I’ve Been Tagged!

Bagus butul tu urang yang tag sia ooo… Hahahaha~ Thanks, pammie.

RULES: ~ Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test~

I miss somebody right now.
I love vacation.
I bake a cake.
I do not watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I am married.
I have tried marijuana.
I still love with my ex-boyfriend/girlfriend.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I am a millionaire.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (I wish to be there..LOL )
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I am a pretty good dancer.
I love sex.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I love to chat (YM/MSN/etc..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with girls.
I’m obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I feel sad sometimes.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.
I am on diet.

Now i’m tagging….

1. mark mojitoh
2. novie benggon
3. mamaii
4. lydbytes
5. bobby

Novie’s Co-Ko-Lat Kek

Last time I wrote about my heavenly-and-sacred day at The Yogi Tree, right? Heheheh~ My cuzzie Novie is working there as a pastry chef. I still miss those Volcano Chocs, Orange Pie, Yoghurt, etc… Everything’s so YUMMY and I ended up spending nearly RM100… Nah! As long as I can have healthy food! Less sugar lagi tu! So, this time kan… She’s so damn jahat! How could she post all the photos! I mean CHOCOLATE CAKES! Kurang asam! I’m going to book HER now sebab HER CAKES ALWAYS MAKE ME MOUTH-WATERING-and-LIQUID-FLOWING (little little kiddies, don’t copy my English… Your English teacher sure gonna rutan you.)

p.s. Novie, ko sia book!!!! For my birthday, engagement, wedding, pregnancy party, children’s birthday, etc. Kalau ko inda balik, jagalah ko… Sia inda mengaku ko lagi kajen sia! Muahahah~ (Kids, don’t tiru this at home…)

Molten Lava Chocolate

Novie has made me really really really really TIGIRAN… I don’t care lah if she’s a human being… She has made me wanna TALAN HIDUP HIDUP. Adakah YM YM saja turus bilang Molten Lava Chocolcate Cake! Cis cis cis! Inda apa… Nanti tiba-tiba sia turus fly pigi KL, baru dia tau… Inda pa… I think I’ve found the recipe over the Internet and I’ll bake one this week or probably next week as I need to sort of things lu by this week. She asked me apa flavour yang paling sia suka… Well… I rank my favourite flavours as follows:

#1 – Yam (Kajen-kajen sia bilang ini urang tua punya flavour. Bagi sia, yam lah yang paling inda manis and that’s why mostly orang tua suka makan. Anyway, banyak khasiat bah Yam.)

#2 – Chocolate (Ngam untuk kalau time kesejukan and rasa mo kasi tambah berat badan. I’d prefer DARK CHOCOLATE sebab it’s good for skin… Anti-oxidant bah!)

#3 – Durian (I’m a Durian craze but due to health reason… I need to limit and if possible to restrain myself from indulging with the flavour of Durian. Kasian kan?)

#4 – Vanilla (I’d stick to unsweetened vanilla… Yang inda banyak gula… In other words, inda terlampau manis. Kalau inda, I’ll end up paning-paning lalat…)

#5 – Lemon (Sadap bah ni especially after a friend purposedly bagi sia makan Lemon Pie the other day… SADAP!)

OK… Me sambung lagi chatting sama si Novie… Click her name for more… Itu gambar si Novie tu.

p.s. who is Novie? She’s actually my kajen… If you happened to know DENGKOS, then itulah juga si dengkos punya kajen. The world is really a small place to live after all!

Yicks!!!!

My class starts sudah today!!! Yicks!!!! Corporate Strategy… I wonder what barang is dat… Eeeee~ Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas Malas malas malas malas…

I'm a Prisoner of Love

I’ve always been a fan of Japanese, Korean and Taiwanese music (oh, and drama also!). That means my style also has the influence from these 3 countries… Muahahahahah~ Thinking of having my hair dyed lagi ni tapi macam rasa sayang juga sebab I’m planning of having it BLONDE! Muahahahaha~ Just like Ayumi Hamasaki, and then pakai tu contact lens yang bulih kasi basar lagi mata (macamlah mata sia ni inda cukup basar).

Prisoner of Love (Utada Hikaru)

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
waratte iyake ga sashite
raku bakari shiyou to shite ita

naimononedari buru-su
mina yasuragi wo motomete iru
michitariteru noni ubaiau
ai no kage wo otte iru

taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou

I’m gonna tell you the truth
hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
watashi wo ouen shite kureru
anata dake wo tomo to yobu

tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ni narimashita
anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misutenai zettai ni

zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
yori issou tsuyoku hikareau
ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
I’m a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
hitori ni sasenai

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I’m a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love
A prisoner of love

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain – that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeable painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh… Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again

Translation credits to Arisan.

p.s. Oh ya… This song is actually taken from Last Friends’ J-Dorama (Japanese Drama)… And I’m so glad that my Nishikado Ryo pula ada dalam tu Last Friends… Gonna download or watch it online… Heheheheh~ Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes… Sexy eyes…

Beyonce is wearing that *painful* heels!

Notice that heels?

It must damn painful!!!! I wish it won’t be on the shelf! If ya, then everyone has to take ballet classes lah hor… Tinguk saja bah tu urat hijau2 keluar sudah… Eeekk~

My Chosen Guys

Introducing… My chosen guys from now onward… Cewah! That’s the most craziest, stupidest,… what else ahh… anythinglah… Ummm… I mean… I shouldn’t blog about tanakwagu lagi… Wahahahaha~ Macamlah sebelum ini sia cerita-cerita pasal tanakwagu… Dei… Sia bukan gudang… and I don’t save spare parts! Jaga badan sendiri pun susah, apa lagi mo jaga urang lain. Buat assignments pun susah, apa lagi mo jaga hati urang lain. Kada kotogod kio… Saja menyatakan apa sia rasa butul gia… Pek! Soalan untuk korang: MANUSIA BULIH JADI GUDANG KAH? (Sepa rasa mo jawab, go on jawab saja di comment box). Terima kacey… :P

An old friend of mine suddenly rang me a call… Di rumah lagi tu… So, I thought sepa juga lah yang kol-kol time tengah hari… I was thinking (well… even made assumptions that someone mau bagi sia kerja which I think of I’m not ready yet to accept any jobs except on graphic design…). Hahahaha~ Anyway, I’ve just finished with KENTE’s design… Entah apa cakap big boss sebab belum lagi dia check tu email dia. So, I passed to tommkurus@Callixtus saja tu designs… Bukan 1 tu designs tapi banyak… Yang penting ada and biar diorang comment and I can make pembetulan (if any). Sambung cerita… Since my friend yang tanya soalan bonus also single (wei… janlah ingat itu HE ah… dia adalah SHE), and dia tanyalah soalan bonus… I guess that’s the same old funny question… Sia rasa bukan dia saturang saja yang tanya sia ini bulan tapi ada some people yang tanya sudah termasuk kawan sia di UiTM dulu (sia faham juga kalau korang inda percaya yang bf sia sekarang pun itu ND300 and buku-buku). What do I look from a guy? Terfikir pula aku wor~. Hahahahah~ It’s not that I’m tooooooooooo desperate of wanting someone in my life… Actually, bukan mo boasting lah kan… I’m happy to have this life sebab I still have my family besides me… Macam uncles, aunties, and grands2 tu… Inda lupa tu kawan-kawan yang ramai ni… Sia rasa THANK YOU sebab jadi kawan sia (aku inda kisahlah ko siapa sebab bagi sia selagi ko manusia macam sia, selagi itu sia mo ko jadi kawan sia)… If sia butul-butul desperate sudah, sia suruh saja diorang yang cari untuk sia. Wahahaha… I think itu last sudah resort yang paling sot sot… Relax lah, Geng! Kalau ko inda kanal sia saja, ko akan rasa sia ni macam minta puji. Try to approach me lah personally (bukan yang wired atau wireless punya), and you will be SURPRISED (You can ask orang-orang yang sudah pernah JUMPA sia personally – Bukan yang sekadar tinguk dari JAUH SANA (paling inda syoklah tu nampak sia tapi inda pun pigi say HI, tapi sekali dalam YM baru dia bilang “Sia ada jumpa ko di Karamunsing tadi”… Sadis sia ooo kalau gitu. Unless ko ada alasan munasabah macam time tu ko tengah makan and then sia limpas, sia terima itu jawapan lah… Takkanlah turus mo bubut kan, silap2 kena bubut oleh taukeh kadai sebab belum bayar! Wahahahah!)… Muahahaha~ Trylah jumpa sia time-time ada event saja sebab sia ni inda mo keluar dari kepompong balakang PC sia if bukan sebab event… Paling bagus… Jumpalah sia time ada camping or di church or time ada event with KE (kalau lah sia inda sibuk)… Atau if you’re lucky enough dan satu kelas sama sia… Berceritalah sama sia… I’m happy to get to make friends as many as possible regardless of age, gender, status, etc… As long as you’re not ALIEN FROM MARS… *Ong Ong Ong* (making weird sound macam itu dalam Movie punya Alien)

Anyway, I’m not going to answer what I REALLY REALLY REALLY want from a guy sebab it’s something very very very personal… Tapi kalau ikut yang ‘physical’ lah kan… I mean the yang luaran kan, sia rasa itu sia bulih jawab sikit-sikit… Inda bulih banyak-banyak… Manatau ko penjenayah yang dikehendaki pulis… Men-men saja ahh… Kada kotogod… I need someone who LOOKS like…

1. HIM – My Father who is currently residing in Heaven… Well, He’s currently busy up there so I don’t want to kacau Him…

2. Nishikado Ryo – Started to fall in love with him after watching ’1 litre of tears’… Nasiblah sia inda nangis sampai panuh 1 baladi…

3. Hengky Kurniawan – Kalau korang pernah tinguk tu ‘Akibat Banyak Gaul’ di Aruna… Korang taulah tu… Wahahahahah~

4. Keanu Reeves – Aaaaahhhh!!!!!! Dia lagi… Muahahahahah! Clean face… Inda mo tu jambang…

So… If anyone of you bilang I have TASTE yang AMAT-AMAT-AMAT TINGGI… Heheheheh~ Bagus baca balik ayat sia… Inda salah bah kan kalau sekadar bilang minat someone yang ada rupa gitu kan kan kan? Correct me if apa sia cakap ini silap… Minta ampun… Heheheheh~ One thing in common pasal ni urang-urang yang sia pilih… Itu MATA… MATA yang lawa… Ada tu kan urang bilang dari MATA turun ke HATI… I can argue no further if bilang itu urang tua-tua bilang… Heheheheh~ Butul atau inda? Ada kaitu dari MULUT turun ke HATI? XD Lain sudah gia tu meaning dia tu… Yang lain itu… Korang kena cari sendiri lah kio…

Sekian sahaja laporan saya dari blog sendiri yang inda ada domain name sudah… Sekain (ko inda silap nampak ni) dan Tirima Kasih… Hehehehe~

p.s. you may call me as SOT (gila or crazy) but the truth is – I’m too EXCITED after getting my result! Thank you sama urang-urang yang pray for me including the Pastors. Last year was a very challenging year and I’m looking forward for another challenging years ahead! NO FEAR! JUST BREAK IT! (Macam pernah dingar? Well… Sia mimang minat tu benda since aeons ago). Anyway, thanks for reading my blog yang gomburuk… JACKSON, I’ll send you the sheet music nanti. Kasi remind sia sebab sia ni PELUPA ni sekarang. Heheheheh~

END OF REPORT (butul2 sudah end ni)

Bah, KENTE turus bah!

Sila download, cetak, lengkapkan dan kembalikan kepada penganjur berserta yuran penyertaan sebanyak RM50 dan 2 keping gambar berukuran 3R atau 4R.

Borang Penyertaan KE Next Top Entertainer

Yosua 1:7-9

Just some of the Bible verses from Pr. Wizzie Lontuni… Thank you kio, Pastor…

Yosua 1:7 Hanya, hendaklah engkau sungguh-sungguh yakin dan berani. Engkau harus menjaga agar engkau mentaati seluruh hukum yang diberikan Musa hamba-Ku itu kepadamu, jangan kaulalaikan sedikit pun, maka kau akan berhasil.

Yosua 1:8 Buku hukum itu harus selalu kaubacakan kepada umat-Ku. Pelajarilah buku itu siang dan malam, supaya selalu kau melaksanakan semua yang tertulis di dalamnya. Kalau kau melakukan semuanya itu, hidupmu akan makmur dan berhasil.

Yosua 1:9 Ingat, Aku sudah memerintahkan kepadamu supaya engkau sungguh-sungguh yakin dan berani! Janganlah engkau takut atau kurang bersemangat, sebab Aku TUHAN Allahmu mendampingi engkau ke mana saja engkau pergi.”

Pencarian Bakat ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’

From: “Callixtus Tamin”

Date: January 7, 2009 9:28:07 AM GMT+08:00

To: ME

Subject: Pencarian Bakat ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’

Reply-To: “Callixtus Tamin”

PLEASE PASS AROUND …….

Kepada anda yang berbakat menyanyi dan menghibur, serta berumur antara 17 dan 35 tahun pada 1 Januari 2009, Kadus Entertainment akan menganjurkan pertandingan ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’ di mana hadiah-hadiah lumayan menanti anda!

Tarikh tutup penyertaan adalah pada 30 Januari 2009. Borang penyertaan boleh didapati dari Pusakag Cafe Donggongon, Ace Club Bukit Padang dan Chempaka Square Penampang, Ligo Music Centre di CKS Donggongon, Centre Point dan Inanam atau dari website Kadus Entertainment dihttp://www.kadusmusic.com

Maklumat lanjut serta peraturan mengenai pertandingan ‘KE Next Top Entertainer’ boleh didapati dari website Kadus Entertainment dihttp://www.kadusmusic.com atau dengan menghubungi individu-individu berikut:

① MARK (0168021500)

②  JASONJAY (0168461914)

④ GOGDS (0195305512)

Thanks.

He is God

He Is God

He is the First and Last,
The Beginning and the End!

He is the keeper of Creation and the Creator of all!
He is the Architect of the universe and the Manager of all times.
He always was, He always is, and He always will be …
Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone!

He was bruised and brought healing!
He was pierced and eased pain!
He was persecuted and brought freedom!
He was dead and brought life!
He is risen and brings power!
He reigns and brings Peace!
The world can’t understand him,
The armies can’t defeat Him,
The schools can’t explain Him, and The leaders can’t ignore Him.
Herod couldn’t kill Him, The Pharisees couldn’t confuse Him, and The people couldn’t hold Him!
Nero couldn’t crush Him, Hitler couldn’t silence Him,
The New Age can’t replace Him, and “Oprah” can’t explain Him away!

He is light, love, longevity, and Lord.
He is Goodness, Kindness, Gentleness, and God.
He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure.

His ways are right,
His word is eternal,
His will is unchanging, and His mind is on me.
He is my Savior,
He is my guide, and He is my peace!
He is my Joy,
He is my comfort,
He is my Lord, and He rules my life!

I serve Him because His bond is love,
His burden is light, and His goal for me is abundant life.

I follow Him because He is the wisdom of the wise,
the power of the powerful,
the ancient of days, the ruler of rulers, the leader of leaders, the overseer of the overcomers, and is to come. And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size.

His goal is a relationship with ME!
He will never leave me,
never forsake me,
never mislead me,
never forget me,
never overlook me and
never cancel my appointment in His appointment book!

When I fall, He lifts me up!
When I fail, He forgives!
When I am weak, He is strong!
When I am lost, He is the way!
When I am afraid, He is my courage!
When I stumble, He steadies me!
When I am hurt, He heals me!
When I am broken, He mends me!
When I am blind, He leads me!
When I am hungry, He feeds me!
When I face trials, He is with me!
When I face persecution, He shields me!
When I face problems, He comforts me!
When I face loss, He provides for me!
When I face Death, He carries me Home!

He is everything for everybody everywhere, every time, and every way.

He is God, He is faithful. I am His, and He is mine!

My Father in heaven can whip the father of this world.
So, if you’re wondering why I feel so secure, understand this…

He said it and that settles it.
God is in control, I am on His side,
and that means all is well with my soul.

Everyday is a blessing for GOD Is!

Hot Girlz – So Hot

Dorang inda puas hati sama yang kena buat lawak… Maka dengan itu, sia kasi post balik yang sudah kena edit opening dan closing dia dan termasuk itu lagu kena kasi enhance sikit. Hantam sajalah sebab sia belum lagi install apa-apa dalam ini iMac sia (my another bf yang sia sayang separuh mati selain kawaii & nd300). Anyway, enjoy ni clip… Kalau mo katawa, dipersilakan sebab sia sendiri inda dapat tahan ketawa tinguk ni kerja budak-budak sekarang. Ada lagi lepas ni diorang bilang. So, sia ini hanya menurut perintah saja.. Hahhahah~ Happy viewing!

David Phelps – No More Night

No More Night
Words & music by Walt Harrah

The timeless theme, Earth and Heaven will pass away.
It’s not a dream, God will make all things new that day.
Gone is the curse from which I stumbled and fell.
Evil is banished to eternal hell.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

See all around, now the nations bow down to sing.
The only sound is the praises to Christ, our King.
Slowly the names from the book are read.
I know the King, so there’s no need to dread.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

See over there, there’s a mansion, oh, that’s prepared just for me,
Where I will live with my savior eternally.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great “I AM.”
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

All praises to the great “I AM.”
We’re gonna live in the light of the risen Lamb.

p.s. Got the SATB sheet music from a net buddy already… The rest is going to be my next story… Hahahahahahahah~ Just expect the unexpected thing from me… Huahuahua! (Cakap inda separuh bikin ni… Hahahahahaha~ I will let you do all the assumptions…)

Trust Me

Trust Me (Crystal Lewis)

Close your eyes
take a step
it’s ok
I know where we’re going

Don’t fret
I’ve been before
through these valleys
down these long and dangerous roads
yet dark as they seem

Trust me
though you can’t see
you can trust me
the way may be steep
you can trust me
let me lead… Trust me

Open your eyes
but don’t let go of my hand
let your tears give way to smiles
see the joy inside the trial

Don’t worry you’re
safe with me around
rest assured I’m on your side
I won’t let you hit the ground
but close as it seems..

It’s true that
what’s in front of you
isn’t always clear
but you must believe
it in your heart
that I’m here – I’m here!

Trust Me (This is Love) (Amanda Marshall)

I look at this mountain
So many heartaches wide
And I can’t help but wonder
Where’s the other side
I’ve got to be honest
I’ve got my doubts
These tears are asking me
What’s this got to do with love?
Baby, I’ll tell you something
To help us through this long, dark night

When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love

Love isn’t easy
I’m torn, I confess
When a heart is uncertain
It’s bound to second guess
This love won’t forsake us
So dry your tears I promise you

When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love

I’m here for you baby
There’s nothing I want more
Our day is coming
And we’ll reach that peaceful shore

When this trouble passes over
You and I will walk away
Knowing that our love survived
Another test of faith
You and I can walk on water
The river rises, we rise above
It may not look that way right now
But trust me, baby…this is love

One more mountain
Hey…so what
Trust me baby…this…is love

p.s. Been chatting with my xbf recently about a topic on ‘trust me’… OKAY, sia inda mo invite controversy or gossip sebab we have our own paths sudah… Frankly speaking, we remain as friend because sebelum ini pun siorang anggap diri sendiri as friends… Full Stop…. Tiada guna mo bermusuhan… Double Full Stop…

Paderewski’s Minuet in G, Op. 14, No.1

I’m in love with Paderewski’s Minuet in G, Op. 14, No 1 and I’m going to practice this *subtle* piece… At least, I don’t have to slam the piano like a shot! I mean like Chopin or Liszt. I’d go for more melancholic (kununlah) or something which is more relaxed… Gila eh! Jiwang karat sudah ni… Muahahahaha!

Sia Punya Kisah 2008 (Part 1)

Sia punya kisah 2008 inda banyak… Tapi kalau sia kasi hurai dalam perkataan, mimang banyak lah… Heheheheheh~

January 2008 – Dapat masuk UMS untuk ambil Master in Business Administration. Was hoping that sia terjumpa kawan-kawan lama sekali tinguk butul-butul sia terjumpa kawan-kawan lama. Everything seemed macam OK sajalah kunun. Azam sia kunun mo lupakan semua kisah silam yang melukakan dan menyedihkan. Maka, sia guna pakai balik azam sia tahun-tahun dulu – Happy Happy Joy Joy… Maksudnya, apa saja yang sakit atau pedih sia rasa (painfulness), sia simpan dalam hati saja dan kasi tapuk with senyuman. Apa macam sakit kana tabak pisau di hati atau sakit bila urang yang dipercayai turus kasi bucur rahsia sampai hampir semua urang tau pun, sia senyum saja. Sebab macam dulu sia pigang prinsip – Otak tiada controller, Mulut tiada Zip… We cannot control others’ mind and we surely cannot shut or even stop them from talking whatever they wished for. Sampai juga bah apa tu urang cakap pigi telinga sia tapi sia buat bodoh macam inda pernah masuk skulah saja sebab once sia bersuara mimang habis keluar laser, silap-silap turus tu urang inda mo tinguk sia lagi sampai-sampai… Atau paling teruk, sia pula yang diumpat di balakang kalau sia start bersuara laser.. In short, don’t simply judge me if you don’t know me PERSONALLY because I can reveal my true self when necessary or in dire situation… Anyway, sia punya azam 2008 was to remain single for a year! Sot kan?

February 2008 – No Valentine’s Day… I spent all my days working on my group assignments… Tu hal KE pun sia inda paduli sudah…

March 2008 – 1st camping with the church youth… Sebelum ini sia camping ikut sekolah… Well, ada sia dingar urang bilang sia ni TIDAK PERNAH camping. Thank you for reminding me about that but the person who was talking this sh** mimang inda kenal sia sebab I was an active camper back then cuma I wasn’t interested with ini Church punya camping sebab sia suka hang out with my school friends. Plus, sia ada lebih banyak responsibilities di sekolah back then… So, kalau bukan atas sebab Pr. Heary insisted me to bring the youths pigi tu camping, manalah sia paduli tu youths sebab sia masih anggap inda syok camping di Dantai. But, it turned out to be really enjoyable walaupun mimang hitam legam lah… Terbakar bah! Maksudnya, I love camping tapi dalam diam-diam… Bukan sia inda pernah pigi camping and janlah bilang sia ni indatau satu hal pun pasal camping.

April 2008 – April’s Fool… Sia inda kena ahh… Sia kasi kena urang saja… Muahahahahaha~ Time ini sia paling sibuk sebab sia ada banyak assignments. Lagipun, final exam kunun inda lama lagi. Time ini juga start sudah banyak halangan dan rintangan… Sia ingat tu semua sebab inilah time sia banyak kali menangis dan minta advice dari urang lain… Sia butul-butul stressed out sebab life is a bunch of thorns and thistles. Bukan sinang… Bukang sinang… Mo hidup dan jalani kehidupan yang kita harap mimang bukan sinang… Sia hampir-hampir jatuh tersungkur dan inda terasa yang God masih ada…

May 2008 – Kaamatan! Sia kena bagi tugas ambil gambar di KDCA along with Mark@KaDus, Pirut, Gogds, etc. Tapi sia inda dapat datang sebab sia pigi Adventurer punya camping. Tulung-tulung tu aunties saja bah. Plus, ada kawan bawa sia mo pigi sana yang mana sia inda berapa interested mo pigi. Sia baru habis final exam kan… So, mimang ada panat-panat lah. Ada banyak hal yang terjadi tapi lebih bagus sia inda kasi mention di sini sebab bagi sia semua sudah berlalu. Moral of the story – Kada momoudut nung kiwaro nodi koupusan… Not good for health… Hahahahaha…

June 2008 – Sia cuti dan sia indatau apa sia buat… Dalam rumah saja… Plus, ada kelas driving kunun… Ada lah tu a few SMSes from the same guy yang jiwang karat tapi sia buat-buat inda layan… I’m a real DEVIL for sure. Target sia tatap dalam genggaman… Mana mo kasi lapas ooo… Single for 1 year… Lagipun banyak masalah melanda… Inda ada masa mo fikir benda-benda lain… Perasaan sendiri pun sia malas mo layan apatah lagi diri sendiri.

Kita sambung lagi selepas ini… Ko rasa panas? Ko terlupa pasang air-cond laitu… Kakkakakk~ Sia main-main saja ahh… Kada kotogod…

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

Will be on hiatus siiiiikijap…

John 3: 16

John 3:16 “For GOD so loved the world….”

1. Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.

2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.

3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.

4. May you have…Enough happiness to make you sweet. Enough trials to make you strong. Enough sorrow to keep you human. Enough hope to make you happy. And enough money to keep you comfortable.

5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often took so long at the closed door, that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.

6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you’ve had.

7. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.

8. Always put yourself in other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle a strife; A cruel word may wreck a life; A timely word may level stress; A lovely word may heal and bless.

10. The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not to twist them with our own image, otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

11. The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.

12. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

13. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

14. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

15. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and find out you still care for that person.

16. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

17. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

18. Love comes to those who still hope even though they’ve been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they’ve been betrayed, need to love those who still love, even though they’ve been hurt before.

19. It hurts to love someone, and not to be loved in return but what is most painful is to love someone and never finds the courage to let the person know how you feel.

20. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

21. Never say goodbye when you still want to try; Never give up when you still feel you can take it; Never say you don’t love that person anymore when you can’t let go.

22. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back. Don’t expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours.

23. There are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don’t be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.

24. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you’re smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Author Unknown

KE Next Top Entertainer

Sia kasi tinguk lu tu hadiah-hadiah untuk para pemenang pertandingan:

● Johan: RM1,500.00 + Piala + Sijil

● Naib Johan: RM1,000.00 + Piala + Sijil

● Ketiga: RM500.00 + Piala + Sijil

● Saguhati: 5 x RM100 + Sijil

● Penyanyi Popular: RM300.00

Korang inda rasa macam terlampau banyak kaitu? Let’s say lah kan.. Ko bayar around RM50 then campur-campur lah tu belanja untuk grooming… Maybe ko habis around RM300 (paling mahal punya anggaran saja). Take it from the positive side lah kan… Kalau manang… RM1500 – RM300 = RM1200… Kalau inda, rugi RM300… Gambling lah kan… Tapi if you’ve the talent, kenapa tidak saja try kan?

Now… Sia kasi masuk pula apa sebenarnya KE (Kadus Entertainment) Next Top Entertainer… Sia lupa sudah sepa yang comes up with this idea… Inda guna punya Admin sia ni, semua pun sia indatau… Datang miting pun inda ada… Bikin malu saja… Since the Founder mau sia buat kerja, so… Mau inda mau… Sia terpaksa sajalah buat walaupun dengan muka inda malu ni sebab inda datang pigi miting…

Ini sia copy turus dari tu website… Actually, ada kena kasi keluar dalam tu New Sabah Times juga… Siap muka passport si Mark@Kadus bah… Hahahahhhahha~ Credit sama si dbos-fm…

“Inilah peluang anda untuk menunjukkan bakat terpendam. Kami mencari seorang penyanyi yang mempunyai pakej sebagai entertainer dan marketable sebagai artis rakaman…” demikianlah ungkapan Mark mengulas mengenai pertandingan nyanyian yang bakal dilangsungkan oleh Kadus Entertainment pada tahun hadapan.

Pertandingan ini dijadualkan bermula pada bulan Februari 2009 sehingga April 2009 yang akan dijalankan di Pusakag Café, Donggongon, Penampang. Menurut Mark, objektif pertandingan ini adalah untuk mengembangkan minat dan mencungkil bakat-bakat baru dalam bidang seni suara yang berpotensi untuk diketengahkan ke pertandingan yang lebih berprestij serta mencari penyanyi berbakat yang mempunyai pakej sebagai entertainer dan marketable sebagai artis rakaman.

Pertandingan yang dikenali sebagai “KE NEXT TOP ENTERTAINER” ini bakal menghidangkan hadiah yang dikira agak lumayan. “Pihak penganjur berjaya mendapatkan tajaan tiket kapal terbang pergi balik ke Australia untuk tiga pemenang utama sebagai hadiah sampingan sumbangan Air Borneo, sebuah syarikat penerbangan yang masih baru lagi yang bakal melancarkan penerbangan mereka pada awal tahun hadapan. Selain daripada hadiah berupa wang tunai serta piala, pemenang juga bakal mendapat voucher pembelian daripada Body Shop. Saya rasa hadiah-hadiah ini sudah cukup lumayan…” ujar Mark selaku pengerusi penganjur pertandingan.

Bagi mereka yang berminat untuk menyertai pertandingan ini, beberapa garis panduan serta syarat kelayakan perlu dipatuhi terlebih dahulu. “Kami ingin mencari seorang penyanyi yang dikira fresh dan mempunyai pakej lengkap yang diharap mampu kami ketengahkan ke dalam industri muzik tempatan mahupun kebangsaan..” jelas Mark yang mengharapkan pemenang itu nanti mampu mewarnai industri muzik tempatan.

Borang Penyertaan KE Next Top Entertainer

Menurut Mark, jika anda berumur antara 17 dan 35 tahun pada 1 Januari 2009, andalah orang yang mereka cari. Walau bagaimanapun, mereka yang pernah memenangi pertandingan di peringkat Negeri atau lebih tinggi tidak layak menyertai pertandingan ini. Pertandingan ini juga terbuka kepada mereka yang belum pernah merakamkan album serta belum pernah mendapat airtime di mana-mana stesen radio. Dan yang paling penting, ujar Mark lagi, mereka mestilah tidak terikat dengan apa-apa perjanjian dengan mana-mana syarikat rakaman, sama ada secara lisan atau bertulis. Itu antara syarat-syarat sekiranya anda ingin mengikuti pertandingan ini.

Seperti kebanyakan pertandingan nyanyian yang lain, menurut Mark, pertandingan ini adalah secara solo sahaja. Para peserta dikehendaki menyanyi dua (2) buah lagu iaitu lagu pertama mestilah dalam bahasa Kadazandusun, manakala lagu kedua pula mestilah dalam bahasa Melayu atau Inggeris sahaja. Acara saringan akan dijalankan sebanyak 2 kali sebulan, iaitu dalam bulan Februari dan Mac 2009. Penganjur akan menampilkan lapan (8) orang finalis di Grand Final pada bulan April 2009 nanti.

“Pihak penganjur telah menetapkan 30hb Januari 2009 sebagai tarikh akhir penerimaan borang penyertaan. Namun para peserta yang berminat untuk mengikuti pertandingan ini dinasihatkan untuk menghantar borang penyertaan mereka seawal yang boleh kerana penyertaan adalah dihadkan kepada 50 orang sahaja. Jika pihak penganjur menerima lebih borang penyertaan sebelum 30hb Januari 2009, maka kami akan mengambil peserta berdasarkan First Come First Serve basis. Maka nasihat saya kepada semua, hantarlah borang penyertaan anda secepat yang mungkin….” jelas Mark yang menjangkakan sambutan yang amat menggalakkan dalam pertandingan ini nanti.

“Pertandingan ini mungkin menjadi titik permulaan bagi mereka yang ingin mencipta nama sebagai penyanyi. Siapalah tahu suatu hari nanti, mereka akan lebih dikenali ramai. Jadi nasihat saya kepada yang berminat, rebutlah peluang ini untuk mengetengahkan bakat anda kepada masyarakat di luar sana. Hanya dengan yuran penyertaan sebanyak RM50.00 sahaja, ia mungkin mampu mengubah nasib anda…” jelas Mark, seorang yang bertanggungjawab dalam mewujudkan laman portal Kadus Entertainment lebih daripada 3 tahun yang lalu.

Sebagai rekod, objektif laman web Kadus Entertainment ataupun lebih dikenali sebagai KE ini adalah untuk menjadi platform kepada para peminat, penyokong industri muzik Kadazandusun, penggiat muzik Kadazandusun termasuk artis dan pemuzik, bertukar-tukar pendapat mengenai industri hiburan di Sabah ini melalui internet. KE berharap agar segala pandangan dan kritikan bernas yang diutarakan oleh ahli-ahlinya melalui laman web Kadus Entertainment dapat memberi idea kepada para penggiat seni di Sabah, khususnya yang berkaitan dengan industri muzik Kadazandusun untuk meningkatkan lagi kualiti produk mereka.

Oleh itu, mereka yang berminat dan ingin mengetahui lebih lanjut mengenai dengan “KE Next Top Entertainer”, bolehlah menghubungi terus Jasonjay (0168461914), Gogds (0195305512), Tomm (0198807851) ataupun Mark (0168021500) untuk mendapatkan borang penyertaan. Borang penyertaan juga boleh dimuat turun dari http://www.kadusmusic.com/portal ataupun terus daripada Pusakag Café.

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