Rushed of My Feet

1 day more to go and I have to finish up the case study… Dayve, you can do it! Of course I get everything done by tomorrow… With the power of magic from the deep forest of ummm… *sot* Guess what, how I wish to have someone beside me right now… Ya, tolong sia kasi siap tu assignment. Apa ko ingat mo minta tulung suap sia? Muahahha! I can always suap you tapi jangan kasi suap sia. Muahahahah! Anyway, I’m off to bed now… Tomorrow never die… Masih ada 24 hours lagi…

p.s. Me? Celebrate Valentine’s Day? I’ve got nobody except my family dis… OK apa… I still have lots of friends to hang out just in case I’m so forlorn… Muahahah! Aiyah, last year pun inda ada celebrate Valentine’s Day bah. Relax saja bah selagi ada kawan-kawan… Paling-paling chatting or SMS lah tu… Kikikikiki~ OK… Full stop… I really need a good night sleep as my body is getting enervated. I’m outta here… See ya bisuk bisuk di sana pisuk pisuk…

Roma 5:1 – 6

Pr Wizzie sent out another Bible verses… Encouraging juga… Usually he always hantar yang mimang encouraging punya… Thanks, Pastor… :)

Rom 5:1 Sekarang kita sudah berbaik kembali dengan Allah, karena kita percaya. Dan oleh sebab itu kita hidup dalam kedamaian dengan Allah melalui Tuhan kita Yesus Kristus.
Rom 5:2 Oleh sebab kita percaya kepada Yesus, maka Ia memungkinkan kita menghayati kasih Allah, dan dengan kasih itulah kita hidup sekarang. Karena itu kita bersuka hati karena kita mempunyai harapan bahwa kita akan merasakan kebahagiaan yang diberikan Allah!
Rom 5:3 Dan lebih dari itu, kita pun gembira di dalam penderitaan, sebab kita tahu bahwa penderitaan membuat orang menjadi tekun,
Rom 5:4 dan ketekunan akan membuat orang tahan uji; inilah yang menimbulkan pengharapan.
Rom 5:5 Harapan yang seperti ini tidak akan mengecewakan kita, sebab hati kita sudah diisi oleh Allah dengan kasih-Nya. Allah melakukan itu dengan perantaraan Roh-Nya, yang sudah diberikan kepada kita.
Rom 5:6 Ketika kita dalam keadaan tidak berdaya, Kristus mati untuk kita pada waktu yang tepat yang ditentukan oleh Allah; padahal kita orang-orang yang jauh dari Allah.

Bloggers Are Hookers?

Are we? Do we? Will we? CLICK HERE TO READ BLOGGER ADALAH PELACUR

So… Logik lah kan… Sepa yang blog ni sekarang ni are HOOKERS… Buahahahaha! Wei, I blog apa sia suka mah… Nothing to do with babbling itu stodgy political topics… Tapi, sia rasa FUNNY lah bah pula addressing tu bloggers as pelacur. No further comments… Jeles kali urang yang ada masa mo tulis blog… Muahahahah~ It’s a trend, baby… It’s a trend… Nobody wants to be left behind… We’re in the mid of racing… VROOM VROOM… Eh, BREAK BREAKBRAKE BRAKE (si mark terperasan!)… Kaki sia tertinggal!!!

p.s. ketinggalan zaman sikit kalau bilang berita pasal politik… stodgy topic bah tu!

Photo of The Day: Sasha

This is a photo of Natasha Jalius Benggon (some of you might know her as she’s quite famous on the Internet… Umm.. I mean, Youtube sebab I uploaded the video bah dia menari with her other kajens). With the height of 5’7″ at the age of 15, I guess she’s cukup tinggi sudah. She’s one of my fave picks untuk dijadikan bahan untuk make-up… Coincidently, she loves make-up… I’m the one who’s going to spoil her with all those makeups – Inilah kakak diorang yang paling teruk di dunia! Hahahahah~ Anyway, love this snap so much sebab I even did the makeup… Asked her to do the posing (which I really mau lah kunun)… Ambil gambar… The rest tu, dia yang buat… I mean her expression – Perfect! I’ve promised sama dia tu yang if she passed her PMR with flying colours and inda ada yang dia gagal, I’ll buy her makeup kit turus… Sia mau bagi dia itu SASA sebab dia juga bilang balik-balik itu nama SASA macam nama dia. Hahahhahah~ I’ll pray for her success, anyway… (^_^)V More photos bukan on Sasha saja…

p.s. sorry for no updates… Been busy with KENTE and then sekarang mau kasi siap kerja for Corporate Strategy, design t-cet for big boss punya request, main coding-coding sikijap, and mo buat quizzes for church’s youth this Sabbath. They have been good these past few weeks sebab I’ve promised sama diorang yang they will always have visitation IF they behave, attend AY choir’s practices every Saturday’s evening… And (rules yang semua tu AY setuju)… They MUSTtake the BIBLE QUIZZES if they really wanted to join the trip melawat to other SDA churches – I guess that’s enough to answer this question “Apa ada sana perjumpaan AY?”. I don’t appeal to thing like “I WANT TO JOIN THE TRIP BUT I DON’T WANT TO JOIN THE ACTIVITIES”. Life must have at least 1 aim/goal so kita dapat enjoy what we’re doing dan rewarded with SATISFACTION – Aku apply dari theory kunun (minta maaf Abraham Maslow.. Hahahahahaha!). Anway, I won’t reveal our next destination sebab biarlah menjadi satu rahsia because I know there’s someone out there among the youths yang mo tau apa sia tulis sebab nanti dia bulih kasi bucur sama geng-geng yang lain. Ya, kadapatan ko di sana… Hahahahaha~

6 Random Things About Me

Link to the person who tagged you
Post the rules on your blog
Write six random things about yourself
Tag six people to your post and link to them
Let each person know they’ve been tagged and leave a
comment on their blog
Let the tagger know when your entry is up

I WAS TAGGED BY KIULUMAN (Sampai hati ko!)

So here we go;
1. I’m single and available.. Hahahaha! (This is the most interesting part sebab urang inda percaya)
2. I love my Kawaii, Rush, Mac & ND300.
3. I love to travel and take photos.
4. I love to learn something new and interesting… I do want to challenge my own limits.
5. I’m not good at listening others’ problems because I also have my own unresolved problems. So, if you ask for my advices, I might give you something that way beyond your expectations.
6. I wish to have my own house in 5 years time – It can be an apartment, condominium, or single storey.
7. I have *tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut tuttttttttttttttttt tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut*someone who is *tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut* than me. (Sepa suruh minta 6 saja)

So, Who are the next 6 people I’m gonna give this lovely tag?

1. Mamaii @ Zoe
2. Mark @ KaDus
3. Olumis
4. Pammie
5. Daphne W
6. Bobby

p.s. Jangan korang inda mo jawab these simple questions… Nanti ada yang kena tag lagi dalam FB. Muahahahah!

0′ ‘ajKENT POLO’s Encouraging Message

Hello..

There maybe days when you get up in the morning and things aren’t the way you had hoped they would be.
That’s when you have to tell yourself that things will get better.
There are times when people disappoint you and let you down.
But those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinion to keep your life focused on believing in yourself.
There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it’s up to you to accept them.
Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are.
So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself, in God and all you want your life to be.
Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.
Keep believing in God and in yourself.

THANKS AND GOD BLESS.

p.s. Thanks, 0′ ‘ajKENT POLO for such a beautiful and encouraging friendster comment. :)

I Think Of You

I Think Of You
Tata Young

When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and ’round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
It’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there’s nothing I can’t bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won’t break
Through it all I’ll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I’m all alone
I can’t see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

p.s. I think of you~ I think of you~ Sepa? Mr. Nikon… Sia belum lagi pun pigi kacau dia. Kana ampai-ampai di atas meja depan sia saja. Hahahahahah~

My Drop-Dead Gorgeous Photos

Tagged by Daphne… *Gosh!* I don’t think I have that *nubile* or *bootylicious* photos… Hahahah! Hantam sajalah…

1. Tangkap @ sertakan 3 keping gambar anda yang anda rasakan paling seksi.
2. Tak semestinya tak berpakaian atau mendedahkan. Mungkin anda rasa senyuman anda masa itu adalah seksi. Sertakan!!!
3. Nyatakan kenapa gambar itu begitu seksi di mata anda?
4. Tag 3 atau 4 rakan-rakan anda yang seksi.
5. Selamat berseksi.

My 3 *Drop-Dead Gorgeous* Photos… *yick*
Reason: It’s because I’m with my *nubile* ND300 which I love so dearly… Sia karate turus urang yang berani mo kasi apa-apa ni ND300 sia.. Heheheheh~

Reason: Sexy because of the elements of spur-of-the-moment and ingenuous! Don’t ask me why Sasha buat muka gitu… XD

Reason: Sia inda sangka ada macam-macam jenis riak muka dan posing time JJ bagi taklimat… Love working with them, anyway… Ada-ada saja jajal yang timbul. Tinguk saja si JJ sibuk buat penerangan, si Mark pula buka mulut (ko mo talan si JJ kaitu?), si Tomm gigit mulut dia (ko tigiran kaitu, tomm?), si BBKK (sia inda mo sebut nama ko sebab sia zoom mata sia sana BBKK ko) sibuk berfikir, DJ Mark*tut* dengan gaya macho (atau ko kalaparan tu?), si sumpit dengan gaya tinguk atas (apa bah ko buat tu???), Lumis pay attention butul dengan posing mengancam (kikikikikiki~), si sumandak kepanasan (tu butul air mineral dia inda mo kasi lapas pun).

I’m tagging…
1. Olumis
2. Mark
3. Mamaii
4. Girllyen

p.s. Jangan pura-pura inda terbaca ahh… Yang ada nama di sini tu mesti kasi sambung tu TAG! Muahhahaha! No excuses… Muahhahah!

Beyonce ft. R. Kelly – If I Were A Boy

If I Were A Boy
Beyonce ft. R. Kelly

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
and I’d never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you’d understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as I’m coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn’t play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it’s broken
so they’d think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)

Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can’t understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (remix,remix)

I’d listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It’s a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you’re just a boy

p.s. I like this part… If you were a boy then girl you’d understand. You need to stop listening to your friends. Love, respect and trust your man! Hekhekhek! I will trust my man. As if I got a boyfriend sudah kunun sekarang… My current bf inda akan tinggalkan sia… Why? Sebab dia inda ada kaki… Duduk saja di sana meja menunggu sia bawa dia keluar… Apa lagi kalau bukan my camera… Muahahahahahaha~

Who Am I?

What were you doing five years ago (February 2004)?
1. Living somewhere in KK.
2. Was hanging with my other Diploma friends – Daisy, Dayang, Anna, Eva, etc.
3. Was in my final semester.
4. Was happy and ‘in a relationship’.
5. Was a huge fan of Jestie Alexius and Unduk Ngadau thingy.

What were five things on your list for today?
1. Send all the photos taken during KE Next Top Entertainer 2009 to gogds sebab Callixtus mau sudah untuk kasi masuk dalam New Sabah Times.
2. Assignment!
3. To get ample of rest.
4. Talk with a friend on the phone because I need someone to share with.
5. Preparing myself for KE Next Top Entertainer’s 1st Heat on 7th February.

What are five snacks you enjoy?
1. Yam cake… Unsweetened one…
2. My mum’s Ikan masin, Tuhau & Jinaruk do Bambangan…
3. Dark Chocolate.
4. Potato Chips.
5. Fruit salads.

What are five things you’d do if you were a billionaire?
1. Charity.
2. Treat Mum & Dad and then my grandparents.
3. Make an investment in land & property.
4. Buy my own house for my future family…
5. Shop for my ND300 & buy my own 4wd… Hehehehe~

What are five jobs you’ve had?
1. Jr Audit Assistant – Boring!
2. Freelance Graphic Designer – Loving it apa lagi time design cover album for Danny F Malinggi and then worked for SAME Magazine.
3. Pigi kabun angkut buah-buahan… Ada gaji bah… Heheheheh~
4. Jual buah rambutan di Tamu Menggatal – If you ask me to jual lagi di tamu, mimang sia mo lagi buat…
5. Mongomot using linggaman, bukan sabit. And then pigi kasi injin itu padi… Dari angkat tu karung dari bawah sampai buka tu karung and then kasi masuk dalam mesin pemprosesan until kasi masuk tu habuk padi dalam karung balik sebab itupun bulih kena jual untuk kasi makan ikan… Heheheh~ If you want me to do it, sia rela sebab sia pernah sudah buat… Hehehehe~ My grandpa owned one last time bah… Kikikikikikikikiki~ Pigi ikut sampai kerja rumah kasi tinggal… Hahahah~ Ingat itu duit poket saja… hahahaha~

Who are five people you want to tag?
1. Markie Kadus
2. Bobby –> Inilah balasannya pigi miskol urang… Hahahah~
3. Daphne W
4. Pammie
5. Mamaii –> Ko kasi tinggal si sumpit saturang sampai sia ter’dera’ dia. (I feel sorry sama dia… Sorry, sumpit)

p.s. Jangan sengaja mo baca tapi inda mo ikut tag… Hahhahaha~

Makan Tahi Hidung Untuk Kesihatan

Makanlah dungot kamu... :P

I'm Admiring

HOW-TO: Write down the someone that you know or your friend’s name (e.g. A – Angelina) and then answer the questions below. Make sure to tag 5 people after that!

[A]- Anderson
[B]- Brian Scott
[C]- Callixtus Tamin
[D]- Danny F Malinggi
[E]- Elviana
[F]- Frisco Daniel
[G]- Gracy
[H]- Heary
[I]- Irenelynne
[J]- Juji
[K]- Kay Kastum
[L]- Lydia Belimbin
[M]- Mark Mojitoh
[N]- Novie Benggon
[O]- Oiga Ernest
[P]- Peter Peninting[Q]- Qhristine@Olumis
[R]- Rachell Ann Martin
[S]- Simon Bukag
[T]- Tutuguk@Constatine Vitus
[U]- Usal Jon Gavis
[V]- Van Casey
[W]- Willter Asin
[X]- (inda ada wor)
[Y]- Yan
[Z]- Zodee Eden

WHAT’S YOUR BEST MEMORY OF C : Dia kasi ingat sia pasal cerita tendang kaki di bawah meja during meeting KE yang mula-mula!
WOULD YOU EVER HOOK UP WITH J : Cannot be more than just a friend.
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF R : A very nice friend since kindergarten. How I miss her so much!
WHAT IS L’S FAVORITE THING TO DRINK : Coke? Lyd, bagitau sia gia…
WOULD S AND G EVER DATE : No lah… They don’t know each other bah…
WHAT IS THE WORD M SAYS THE MOST : Itu? Kalau cucuk saja pinggang dia tu, mimang melatah habis… Keluar semua T**T** and some other words yang bikin lawak.
WHAT IS B’S SHOE SIZE : Dunno… Nanti sia tanya dia.
DO YOU KNOW ANY SECRETS ABOUT P?: Itu? Sia bukan pengurik rahsia dia so I don’t know.
WHO IS W’S BEST FRIEND?: Ramai… Tu di kalangan Pastor tu… Hahhaha~
WOULD YOU TRUST F WITH A SECRET?: Maybe… Mo try lu bagi dia secret nanti-nanti…
DO YOU HAVE E’S PHONE NUMBER?: Of course lah bah ada… Hehehehe~
WHAT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD SITUATION YOU FOUND YOURSELF IN WITH O?: Dunno sebab I haven’t met him yet… He knows my auntie lah, by the way..
WHAT’S H’S STYLE LIKE?: Simple and comfy…
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT D, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: His VOICE!!!! Berlemak butul voice dia! I just love his voice!
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CALLED K?: I never called him cuma meninguk blog dia saja. Wahahahha~
THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH A IS : The best thing? Mau kurik dulu utak… Sia inda ingat wor~ How about DSLR? Hehehehe~
WHAT’S THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN D AND J?: They don’t know each other lor…
DOES U HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: Ada… Di sono KB…
B’S FAVORITE COLOR IS : Need to ask him first…
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT WITH Y?: With my cute and chubby sister? No way!
ARE G AND T FRIENDS?: They don’t know each other… Hehehehe~
DOES V PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?: Not sure… He plays basketball and football, anyway…
WHAT IS K’S MIDDLE NAME?: Dunno!!!!!
HAVE YOU BEEN TO Z’S HOUSE BEFORE ?: Inda paranah…
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW A MOVIE WITH R?: When we were in secondary school! Muahahahaha~
WHATS THE BEST THING ABOUT C?: Unexpected punya fikiran dan idea… Anyway, he’s a good guy… Hehehehe~
WHEN’S THE NEXT TIME YOU’LL SEE F?: As long as there is church event, dia mesti ada tu… Kalau inda pun, during wedding kawan-kawan… Muahahhah~ ND700 wor!
WHAT DO YOU AND B TALK ABOUT THE MOST?: Bible verse… He’s a Pastor whom I met when I was studying in Kuching… :)
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO TROUBLE WITH X?: Inda paranah…
WHAT WOULD K AND T BE LIKE AS A COUPLE?: Cannot… Both are MALES wor…
THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING ABOUT J IS : Dia inda pernah lagi kasitau perkembangan his BABY di KM sekarang tu… I mean his kereta ROCKY!!!
BEST MEMORY WITH H?: A nice friend… Pastor bah tu…
HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN C?: 4 years or more than that…
HOW DID YOU MEET S?: Yup… During SAME Magazine’s launching in 2007… Heheheeh~
DOES A HAVE A BF/GF?: Not sure… Kena tanya dia lah after this…
DO YOU LIVE CLOSE TO G?: Nope… She lives somewhere in Penampang.
WHAT DID YOU AND I FIGHT ABOUT LAST?: Nothing… Never fought before.
WHAT IS Q’S FAVORITE FOOD?: Aiyak… Mo tanya dia lu…
DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS WITH N?: Nope… We’ve been together since we’re tiny tots…
HOW DID YOU AND K MEET? : Nope… Not yet…
WHEN IS THE NEXT TIME YOU WILL SEE D?: Looking forward during next KE’s gathering.

—- OUT OF THE ALPHABET, WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS.. ——-
IS THE LOUDEST?: J
LIVES THE FURTHEST AWAY?: N
COULD YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE WITH?: A
IS THE QUIETEST?: R
KNOWS YOU THE BEST?: M
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? : A
WAS YOUR FRIEND FIRST: R
IS THE SMARTEST?: G

Now… I’m Tagging…
1. Mark Mojitoh
2. Lydbytes
3. Pairacy
4. Qhristine@Olumis
5. YaN

When I Cry

When I Cry
Gaither Vocal Band

Makin’ a list of all of the good things You’ve done for me
Lord, I’ve never been one to complain
But right now I’m lost and I can’t find my way
My world’s come apart and it’s breakin’ my heart
But it helps to know Your heart is breakin’ too

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
When I’ve lost someone
It takes a piece of You, too
And when I fall on my face
You fill me with grace
‘Cause nothin’ breaks Your heart
Or tears You apart
Like when I cry

Alone in the dark, face in my hands, crying out to You
Lord, there’s never been a time in my life
There’s so much at stake, there’s so much to lose
But I trust it to You
You’ll bring me through
And it helps me to know that I’m not alone

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
When I’ve lost someone
It takes a piece of You, too
And when I fall on my face
You fill me with grace
‘Cause nothin’ breaks Your heart
Or tears You apart
Like when I cry

You’re the one who calmed the raging sea
You’re the one who made the blind to see
You looked through all of heaven and eternity
And through it all you saw me…

When I cry, You cry
When I hurt, You hurt
And when I’ve lost someone it takes a piece of You, too
When I fall on my face, You fill me with grace
Nothing breaks your heart, or tears you apart
Like when I cry

p.s. I believe HE is there even though I’ve been hurt… I can feel HE is there and I know I’m on the right path because HE always leads me and guide me all the way… HE answers my prayers all the times… I know HE is here with me… At the moment… When I Cry… *and of course when I’m HAPPY also!*

Buat Kerja…

Sia lupa sudah ni kerja kalau bukan si Mark kasi ingat sia balik… So, sia bagi masa dalam masa 1 jam untuk kasi siap… FYI, sia baru bangun and turus mengadap sama MAC sia dengan mata berbilas… Yang penting, kerja siap dulu… Heheheheheh~ Then, sia mo pigi buat transmogrification. Nanti sia bagitau sama yang ada dalam list sia saja… Hehehehehehehe~ Biarlah korang guessing right now… I leave you all with question marks!

p.s. Ada urang bilang sia tambirang buat kerja sebab sia di rumah saja kalau siang hari dan nampak relax saja. Hello… Kalau bilang sia tambirang… Jadi, apakah ini design dalam newspaper? Silap-silap ko pigang kamera pun indatau, shutter speed mo set pun indatau, apa lagi mo pigi pigang Illustrator (ini kali ko indatau apa benda lagi ni). Sorry for my two-fisted tapi inilah kenyataan hidup dan bukan sibuk mo mengumpat saja di belakang orang… At least, sia happy sebab ko ingat sia dalam otak ko. Terima kasih banyak-banyak. Keep on serving with more juicy stories, I’m sure lama-lama urang pun meluat sama cerita ‘youw’. Sia inda sabar mo dingar versi cerita seterusnya dari ko…God Bless You… Aku tau bah ko sepa, jan ko susah sebab sia inda benci ko tapi sia benci itu attitude ko. Hakhakhakahak! Mintak maaf, dbos-fm. Aku menggunakan lagi itu gambar dari tampat ko… Muahahahahahaha~ Inda ada masa mo scan bah sebab sibuk…

Life is Hard

Life Is Hard (God Is Good) – Pam Thum

You turn the key
Then close the door behind you
Drop your bags on the floor
You reach for the light
But there’s darkness deep inside
And you can’t take it anymore

‘Cause sometimes living takes the life out of you
And sometimes living is all you can do

Life is hard, the world is cold
We’re barely young and then we’re old
But every falling tear is always understood
Yes, life is hard, but God is good

You start to cry
‘Cause you’ve been strong for so long
And that’s not how you feel
You try to pray
But there’s nothing left to say
So you just quietly kneel

In the silence of all that you face
God will give you His mercy and grace

Jesus never said
It was an easy road to travel
He only said that you would never be alone
So when your last thread of hope
Begins to come unraveled
Don’t give up, He walks beside you
On this journey home and He knows

Life is hard, the world is cold
We’re barely young and then we’re old
But every falling tear is always understood
Yes, life is hard, but God is good

p.s. This song really makes me wanna cry out loud! There are some of my friends who told me about what these some people are talking behind me. Thanks for telling me the names of those persons. At least I know that they are not whom they are (two-faces and face saving) and I know they will read this (that’s why I deliberately post this lyrics).

Devil In Details

A young and nervous bride planning her wedding was increasingly terrified about her upcoming marriage. To calm her nerves, she decided to have a Bible verse which had always brought her comfort (1 John 4:18, “There is no fear in love; for perfect love casts out fear”) engraved on her wedding cake. So she called the caterer and all arrangements were made.

About a week before the wedding, she received a call from the catering company. “Is this really the verse you want on your cake?” they asked. Yes, she confirmed, it was the one she wanted, and after a few more questions they said they would decorate the cake as requested.

The wedding day came, and everything was beautiful…until the reception, when the bride walked in to find the cake emblazoned with John 4:18 (Not 1 John 4:18) : “For you have had five husbands, and the one whom you now have is not your husband.”

Music Survey

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question. NO CHEATING!
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. Comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?

You’re Not Sorry (Taylor Swift) – Hahahahaha! Kenapalah I have this song! I’m in the monotonous life right now and how I wish I can have that hectic life very very soon as I don’t quite like to be someone who’s left behind. Yalah, semua urang sibuk kerja sendiri and I don’t have something to do dan paling teruk, mengacau orang saja. My life is so BORING! Huahuahuahua! Opps! I have to answer this question based on the title kan? Ya, I dislike the attitude of saying that he/she is sorry tapi pada hakikatnya he/she does not mean it. Inda sincere dan hanya untuk mau rip the benefits lepas tu kasi tinggal bila inda berguna sudah. Kuangkuangkuang! Tinguk dulu bah sepa main game. Kalau belum pernah main game, better berlatih guna itu PS3 or Wii!!!! Muahahahah~

2) Will you get far in life?

Dear Life (Chantal Kreviazuk) – I’m over playin’ with your massive ego… Still I keep on holding on for dear life… Muahahahah! Entahlah… Aku pun enggak tau sih…

3) What’s your best friend’s theme song?

Kill The Remix (The Masochist) – Hahahahah~ Never asked what kind of song that she’s into… Hahahahah~

4) What is the story of your life?

Far Away (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Past, Present or Future? Hahaha~ I have a life which is full with thorns and thistles… Tapi, if only you can understand this “Make me believe in you. Honestly for real, one thing true. Take me in, in your arms. Wandering alone seems so far. Let me know that you made it as far as forever, Let me know that you hear when I cry if you can…  You’re far away from me. You’re far away from me. You’re far away from me. Come a little closer. Just a little, oh…”

5) What was high school like?

Smack Into You (John McLaughlin) - Apa ni??? Lagu sintan tapi the question is about my high school… Apa sia mo jawab? Inda ada relations pun… Inverse relationship.. How about sia bilang I had A FEW *silent* admirers and some boyfriends? Paling lama punya kisah sintan pun mo dakat 3 tahun then we’re done sebab badan inda sexy! Muahahahah~ I wonder if dia masih ingat lagi itu statement dia yang bilang macam kayu balak saja sia ni… That’s the funniest statement yang sia inda dapat lupa sampai sekarang and nanti sia mo kasi main-main dia tu. Well, kasi jadi bahan lawak sajalah bah… Kada kotogod, biasalah kan mo kasi relate sama itu sintan sama high school… Kalau bilang cerita itu high school – Paling baguslah sia tondila bila Mr. Lee Wah Ban angkat tu sijil tinggi-tinggi sampai sia pusing kepala pigi kanan (which that time itu cikgu-cikgu semua duduk di sana… During assembly juga) and sia tondila (tondila sama cikgu-cikgu)! Dalam hati sia bilang, “Gosh! Embarrassing!!!!!” Pasal skulah, I had fun there for 5 years – Camping, Abseiling, Counseling (inda payah cakap), Kerja Amal, etc… Paling sia rasa susah mo lupa gara-gara kamirang mo study untuk PMR saja dan terlampau rajin… Siorang baca buku rujukan bila time tu untuk baca buku cerita. Turus kena suruh lari round padang sekolah 2 rounds. Itu boyfriend dari tingkat 3 di atas sana punyalah katawa diorang semua. Bikin malu! Friends? Ramai… Di sanalah sia jumpa diorang Zodee yang jajal (sekarang jadi cikgu sudah lor), Harry, Rosemary, Julie, Bivient, Livia, Surianee, John Jeffry (sekarang makeup artist wor), etc. Belum lagi sia jumpa kawan sia yang jadi Datuk. Yang ada pun bakal mo jadi Dr sudah sebab mo habis sudah PhD dia. Woah! *full stop and I know mimang ada keluar tajuk*

6) How can you get ahead with life?

Breathe (Lee Carr) – Bernafas lah bah… Muahahahaha! Bagus butul jawapan untuk ini… Hahahahah~

7) What’s the best thing about your friends?

Stuck With Each Other (Shontelle) – Inda payahlah sia explain… Stuck with each other saja… Heheheheheh~

8) Describe your grandparents.

Seventeen Forever (Metro Station) – Huahuahuahuahuahuahuahua! Lawak!!!!! Kalaulah butul-butul gini… Hahahahhhaha~

9) How’s your life going?

Feels Like Home (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Selalu saja di rumah… So, you can expect how my life’s going on… BBTV – Bangun, Belajar, Tidur, Voiceless… Muahahahahah!

10) What will be played at my funeral?

I Believe (R. Kelly) – Palis palis! Don’t ever play this song lah.. Nanti turus sia bangun balik wor… Muahahahah~ Paling Palis… Bulihkah ini soalan jangan ada pasal funeral… Mulau…

11) Will you have a happy life?

Time (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Time will tell whether I will lead a happy life or not… It all depends on my decision because my own happiness is in my hand now… I hold my own future and of course I ask God to help me…

12) What do your friends really think of you?

Surrounded (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Entahlah… Yang sia tau sia ada ramai kawan… I’m grateful to have them and of course they are more precious than a thousand diamonds.

13) Do people secretly lust after you?

Hallelujah (Alexandra Burke) - Uii… Apa ni ooo? Mulau! I don’t know about those secret lusts… Biarlah diorang… Apa sia paduli… Buat bodoh saja bah… Hahahhah~

14) How can you make yourself happy?

Born To Love You Forever (Charice) – Muahahahah! I guess this title said it all…

15) Will you ever have children?

Come Back To Me (Utada Hikaru) - Come back to me kan? Well, I wish to have children juga gia… Kalau ramai pun bagus juga sebab I don’t want them to feel the loneliness of ‘just-the-2-of-us’… Punya sadis tu! Will I ever have children… Itu sia serahkan sama God… I may only pray to Him… Heheheheh~

16) What song would you strip to?

Fuck You Bitch (DJ Verstarker) - Sot sot sot!

17) What does your mom think of you?

Melbourne Shuffle (Internal External) – My mom ingat sia punya life macam shuffle… Hahahahah~ I think so… Hahahahahah~

18) What is your deep, dark secret?

Prisoner of Love (Utada Hikaru) - Korang carilah tu lirik lagu dia… Itulah dark secret sia… Hahahahahahah~

19) What is your enemy’s theme song?

Just Do It (Lisa “Left Eye” Lopes) – Maybelah ini lagu theme song untuk diorang… Hahahahaha~ I don’t know and who cares… Tiada urang mo cari pasal sama diorang bah atau mo bermusuh kalau bukan diorang sendiri mula dan saja mo cari pasal.

20) What’s your personality like?

Julia (Chantal Kreviazuk) – Korang cari itu lirik dia… Gitu laitu kalau korang bulih faham metaphore dia… Heheheheh~

21) What will be played at your wedding?

If I Were A Boy (Beyonce feat. R. Kelly) – Aku inda mau ini lagu kena kasi main kalau sia kahwin… Sia mau lagu Dusun kena kasi nyanyi… Kalau inda, itu si LUGU sia import dari Jipun untuk menyanyi Tompu Kirik Kirik… Hahahahah~ (Ya, sia faham tu ada urang yang minat butul mo baca ini pasal KAHWIN… Sia tau ko membaca dalam diam tu, Tomm! Sia tunggu si ko dulu kawin then si Kidit then yang lain-lain tu… Sia kasi balakang-balakang sebab sia punya kangkarud si ND300 suka kena pigang-pigang saja… Wei, Nikon… Nikon!)

Now… I’m tagging:

1. daphne santor
2. wel
3. pammie joeh
4. olumis
5. mamaii