The Hardest Day in my Life

Sia di dalam bilik hostel sia sekarang guna handphone sia login internet using gprs to write something on my blog. Today is the saddest day in my life. I have just received sms from my boyfriend asking for a break up. 

Sia mati-mati love him but apa yang sia dapat is this. I never wish for a break up - tapi if he cannot love me anymore, then i have to let him go walaupun i don't want to. 

Currently, I'm having my final exam and all these things are bulking in my mind. Hari ni sia menangis saja. I don't have anyone to rely on here. I don't have a roommate to share my pieces of broken-hearted. I feel like want to die but i cannot do it. 

Napa sia kena hadapi ni benda untuk yang ke-2 kalinya.

Am I?

Am I a fool who let a kiss to fool me or is he a fool who I let to kiss me? 

I am having my exam and he is asking for a break up. How am I going to sit for my exam in this situation. I need a break. Why does he ask for it now... Why now.... 

God... I need you.

Gong Xi Fa Cai

GONG XI FA CAI to all of you out there! I'm stuck in UiTM Samarahan, can't go back home!

Anyway, THANKS for all the emails, SMS, Private messages - I really enjoyed reading them all although most of them are about PROBLEMS.

Take care then... I have to go now... 

p/s: Main computer di LAB bah ni...

Going Back...

I'm going back to Kuching today... So, don't expect me to update this website. But I will be back to Sabah in April. 

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p/s: Flight sia jam 4:30 pm.... Bye Bye all...

Message 4 Gatut, Tites, Gaban & Lontuge

Janlah marah-marah, Gatut. Sia jarang online bah sekarang ni sebab mo belajar kan. Eheks... 

Pasal font tu, sengaja dikecilkan supaya save more spaces - Duh! Padahal sia sendiri pun mo pakai cermin mata mo buat ni website. Nantilah lepas sia habis final exam, dan ada cuti panjang baru sia update lagi ni website. Kasi besar sikit itu fontnya supaya korang dan saya pun inda sakit mata mo baca kan kan kan?

Gatut, boleh juga kita berkenalan bah. Tiada salah sebab perkara biasa bah tu kalau mo berkenalan kan kan kan? Ehehehehehe.... Siou kio inda terbalas message ko.... Wakakakakakka... Bah, mula 22nd Januari ni sia balik p kuching mo belajar lagi ni... Bah, jan merajuk kio kalau sia inda terbalas untuk jangka masa yang agak panjang... 

Gaban, lagu mp3 yang mana tu ah? Ko try pi sana guritom.com lah manatau tu urang di sana ada simpan mp3... ehehhehee...

To lontuge, thanks.... hehehehehhe...

Iri iri noh kie... bye bye...