Thank You For The Birthday Wishes!

Today… 10th October… Is my birthday… I’m a year older now and I’m really grateful to be able to reach at this age… And, of course… I’m so glad (yet thankful) to receive all those birthday wishes from all of you… I really appreciate them all especially when you remember my exact birthday… Hehehehe~ Anyway, I won’t be having any birthday party this year as I have tons of assignments piling up. Apa boleh buat lah as long as sia inda kena during my birthday saja pun cukuplah. Hehehehehe~

p.s. Thanks for those yang bagi SMS as early as 12.00AM ahh… Including juga those who wished me (in advance) as early as 4 days…

With lots of Loves,

Davelynne @ Sumandak

The Greatest Pain In Life

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life

is not to die,

but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so much

to another who doesn’t care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party…

and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth

neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don’t care.

The greatest pain in life,

is not to die,

but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another’s great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,

just saying “hi”.

When you show someone your innermost thoughts

and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be

too busy to console you

when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,

is you.

Life is full of pain,

but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,

and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play

in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind

to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends

you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored…

forgotten…

as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago. Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented. Remember that when going through life, you can’t judge a sad, lonely, or suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and show them that you care.

A Friendster Survey

Does anyone know your password to your friendster besides yourself?

*Nope… I keep only for myself.

What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?

*McChicken Burger, Apple Pie & Fries

Are you an emotional person?

*Maybe…

Do you like your name?

*Yes. One of a kind…

Do you believe in love at first sight?

*Nope… It’d say it’s a crush if it’s a love at first sight… Or more likely an infatuated love.

Ever felt jealous of your friend?

*Nope.. It’s baseless and useless!

What was the last thing you did?

*Having a short conversation with a friend over the phone.

Who is right next to you?

*My blue teddy bear…

Who were the last persons you ate with?

*My dad & bro…

What song are you listening to right now?

*The Heart of Worship.

Hows the weather right now ?

*Hot Hot Hot… I wonder if it’s going to rain later in the evening.

Last person who called you today?

*Am…

???

*Huh?!

Last song you sang?

*Whitney Houston’s I Will Always Love You

Do you like anyone?

*Yes… Those who always treat me nice…

Lost a friendship over something stupid?

*Nope…

Last beverage you drank?

*Hot Chocolate…

Last food you ate?

*Bread with chocolate spread made by my bro.

What did you do last night?

*Went to Marketing class, chat with Loraine about Zodee’s Wedding, SMS Zodee, later on chat with tutuguk & win before hit the sack.

Faked being sick to miss school?

*Hahahaha~ Yes! I always did that during my school time…

What time did you wake up today?

*8am!

Last person you talked to?

*Am…

Last person you made fun of?

*tutuguk

What are you wearing right now?

*stripped top and brown pants

Are you too quiet to ask anyone out?

*Yup… Sometimes…

What is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?

*his eyes~

Where are you right now?

*in my bedroom

What date and day is it?

*Sunday, 5th October 2008

Did you go anywhere today?

*Went to the Church this morning to attend Pathfinders’ meeting. Well, I had something for them actually with the presence of Pastor & the church Youth Director also.

What did you do there?

*Asked the kids to form into groups and gave them the case studies! Hahaha~

Where else are you going today?

*At home… Doing my assignments.

Are you watching TV?

*Barely… Don’t have time for it now… I’m way too busy to waste my times in front of TV.

Are you mature or immature?

*Depends…

Are you closer to your mom or dad?

*Both…

When was your last kiss?

*That was about 4 years ago… I guess.

What school do you go to?

*Some universities in Malaysia… Hahahahah~

Whats the most annoying thing people say to you?

*Gossiping… Anything which is not true.

Do you like music?

*I’ll die without one!

Do you want to get married?

*Yes… Of course!

to whom?

*I don’t know because I don’t even have a boyfriend or even the candidate right now. Just leave it to God bah…

My Wishes To All of You

To all the bloggers out there…

And those who have been a regular visitor, rare visitor, online buddies…

Have a nice weekend, guys!

And I hope it’s not too late to wish all of my Muslim friends…

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

(Sorry if I broke your heart ahh sometimes..)

To my dearest high school friend,

Mr Zodee Eden a.k.a Cikgu Zodee

Congratulations! Sorry, can’t attend your wedding. Jan marah ah~

To my Abang Juri,

Love you, Abang Juri… Don’t forget to bring Uyoi along when you’re coming to KK. I’ll treat you both!

To all my friends,

Have a blessed Sabbath Day!

To my best gang (ever) who always share about his new baby,

Juji

Don’t forget to take some pics of your newly *face-lifted* Rocky! Sepa suruh ko kasi jangkit sia pasal 4×4! Now I’m getting addicted sudah sama all of these, including offroading!

To all my schoolmates, collegemates, coursemates (what else ah?)….

You know who you are… You’re always my pal indeed~ Sorry if I did hurt you sometimes.

To my dearie pal Elwin,

You know what I mean… Take a break, sometimes… Cukuplah bah tu kerja saja.

To all KaDus Entertainment members,

Let me know if there’s hot & juicy news sometimes… I’d like to know juga bah!

To myself… *sob sob*

I just hate to get sick *again*!

Last but not least,

To those who have been adding me into their Friendster, Flickr, Picasa, Adventist Online, Facebook & Myspace (I’ve just created one)

What else do I need to say? Hehehe~

I Smile To Hide The PAIN

I don’t know what I’m feeling right now… I’m trying to gather my courage… I’ve promised myself that I won’t cry even though it really hurts deep inside my heart but sometimes I find it’s too difficult to deny the painfulness. It really awkward… I do feel it’s too strange to find myself smiling while I’m in pains… I smile when I’m nervous, I smile when I want to sad, I smile when I’m sad, I smile when I don’t know what to talk with the person, I smile when I find I’m stupid, I smile when I am happy, I smile when I feel it’s weird, I smile when I miss him, I smile when talking to him, I smile when I’m in pains, I smile when I just don’t know what else to do… You may call me crazy but… I just can’t stop from smiling…

I Smile to Hide the Pain

I smile and laugh to hide what I feel

Even when the pain gets unreal

I joke and play everyday

While inside I hide my dismay

I look like I’m happy

While I really feel shabby

When I turn away

To find another way

To hide in my eyes

A sorrow inside

As grey as the skies

Then I smile to hide

Travisa Delores Browing

Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering

There will be Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering which will be held on 18 October 2008. I’ve been designing things for KE since 2005. For more information on the gathering, click here, dbos also has posted the news here. They pilih the 3rd design… Simple saja bah tu (I’m in a rush mo buat kerja banyak bah)…

p.s. Local artistes mimang ramai yang datang… Papier Mache pun dijangka datang wor~

Listless + Photos = *Unknown Situation*

I didn’t get enough of sleep yesterday as I had to finish up our group assignment which needs to be submitted tomorrow (23/9/2008). I fell asleep on the couch – I hadn’t get enough of rest since last Tuesday lagi and then hang out with friends on Friday… Pigi cari makan-makan… Yesterday was a bit tensed… Then, I went to have my hair snipped into something which I haven’t done since 8 years ago. I thought it was a total disaster, crash or something awful! MMS-ed my new look to a friend – Nasiblah itu kawan comment yang bagus-bagus, kalau inda… Turus sia kasi BUTAK. Hahahahaha… Kidding! Anyway, I won’t post any photos of mine for the time being. Nanti takut ada urang kena stroke. Enjoy the latest photos taken during Pathfinder activities at the church last Sunday. Ambil gambar untuk kasi hilang rasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat!

p.s. I’m trying to get all things fixed by tomorrow.