhae gutingayo
geudae nun eedaero genchanayo
nan ahdwell gut gateundae
gateun sarangeun juk uh do nae gaen uputsultendae

uhtuk ha jo nae ma eumeun geudae nanee myen
nu gu do ahn a jul su upsul tendae
jabal naul jabahjoyo aljanayo
na ran saram ahmulle aesuhdo
geudae ull ji wool suga updangull
jaebal naull jabajoyo

uhtuk ha jo ah jik do nan geudae han madie busuh ji nun haru ull sal a yo
geu dae nae gae malhae ba yo
elawnungae na puninji gedaedo nacheorum
haru ga ah puh go
toh a pun ji malhae ba yo
geu dae wa nan

eemi nomo nutonnayo oori dashi giwhenun uptnayo
nah ah jik geudel sanggakhaeyo
geu daen ahma aljidomoulljo ha

What Should I Do? – Jisun (OST Boys Over Flowers)

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say I’m okay but you really don’t know how I feel
Do you think Ill be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late?
Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is it this?
Are we going to end like this?
Is it okay with you?
I don’t think I can do it.
The love I find with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do?
If it isn’t you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me.
And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories.
So please hold me

What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late?
Do we not have a chance?
But me,
I still think about you,
and you might not know.

SUMANDAK BILANG: I’m a big fan of this ‘Hana Yori Dango’ or Boys Over Flowers. Inilah gara-gara baca komik dia yang in Chinese long time ago… Started this when I was in primary  school sampai tiap-tiap kali jumpa my Chinese friends, memang duluan tu komik siorang baca tapuk-tapuk. Last time di Kemayan Likas (now itu Giant) ada tu kena jual buku komik cina… Habis semua sia sudah beli sampai sanggup ikat perut untuk beli saja… Muahahahaha~ I don’t know how sia terjumpa this Hana Yori Dango… Kalau tidak silap sia when I bought an anime magazine in Chinese tu di sana Inanam. I wonder if I still have the ‘ability’ to read Chinese lagi sebab lama sudah sia tidak pigi kurik-kurik sana rak buku sia yang penuh with novels and comic books. Even my mum bilang sampah sia semua itu buku-buku. Apa bulih buatlah if dari kecil lagi sudah kena kasi biasa baca buku… Baguslah kalau buku BM kana bagi, ini buku cerita Chinese yang kena kasi lepas tu English lagi… Sia jumpa buku BM pun when I *accidentally* kena suruh bertugas di library untuk mengemas with a friend… I guess si Rachell or Melva kali tu. Nah! Start sudah sia mo cerita dulu-dulu… How I miss them all… If bukan diorang, I would never know how to do knitting, main gatah, main pasir, main lumpur, main batu, etc. I owe them debts! Muahahah~ Anyway, balik sama Hana Yori Dango… I’m currently addicted with Korean version punya… Japanese and Taiwanese sudah sia tinguk… I totally dislike yang Meteor Garden 2… So boring! Japanese punya masih ok lagi. Hahahah~ I wonder if ada lagi pula Indonesian version sebab biasanya diorang akan buat tu… Macam juga cerita 1 Litre of Tears… Diorang kasi jadi Buku Harian Nayla… Banjir 1 mangkuk nasi manangis wor because it’s actually based on true story. Me? Emo? Aiyah, tinguk lu bah tu drama baru korang bulih cakap… It’s not a love story or romance or comedy… It’s all about life… Orang yang sakit tenat mati-mati mau hidup, kita pula yang bagus-bagus ada badan yang sihat pula, ada yang macam mau bunuh diri… I come up with a conclusion after tinguk ini drama – LIVE TO THE FULLEST! NEVER GIVE IN A LIFE THOUGH THERE’S NO HOPE!” Eh? Apa bah sia cakap ni? Muahahaha~ Anyway, sia mo tidur… Mata sia masih lagi sakit… Terlampau tinguk PC laini… Huhuhuhuhu~

How Would You Respond When…

You’re not feeling very well or sick…

Then your friend bilang…

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!

SUMANDAK BILANG: I’ve just ran a test on a friend. Sepa lagi kalau bukan si KaDus and the response was overwhelming! Dia bilang, “Terlampau juga?”… HAHAHHAHAHA! Jangan lupa try this to your friends… Jangan sama GF or BF, mimang turus kena marah hidup-hidup! *Sia sudah bagi amaran awal-awal ahh…* Sia baca ni dari satu buku psychology… If I want to know about itu Consumer punya behaviour, then I must learn how to psycho urang lain… Hahahahah~

Strictly for Singaporeans only!

My bro has recently asked me to help with his research which is targeted at Singaporeans only.

Click on this link to help him with his research

Thank You.

I have posted a questionnaire-’The Perception & Consumer Behavior Among Singaporean Tourists Towards Homestay In Sabah, Malaysia.’ on web. Please help me to fill the questionnairehttp://www.my3q.com/home2/272/sumandak/68130.phtml before the deadline(Apr-22-2009).
Thank you.

Yes! Yes! Yes!

I was having dinner at 1 Borneo with my girls just now (bukan anak sia tapi kajen sia) after we did our shopping. Biasalah bah tu kalau sudah jadi perempuan namanya. Kikikiki~ Sia terlupa sudah tu Liverpool vs. Manchester United sampailah when I overheard the conversations of these waiters pasal MU & Liverpool while they were taking our orders. Siap si kawan dalam tu dapur bilang bilang, “Aiyah, pa macam ko punya MU ooo… Ayam mati wor… 2-1!” Hahahahahah! I still remember how these M.U. Freaks cakap…

MU Freak #1 – Ko tinguklah Liverpool jadi ayam mati di Old Trafford! *Then he proudly sang that so-called M.U.’s song… Padih telinga sia mendengar. Macam sia mo jahit tu mulut dia…*

MU Freak #2 – *via YM* Ko suka Liverpool yang ayam mati? Kalah tu nanti di Old Trafford! M.U. tidak pernah kalah di Old Trafford! (Itu bukan ayam mati ahh… THEY ARE HUMANS!!!!)

MU Freak #3 – He sang that M.U. song again… *sia lupa sudah tu lirik lagu dia…*

MU Freak #4 – *via YM* Kita betting lah… Kalau Liverpool kalah, ko hutang sia DINNER bergantung kepada berapa gol MU kasi gol minus yang Liverpool kasi gol. (So, sepa yang belanja sepa ni sekarang?)

MU Freak #5 – Kenapa ko bodoh butul pilih Liverpool? Tiada lucks butul tu! Tau buat kes saja… (Banyak lucks bah…)

MU Freak #6 – Kalau Liverpool kalah, ko kena pakai rambut afro and upload di blog ko and FB ko. (So, sia terlepas ini kali… Lega hatiku…)

MU Freak #7 – Liverpool di bawah MU bah! Tiada chance!!! (Itu aku inda paduli… Janji Liverpool nailed down MU!)

MU Freak #8 – Sia berkabung ni kalau MU kalah… (Jangan lupa pakai baju hitam kio… Rambut pun mesti kasi dye itam kalau ko butul2 ada pigi dye warna lain2)

Anyway… I also have some people who would like to see MU kalah di tempat sendiri…

Arsenal Freak – *via sms* Sia pun mau tinguk MU kalah bah. Ginilah… Kita betting… Ko pilih MU, sia pilih Liverpool. (There’s no way I’m going to sukung MU… So, the deal jadi begini – If MU manang, sia berkabung… If Liverpool manang, sia belanja ko makan, mo celebrate)

Liverpool Freak #1 – Bising butul penyokong MU kalau manang… Kalau kalah, lagilah bising. Alasan diorang mesti begini – We’re still ON TOP… (Yalah tu…)

Liverpool Freak #2 – Janji MU kalah di tampat sendiri… (Hahahah!)

After the match…

Liverpool Freaks – Kotoh! Kotoh! Baru tau… Muahahahhaah! (Ko barulah ganas!)

MU Freak #1 – (Sia buka saja pintu rumah…) Oh man~ How come Liverpool manang! SH**T MAN! Ahhh! Tidak apa! Yang penting, MU masih di atas! (and then he started to count how many games left lagi… Cis)

MU Freak #2 – Kitai ko! Ketawa lah ko di sana! (Of course, sia ketawa kegembiraan)

MU Freak #3 – ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! (Relax, bro… Masih ada lagi team lain)

MU Freak #4 – Habislah satu office ni bad mood sebab ramai yang MU tu! (Itu hal ko… Kenapa ko kerja di office yang ramai penyukung MU?)

MU Freak #5 – Ko jangan ketawa di sana!!! (Uinah… Moody turus lah ko ni ahh… Scary!)

Arsenal Freak – Ingat tu belanja ahh… (ya ya! I’m so happy that I don’t know what else to say…)

Anyway… At least I didn’t get any bets from other yang begini: “Kalau Liverpool manang, sia inda kacau ko lagi. Tapi kalau MU manang, ko mesti dating sama sia…” Hahahahahah! Last but not least… My message to all…

YOU’LL NEVER WALK ALONE

Photo of The Day: Blue Teddy Bear

This time around… I’m featuring my Blue Teddy Bear… The most recherché teddy bear I ever had in my life. Actually, mum bought this for me. Cute kan? She knows that I’m into offbeat things. Wacko? You can call me that… Huahuahua! FYI, took this pic just a few hours ago. Ubat untuk my heebie-jebbies adalah hanging out with my ND300. Love, baby… Love… Muahahaha! Anyway, for those who are going to have a ball during Valentine’s Day… Well… My advice is – Jangan bagi bunga (itu maksudnya your love will falter very soon), bagilah Blue Teddy Bear or something yang can last forever… Eish! Mengajar sudah sia ni ajaran sasat. Just don’t follow my halfwittedness or you might end up in a ‘cataclysm’. Check out for more of these photos here. If you’re lazy enough, click on my flickr on the right side… Tuuuuu nah tu… Kikikiki!

The Story of KENTE 1st Heat

First and foremost… I am pleased to announce the most prominent and promised KaDus guys of the year…

Ya! Introducing… Mr Pirut@Japrin Thomas & DJ Mark (Tu DJ Kadazan tu saaana…) or known as Mark*tut* (Kasi censored). Isai monuhu minta gambar… Muahahaha! Mahal tu soromin mato korang…

1 2 3… FIRE!!!!! Muahahaha! Inilah kejadian kalau sudah angkat GUN diorang… Pirut, apa gia si DJ Othoe bilang tu? “Apa ko katawa-katawa di sana?” Hahahahah! Ada Canon, Sony, Nikon…

His expression is a marvelous vista!

The rest of the story ah… You have to wait for the article to be published on the newspaper… I mean NEW SABAH TIMES… I’m tired for the time being after dealing with *CHALLENGE*! dan kureng ambil gambar sebab PANAT for the whole week!  Itulah kerja si Pen-Tas sama si Mr Bangai Muka Bola Ragbi… Suruh sia jadi MC… Muka dan senyuman penuh makna korang senyum-senyum dari bawah sana… Sia di atas sana sudah bilang, “Kurengs… Kurengs…” Inda pa… Yang penting… “HAIIIIIIII!!!!!!” (Where did I get that? Gosh! Sepatutnya inda berlaku tu di atas pentas!)

p.s. Lain kali kasi sedia tu AIR MINERAL untuk sia ahh sebab sia inda terima tu minuman UNDERNEATH POKOK PALMA dan yang sewaktu dengannya… Wakakakakaka! Sia habis 3 botol air mineral saja tu malam selepas datang tu 2 kotak air mineral… It was damn so hot! Crowded juga lah… Looking forward for KENTE tapi bukan itu MC yang blood-curdling! Sepa yang pandai-pandai mo booking sia jadi MC dia, mimang mencari nahas laitu sebab sia bakal tanya soalan bonus yang bulih kasi nangis ni kali… *yakah?* Sungguh kasian bagi peserta yang kena kasi under sia yang jadi MC… Muahahahah! Since when sia jadi MC? Ada bah pernah dulu di high school, siap kena trained lagi tapi yang syoknya with my best friend, Surianee… Anyway, kepada para tukang ambil gambar di bawah PEN-TAS (pronounced as Pain-Tash) tu, cuba gia kasi tinguk sia tu gambar-gambar… Sia mo tau juga apa macam tu rupa sia di atas… Wahahahahaha! Manatau bida… Muahahahah! HAIIIII!!!!!

Aku sungguh puas hati sama hasilnya… Cuma itu perempuan yang kena kasi jadi vector tu yang sia inda puas hati… I took about a day untuk kasi vector tu perempuan and mic… Terlampau busy dengan kerja rumah lagi kan… Terpaksa kasi bahagi2 gia tu masa… Photo taken by gogds. I was too nervous at the backstage sebab terpaksa mo atur dalam utak apa mo cakap as an emcee. Kalau diikutkan hati, sia mo paluk si Lissa sebab badan dia panas saja… Tangan sia sajuk sudah butul… Anyway, there’s always some rooms to improve bah… Bukan A ROOM tapi SOME ROOMS… Muahahahah!

If Tomorrow Never Comes…

If I knew it would be the last time that I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say “I love you,” instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
Well I’m sure you’ll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there’s always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.

There will always be another day to say our “I love you’s”,
And certainly there’s another chance to say our “Anything I can do’s?”
But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,
I’d like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight..
So if you’re waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes, you’ll surely regret the day,
That you didn’t take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you’ll always hold them dear,
Take time to say “I’m sorry,” “please forgive me,” “thank you” or “it’s okay”.

And if tomorrow never comes, you’ll have no regrets about today?

Gee Baby

SNSD has their new song out now! Pardon me for my enthusiasm in Korean, Japanese, and Taiwanese music. I didn’t mean to disparage my own country’s or my own culture’s music. The thing is other countries know how to promote their PEOPLE. I mean PRETTY PEOPLE WITH BODY SHAPE even though they may look like SKINNY or in a more ‘dispraising’ term – RUDAI… Sorrylah if I’m getting more two-fisted these days… Pek! I don’t want to be deracinated from my hometown ah… I still love my hometown but sometimes I do agree that our own people have lots to improve… Macam tu Dr. Syed Wafa bilang, “The problem with our people is they always ask their friends to accompany them to the toilet.” I do agree with his statement, anyway. Heheheheh~ Blame him lah if you feel like going deranged. Kikikikikikiki~

Abuzz

My life is currently abuzzing with assignments and KENTE. Ini baru before kerja… What if sia sudah dapat kerja? Maybe get myself wired pun cannot sudah. Sorry for those who have been sending me message through SMS, YM, and FB, and FS… Sorry for my ignorantia. My life has been rushed off one’s feet lately. Will update in a few days… Tinguk keadaan… Withing this week lah… Hopefully! Tata! I’m off to bed now… How lovely to have 18 hours of sleep in a day!

Mōnandæg**! Here I come!

**It means Monday… Well.. It’s an Old old old old English punya bah tu… Day of the moon!!! Muahahaha! Hard to believe? Probe lah bah… Hehehehhe~

Backstabber

Backstabber – Kesha

Backstabber (repeat 3x)

Bored, stoned, sitting in your basement
All alone, cause your little conversations
Got around, now look at what we all found out
(look at what we, look at what we all found out)

You have got a set of loose lips, twisting stories
All because you’re jealous
Now I know exactly what you’re all about
And this is what you’re all about

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Oh girl, you’re such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber
Run your mouth more than everyone I’ve ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

I’m sick and tired of hearing all about my life
From other b-tches with all of your lies
Wrapped up so tight
So maybe you should shut your mouth
(Shut your mouth, shut you f–king mouth)

Honestly, I think its kinda funny that
You waste your breath talking about me
Got me feeling kinda special

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Oh girl, you’re such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber
Run your mouth more than anyone I’ve ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

Katie’s just there repping my style,
D-mn, Jeanie why you gotta tell the secrets about my s-x life?
All I ever did was drive your broke -ss around,
Pick you up, take you out, when your car broke down

Backstabber (3x)

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Oh girl, you’re such a shit talker
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)
Girl, your such a backstabber
Run your mouth more than everyone I’ve ever known
And everybody knows it (everybody knows it)

p.s. She sure has been in such situation before… Painful! It’s more painful than betrayal!

The Snot Tutorial

Looks like most of you are looking forward to try picking your nose and taste the *mucus*, right? Hey, I’m kidding! Anyway, today’s post will be on how to pick your nose and well… eat it… Maybe some of you would like to tell si DOKTOR tu very disgusting! Hahahahaha~ Makan tahi hidung amat-amat membawa kesihatan kepada tubuh badan anda! Read my previous post… I mean the extracted newspaper. Ewwwwww….

Sabah Hari Ini: Selipar “Minta Cuti” (MC)

BLOG SIA HARI INI: Harga selipar kini menjunam dan melonjak dan melompat naik berikutan dengan satu kejadian dan keluaran di mana salah seorang daripada MC KENTE digossipkan memakai SELIPAR semasa berada di atas Pen-Tas pada 7 Februari yang lalu. Apabila beliau diminta mengulas tentang gossip tersebut, dengan simple dan machonya beliau menjawab si wartawan (sia lah bah tu), “Ko mau makan selipar? Sia kasi makan ko selipar yang putus suda. Wohohhohoo!” Sejurus selepas mendengar komen daripada MC hensem dan macho ini, para MC yang lain terus menukar avatar Yahoo Messenger (YM) mereka kepada avatar Selipar (Baru tadi diorang tukar sudah). Mereka dijangkakan akan mula memakai selipar  esok. Para pemakai selipar juga dinasihatkan agar meletakkan kindadu pada selipar mereka apabila tidak dipakai dan digunakan oleh kaki kerana diwar-warkan ada pencuri selipar yang sedang merayau-rayau mencari selipar yang belum putus untuk direcycle kembali.

KENTE’09 Family Photos

I’ve been with KaDus Entertainment (KE) since 2006. I was studying in UiTM Sarawak that time when KaDus told me about his brilliant idea – Biasa siorang on the phoned when I was bored with my FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING (I wonder why did I take the subject that I never got A’s!). Frankly speaking, memang I went jaw-dropped when he said he wanted me to be part of it – Part of KE (I always had low self-esteem back then. So, orang pertama yang break itu chains tu si KaDus lah – I should say thanks to him). I thought maybe it’s a good idea lah helping him sebab I love helping others especially when it comes to something that I really wanted to do. Anyway, I never expected that KE goes until this stage (especially with the help and involvement from others who are more experienced). Satu saja yang sia masih takut sampai sekarang, tu si KaDus bilang dia mo ketuk kepala sia if sia berubah jadi someone yang bukan diri sia. Sia rasa begini juga sia ni sampai sekarang… Tiada berubah… Sebab sia inda mo kena KETUK kepala! Sakit bah tu!

Posing 1: Belum Ready… Apa inda… Balik-balik bilang “1, 2, 3…” then tukar posing… “1, 2, 3…” tukar posing… I thought dorang main-main saja. Rupa-rupanya serious sakan! Paling syok tinguk tu muka MR. BANGAI SUMPITAN MAUT – Macam jeles tinguk si MR. BANGAI DJ MARK*TUT*. Oh ya! Inda lupa si MR.BANGAI TOM TOM BAK – Macam dia ada mo cakap sama tu jurukamera.

Posing 2: Posing paling glamour di sini adalah MR. BANGAI GOGDS. Mahal tu posing, gogds! Si MR. BANGAI DJ MARK*TUT* pula macam cuba menyebarkan sesuatu… *Kada kotogod*

Posing 3: Inilah posing paling maut semaut-mautnya… Masing-masing ada gaya sendiri… Tapi, sia masih inda puas hati sama itu “1, 2, 3… Tukar posing… 1, 2, 3… Tukar posing…”. Kalah-kalah tu army dalam perbarisan… Muahahahahaha!

Rushed of My Feet

1 day more to go and I have to finish up the case study… Dayve, you can do it! Of course I get everything done by tomorrow… With the power of magic from the deep forest of ummm… *sot* Guess what, how I wish to have someone beside me right now… Ya, tolong sia kasi siap tu assignment. Apa ko ingat mo minta tulung suap sia? Muahahha! I can always suap you tapi jangan kasi suap sia. Muahahahah! Anyway, I’m off to bed now… Tomorrow never die… Masih ada 24 hours lagi…

p.s. Me? Celebrate Valentine’s Day? I’ve got nobody except my family dis… OK apa… I still have lots of friends to hang out just in case I’m so forlorn… Muahahah! Aiyah, last year pun inda ada celebrate Valentine’s Day bah. Relax saja bah selagi ada kawan-kawan… Paling-paling chatting or SMS lah tu… Kikikikiki~ OK… Full stop… I really need a good night sleep as my body is getting enervated. I’m outta here… See ya bisuk bisuk di sana pisuk pisuk…

Roma 5:1 – 6

Pr Wizzie sent out another Bible verses… Encouraging juga… Usually he always hantar yang mimang encouraging punya… Thanks, Pastor… :)

Rom 5:1 Sekarang kita sudah berbaik kembali dengan Allah, karena kita percaya. Dan oleh sebab itu kita hidup dalam kedamaian dengan Allah melalui Tuhan kita Yesus Kristus.
Rom 5:2 Oleh sebab kita percaya kepada Yesus, maka Ia memungkinkan kita menghayati kasih Allah, dan dengan kasih itulah kita hidup sekarang. Karena itu kita bersuka hati karena kita mempunyai harapan bahwa kita akan merasakan kebahagiaan yang diberikan Allah!
Rom 5:3 Dan lebih dari itu, kita pun gembira di dalam penderitaan, sebab kita tahu bahwa penderitaan membuat orang menjadi tekun,
Rom 5:4 dan ketekunan akan membuat orang tahan uji; inilah yang menimbulkan pengharapan.
Rom 5:5 Harapan yang seperti ini tidak akan mengecewakan kita, sebab hati kita sudah diisi oleh Allah dengan kasih-Nya. Allah melakukan itu dengan perantaraan Roh-Nya, yang sudah diberikan kepada kita.
Rom 5:6 Ketika kita dalam keadaan tidak berdaya, Kristus mati untuk kita pada waktu yang tepat yang ditentukan oleh Allah; padahal kita orang-orang yang jauh dari Allah.

Bloggers Are Hookers?

Are we? Do we? Will we? CLICK HERE TO READ BLOGGER ADALAH PELACUR

So… Logik lah kan… Sepa yang blog ni sekarang ni are HOOKERS… Buahahahaha! Wei, I blog apa sia suka mah… Nothing to do with babbling itu stodgy political topics… Tapi, sia rasa FUNNY lah bah pula addressing tu bloggers as pelacur. No further comments… Jeles kali urang yang ada masa mo tulis blog… Muahahahah~ It’s a trend, baby… It’s a trend… Nobody wants to be left behind… We’re in the mid of racing… VROOM VROOM… Eh, BREAK BREAKBRAKE BRAKE (si mark terperasan!)… Kaki sia tertinggal!!!

p.s. ketinggalan zaman sikit kalau bilang berita pasal politik… stodgy topic bah tu!

I Think Of You

I Think Of You
Tata Young

When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and ’round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
It’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there’s nothing I can’t bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won’t break
Through it all I’ll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I’m all alone
I can’t see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

p.s. I think of you~ I think of you~ Sepa? Mr. Nikon… Sia belum lagi pun pigi kacau dia. Kana ampai-ampai di atas meja depan sia saja. Hahahahahah~

Beyonce ft. R. Kelly – If I Were A Boy

If I Were A Boy
Beyonce ft. R. Kelly

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
and I’d never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you’d understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as I’m coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn’t play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it’s broken
so they’d think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)

Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can’t understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (remix,remix)

I’d listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It’s a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you’re just a boy

p.s. I like this part… If you were a boy then girl you’d understand. You need to stop listening to your friends. Love, respect and trust your man! Hekhekhek! I will trust my man. As if I got a boyfriend sudah kunun sekarang… My current bf inda akan tinggalkan sia… Why? Sebab dia inda ada kaki… Duduk saja di sana meja menunggu sia bawa dia keluar… Apa lagi kalau bukan my camera… Muahahahahahaha~

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Makanlah dungot kamu... :P

Life is Hard

Life Is Hard (God Is Good) – Pam Thum

You turn the key
Then close the door behind you
Drop your bags on the floor
You reach for the light
But there’s darkness deep inside
And you can’t take it anymore

‘Cause sometimes living takes the life out of you
And sometimes living is all you can do

Life is hard, the world is cold
We’re barely young and then we’re old
But every falling tear is always understood
Yes, life is hard, but God is good

You start to cry
‘Cause you’ve been strong for so long
And that’s not how you feel
You try to pray
But there’s nothing left to say
So you just quietly kneel

In the silence of all that you face
God will give you His mercy and grace

Jesus never said
It was an easy road to travel
He only said that you would never be alone
So when your last thread of hope
Begins to come unraveled
Don’t give up, He walks beside you
On this journey home and He knows

Life is hard, the world is cold
We’re barely young and then we’re old
But every falling tear is always understood
Yes, life is hard, but God is good

p.s. This song really makes me wanna cry out loud! There are some of my friends who told me about what these some people are talking behind me. Thanks for telling me the names of those persons. At least I know that they are not whom they are (two-faces and face saving) and I know they will read this (that’s why I deliberately post this lyrics).

Mind Your Own Life Lah…

I may sound like too big for one’s britches but that is your own problem because you judge me without even knowing me properly and consider yourself have been in my shoes after knowing or chatting with me just for a few months? Hello, I’m a two-fisted person who would blast anytime in real-time(eh? bukan PS3 term kaitu?). Hahaha~ At least, I don’t go for two-faces who opt for face-saving and then backstabbing others – You said I’m the one who backstabbed you? Hello… Who blurted out everything at the first place? I know there are some people out there who are talking behind me. Thanks, at least I’m in every corner of your mind 24/7, 12 months a year, 365 days a year. I LOVE YOU for mentioning my name to other people because you make my life even GLAMOROUS. Don’t blame them for their inability to keep their mouth shut, anyway. Moreover, I’m so sorry for neglecting or ignoring you that you feel like I’m the most  *blur turus indatau apa mo tulis* as I don’t have time to entertain those who can’t even keep their body from minding others’ life. Keep on mentioning my name and this time make sure you tell more saucy gossips about me kio so bila sampai di telinga sia, I can  burst into laugh! (^_^)V Well, I can  persistently and patiently remain silent now but once I pressed the STARTbutton, then you will surely be a victim of my devil’s advocates? It sure going to be really really fun to play with! I’ll play until it’s CHECKMATE and GAME OVER!

Kakakakkakak~ If you’re asking who… Sepa yang terasa pedas, dialah tu… Kanapa? Ko terasa padas kah? Wahahahahahha~ Kidding! Kada kotogod kio… Kurudot moti muka… Inda bagus untuk kesihatan… Kikikikikikiki~ Anyway, thanks for reading this post… You must be very curious ni kan sebab itu tajuk pun sudah cukup untuk buat ko turus ingat sia ni direly in bad mood kan? Muahahaha~ Relaxlah bah, kawang… Have a nice day, anyway… I should start to compose a warning letter kali ni… Muahahhah~ Sot sot sot… *Sia ulang sekali lagi supaya inda ada urang tanya lagi, JANGAN PERCAYA 100% DENGAN APA YANG SIA TULIS DI SINI SEBAB INDA SEMUANYA BUTUL…* Muahahaha~ Bah Bah… Ali Bah Bah!

*another confession kaini? Kijap… Mau cari lu tu tanduk kambing emmmmbek… Muahahahahah!*

Maka dengan itu, saya dengan bangganya mengumumkan bahawa theory saya selama ini diterima pakai oleh saya sendiri…”YOU CAN NEVER ZIPPED THE MOUTH OF OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER HAVE THE ABILITY TO CONTROL THEIR MIND“

p.s. I know some my friends are well aware of this words… This is how I assume people as… Well… Only some of them…

A Friend is…

It means you believe that a friend can keep your secret safe in her/his place – even if the thing is all about your life and death… The thing that she/he cannot even tell her/his family. Sometimes it can stand for someone that you can depend on, in short, reliable. And then… It can also mean that there’s thing in this world that can let your spirit down and he/she will never leave you… Stay beside you… Keep believing that you’re not wrong, etc. Itulah kalau sia rasa lah…

BUT… As for me and my life, I need a FRIEND who knows where to limit herself even as a friend or bestfriend… Iyalah… Masing-masing ada privacy juga, kan. So, I don’t believe in sharing TOP SECRET with anyone anymore as it can always be used as an INSTRUMENT to stab whenever there’s a slight misunderstanding or dissatisfaction between both of us. I’ve experienced it before… 9 years ago and it still hurts… A friend whom I believe but then crippled and crushed me into dust… I just hate the feeling of being insecure and most of all, betrayal… Well, the best thing to keep a SECRET is either to keep them all in DIARY as what (the late) Aki Kato did when she was struggling with her life… Haiyah! Balik lagi ingat tu 1 Litre of Tears! OR… Whisper a prayer and have a small talk with God… OR…. Share it with the one that you’ve VOWED to live with until the day you die… Well, sepa lagi kalau bukan tu husband or wife… Heheheheh~ A mere friend yang inda ada ikatan yang sah mimang susah siiiikit mo percaya… No offend kio… Correct me if I’m wrong sebab I don’t mind if korang ada idea lain… It’s fun to have someone yang berani mengutarakan his/her own opinions… Kasitau sia if sia cakap silap kalau inda butul tu opinion patut diberi kebebasan… Heheheheh~