My Wishes To All of You

To all the bloggers out there…

And those who have been a regular visitor, rare visitor, online buddies…

Have a nice weekend, guys!

And I hope it’s not too late to wish all of my Muslim friends…

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

(Sorry if I broke your heart ahh sometimes..)

To my dearest high school friend,

Mr Zodee Eden a.k.a Cikgu Zodee

Congratulations! Sorry, can’t attend your wedding. Jan marah ah~

To my Abang Juri,

Love you, Abang Juri… Don’t forget to bring Uyoi along when you’re coming to KK. I’ll treat you both!

To all my friends,

Have a blessed Sabbath Day!

To my best gang (ever) who always share about his new baby,

Juji

Don’t forget to take some pics of your newly *face-lifted* Rocky! Sepa suruh ko kasi jangkit sia pasal 4×4! Now I’m getting addicted sudah sama all of these, including offroading!

To all my schoolmates, collegemates, coursemates (what else ah?)….

You know who you are… You’re always my pal indeed~ Sorry if I did hurt you sometimes.

To my dearie pal Elwin,

You know what I mean… Take a break, sometimes… Cukuplah bah tu kerja saja.

To all KaDus Entertainment members,

Let me know if there’s hot & juicy news sometimes… I’d like to know juga bah!

To myself… *sob sob*

I just hate to get sick *again*!

Last but not least,

To those who have been adding me into their Friendster, Flickr, Picasa, Adventist Online, Facebook & Myspace (I’ve just created one)

What else do I need to say? Hehehe~

I Smile To Hide The PAIN

I don’t know what I’m feeling right now… I’m trying to gather my courage… I’ve promised myself that I won’t cry even though it really hurts deep inside my heart but sometimes I find it’s too difficult to deny the painfulness. It really awkward… I do feel it’s too strange to find myself smiling while I’m in pains… I smile when I’m nervous, I smile when I want to sad, I smile when I’m sad, I smile when I don’t know what to talk with the person, I smile when I find I’m stupid, I smile when I am happy, I smile when I feel it’s weird, I smile when I miss him, I smile when talking to him, I smile when I’m in pains, I smile when I just don’t know what else to do… You may call me crazy but… I just can’t stop from smiling…

I Smile to Hide the Pain

I smile and laugh to hide what I feel

Even when the pain gets unreal

I joke and play everyday

While inside I hide my dismay

I look like I’m happy

While I really feel shabby

When I turn away

To find another way

To hide in my eyes

A sorrow inside

As grey as the skies

Then I smile to hide

Travisa Delores Browing

Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering

There will be Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering which will be held on 18 October 2008. I’ve been designing things for KE since 2005. For more information on the gathering, click here, dbos also has posted the news here. They pilih the 3rd design… Simple saja bah tu (I’m in a rush mo buat kerja banyak bah)…

p.s. Local artistes mimang ramai yang datang… Papier Mache pun dijangka datang wor~

Listless + Photos = *Unknown Situation*

I didn’t get enough of sleep yesterday as I had to finish up our group assignment which needs to be submitted tomorrow (23/9/2008). I fell asleep on the couch – I hadn’t get enough of rest since last Tuesday lagi and then hang out with friends on Friday… Pigi cari makan-makan… Yesterday was a bit tensed… Then, I went to have my hair snipped into something which I haven’t done since 8 years ago. I thought it was a total disaster, crash or something awful! MMS-ed my new look to a friend – Nasiblah itu kawan comment yang bagus-bagus, kalau inda… Turus sia kasi BUTAK. Hahahahaha… Kidding! Anyway, I won’t post any photos of mine for the time being. Nanti takut ada urang kena stroke. Enjoy the latest photos taken during Pathfinder activities at the church last Sunday. Ambil gambar untuk kasi hilang rasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat!

p.s. I’m trying to get all things fixed by tomorrow.

Prevent Yourself From Walking Slipper-Less

If your slipper is too fancy and always attract other people to use your slippers? Then it’s time for you to ‘apply’ this interesting tips to prevent yourself from walking slippers-less in the future…

{LOCK LAH YOUR SLIPPERS}

Harga selipar also naik sudah bah… :P

Me Sooooooooooo BZ

I’m so busy right now… I need to get things done before next week! Gosh! I just need a break… Will be away for a few days – Meaning there won’t be any updates until things are settled up…

Anyway, really appreciate those comments and shoutbox. Heheheheheh~ Happy fasting to my Muslim friends out there…. 

Chao~ I’m going to hit the sack now! (-_-)

I’m Just Me (With a Life)

I bumped into my ex-bf’s blog just now. Saja mau lawat kan sebab long time sudah inda lawat-lawat blog kawan-kawan (including his blog). Glad that he’s enjoying his life right now, and he really deserves it. But I was quite dissappointed juga lah if people are using shoutbox, comments, etc. to insult the author, owner, person. I’ve been in that shoe before… And, of course, I’m speechless. I was deeply hurt by the statement (panjang lebar bah dat comment), like ‘she’ has known me for aeons. Anyway, I assume that she must have a reason to make such statement – We’ll never know (and of course, I don’t want to know also but how I wish to meet that person). OK.. I’m done with the past thingy and all I need now is to move on (yeah! yeah! Go for it!)… I have a life going forward (and not backward) and I don’t have the mood to turn back (ever!) even though I’m pulled backward (sometimes).

p.s. I’m happy that I’m gradually changing and suiting myself with the new environment. To get closer with God is even challenging but I do enjoy every single of it because I believe He’s always stay beside me. I may fear of seeing the future (what will I be in the next few years) but as long as God is there, anything is possible!