Friday 21 April 2006

Manfaat Senyum

Senyum membuat Anda lebih menarik
Orang yg banyak tersenyum memiliki daya tarik. Orang yang suka tersenyum membuat perasaan orang disekitarnya nyaman dan senang. Orang yang selalu merengut, cemburut, mengerutkan kening, dan menyeringai membuat orang-orang disekeliling tidak nyaman. Dipastikan orang yang banyak tersenyum memiliki banyak teman.

Senyum mengubah perasaan
Jika Anda sedang sedih, cobalah tersenyum. Senyuman akan membuat perasaan menjadi lebih baik. Menurut penelitian, senyum bisa memperdayai tubuh sehingga perasaan berubah..

Senyum menular
Ketika seseorang tersenyum, ia akan membuat suasana menjadi lebih riang. Orang disekitar Anda pasti akan ikut tersenyum dan merasa lebih bahagia

Senyum menghilangkan stres
Stres bisa terlihat di wajah. Senyuman bisa menghilangkan mimik lelah, bosan, dan sedih. Ketika anda stres,ambil waktu untuk tersenyum. Senyuman akan mengurangi stres dan membuat pikiran lebih jernih.

Senyum meningkatkan imunitas
Senyum membuat sistem imun bekerja lebih baik. Fungsi imun tubuh bekerja maksimal saat seseorang merasa rileks. Menurut penelitian, flu dan batuk bisa hilang dengan senyum.

Senyum menurunkan tekanan darah
Tidak percaya? Coba Anda mencatat tekanan darah saat anda tidak tersenyum dan catat lagi tekanan darah saat anda tersenyum saat diperiksa. Tekanan darah saat Anda tersenyum pasti lebih rendah.

Senyum melepas endorphin, pemati rasa alamiah, dan serotonin
Senyum ibarat obat alami. Senyum bisa menghasilkan endorphin, pemati rasa alamiah, dan serotonin. Ketiganya adalah hormon yang bisa mengendalikan rasa sakit.

Senyum membuat awet muda
Senyuman menggerakkan banyak otot . Akibatnya otot wajah terlatih sehingga anda tidak perlu melakukan face lift. Dijamin dengan banyak tersenyum Anda akan terlihat lebih awet muda.

Senyum membuat Anda kelihatan sukses
Orang yg tersenyum terlihat lebih percaya diri,terkenal, dan bisa diandalkan. Pasang senyum saat rapat atau bertemu dengan klien. Pasti kolega Anda akan melihat Anda lebih baik.

Senyum membuat orang berpikir positif
Coba lakukan ini: pikirkan hal buruk sambil tersenyum. Pasti susah. Penyebabnya, ketika Anda tersenyum,tubuh mengirim sinyal “hidup adalah baik”. Sehingga saat tersenyum, tubuh menerimanya sebagai anugerah.

Saturday 1 April 2006

Inspirational Poem of the Day


If you own a Bible, you are abundantly blessed-about 1/3 of the world doesn’t have access to one.
If you freely attend a church meeting without fear, then you are more blessed than over 1/3 of the world.
If you have a brother and sister in Christ that will pray with you and for you, then you benefit from a spiritual unity, bond, and agreement, which the gates of hell can’t stand against.
If you attend a church with a church family that offers you one word of encouragement, you are blessed with some form of fellowship.
If you try each day to intimate our Lord Jesus Christ for even a minute, you are blessed because you show a willingness to grow up in Him.
If you have a voice to sing His praises, a voice to witness God’s love, and a voice to share the gospel, you are blessed. About 1/3 of the world doesn’t even know who the one God is.
If you have conviction to stand fast upon His word and He promises, no matter what, you are blessed because you are learning patience, endure
If you wake up each morning with more health than illness, you are blessed to rise and shine, to live and to serve in a new day.
If you have anyone on the world, just one person that loves you and listen to you; count this a blessing.
If you pray for someone else, you are blessed because you want to help others also.
If you have any earthly family that even halfway loves and support you, you are blessed beyond measure.
If you hold someone’s hand, hug another person, touch someone on the shoulder, you are blessed because you can offer God’s healing touch.
If you can share a word of encouragement with someone else, and do it with God’s love in your heart, you are blessed you have learned how to give.
If you can go to bed tonight, knowing that God loves you, you are blessed beyond measure.
If you can read this message, you are more blessed than about 2/3 of the world.
In your life, don’t asked God to take away your pain,
Because it’s not for Him to take away, but for you to give it up.
Don’t asked God to grant you patience,
Because patience is a by-product of tribulations, it’s not granted, but earned.
Don’t asked God to give you happiness,
Because He’ll give you blessings, and happiness is up to you.
Don’t asked God to spare you pain,
Because suffering draws you apart from worldly care and bring you closer to Him.
Don’t asked God to make your spirit grow,
Because you must grow on your own, but He’ll prune you to make you faithful.
Don’t asked God for all things that you might enjoy life,
Because He’ll give you life so that you may enjoy all things.
But, asked God to help you LOVE others as much as He loves you!

[[HAPPY SABBATH ALL!]]

Wednesday 22 March 2006

Differences Between Like and Love

Differences Between Like and Love

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can’ t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can’t look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

Author Unknown

Friday 3 March 2006

Look Before You Rip Your "GAS"

One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.

Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way home from work. Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home. On my way, I passed by a small diner and the odor of baked beans was more than I could stand. With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk off any ill effects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans.

All the way home, I made sure that I released all the gas.

Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see me and exclaimed delightedly: ‘Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight.’

He then blindfolded me and led me to my chair at the dinner table. I took a seat and just as he was about to remove my blindfold, the telephone rang. He made me promise not to touch the blindfold until he returned and went to answer the call.

The baked beans I had consumed were still affecting me and the pressure was becoming most unbearable, so while my husband was out of the room I seized the opportunity, shifted my weight to one leg and let one go. It was not only loud, but it smelled like a fertilizer truck running over a skunk in front of a pulpwood mill. I took my napkin from my lap and fanned the air around me vigorously.

Then, shifting to the other cheek, I ripped off three more. The stink was worse than cooked cabbage.

Keeping my ears carefully tuned to the conversation in the other room, I went on like this for another few minutes.

The pleasure was indescribable. When eventually the telephone farewells signaled the end of my freedom, I quickly fanned the air a few more times with my napkin, placed it on my lap and folded my hands back on it feeling very relieved and pleased with myself.

My face must have been the picture of innocence when my husband returned, apologizing for taking so long. He asked me if I had peeked through the blindfold, and I assured him I had not.

At this point, he removed the blindfold, and twelve dinner guests seated around the table chorused: ‘Happy Birthday!’

I fainted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday 15 February 2006

Makna Cinta

This is a story which I read over the Internet… Jan tanya sia di mana sebab sia inda sempat sudah mo ingat link dia because I saved this in my HD.
Suami saya adalah seorang yang sederhana, saya mencintai sifatnya yang alami dan saya menyukai perasaan hangat yang muncul di perasaan saya, ketika saya bersandar di bahunya yang bidang. Tiga tahun dalam masa perkenalan, dan dua tahun dalam masa pernikahan, saya harus akui, bahwa saya mulai merasa lelah, alasan-alasan saya mencintainya dulu telah berubah menjadi sesuatu yang menjemukan. Saya seorang wanita yang sentimentil dan benar-benar sensitif serta berperasaan halus. Saya merindukan saat-saat romantis seperti seorang anak yang menginginkan permen. Tetapi semua itu tidak pernah saya dapatkan. Suami saya jauh berbeda dari yang saya harapkan. Rasa sensitif-nya kurang. Dan ketidakmampuannya dalam menciptakan suasana yang romantis dalam pernikahan kami telah mementahkan semua harapan saya akan cinta yang ideal.
Suatu hari, saya beranikan diri untuk mengatakan keputusan saya kepadanya, bahwa saya menginginkan perceraian.
“Mengapa?”, tanya suami saya dengan terkejut.
“Saya lelah, kamu tidak pernah bisa memberikan cinta yang saya inginkan,” jawab saya.
Suami saya terdiam dan termenung sepanjang malam di depan komputernya, tampak seolah-olah sedang mengerjakan sesuatu, padahal tidak. Kekecewaan saya semakin bertambah, seorang pria yang bahkan tidak dapat mengekspresikan perasaannya, apalagi yang bisa saya harapkan darinya?
Dan akhirnya suami saya bertanya, “Apa yang dapat saya lakukan untuk merubah pikiran kamu?”
Saya menatap matanya dalam-dalam dan menjawab dengan pelan,”Saya punya pertanyaan, jika kau dapat menemukan jawabannya di dalam perasaan saya, saya akan merubah pikiran saya: “Seandainya, saya menyukai setangkai bunga indah yg ada di tebing gunung. Kita berdua tahu jika kamu memanjat gunung itu, kamu akan mati. Apakah kamu akan memetik bunga itu untuk saya?”
Dia termenung dan akhirnya berkata, “Saya akan memberikan jawabannya besok.” Perasaan saya langsung gundah mendengar responnya.
Keesokan paginya, dia tidak ada di rumah, dan saya menemukan selembar kertas dengan oret-oretan tangannya dibawah sebuah gelas yang berisi susu hangat yang bertuliskan……
“Sayang, saya tidak akan mengambil bunga itu untukmu, tetapi ijinkan saya untuk menjelaskan alasannya.”
Kalimat pertama ini menghancurkan perasaan saya.
Saya melanjutkan untuk membacanya.
“Kamu selalu pegal-pegal pada waktu ‘teman baik kamu’ datang setiap bulannya, dan saya harus memberikan tangan saya untuk memijat kaki kamu yang pegal. Kamu senang diam di rumah, dan saya selalu kuatir kamu akan menjadi ‘aneh’. Saya harus membelikan sesuatu yang dapat menghibur kamu di rumah atau meminjamkan lidah saya untuk menceritakan hal-hal lucu yang saya alami. Kamu selalu terlalu dekat menonton televisi, terlalu dekat membaca buku, dan itu tidak baik untuk kesehatan mata kamu. Saya harus menjaga mata saya agar ketika kita tua nanti, saya masih dapat menolong mengguntingkan kuku kamu dan mencabuti uban kamu. Tangan saya akan memegang tangan kamu, membimbing kamu menelusuri pantai, menikmati matahari pagi dan pasir yang indah. Menceritakan warna-warna bunga yang bersinar dan indah seperti cantiknya wajah kamu. Tetapi Sayang, saya tidak akan mengambil bunga indah yang ada di tebing gunung itu hanya untuk mati. Karena, saya tidak sanggup melihat air mata kamu mengalir. Sayang, saya tahu, ada banyak orang yang bisa mencintai kamu lebih dari saya mencintai kamu. Untuk itu Sayang, jika semua yang telah diberikan tangan saya, kaki saya, mata saya tidak cukup buat kamu, saya tidak bisa menahan kamu untuk mencari tangan, kaki, dan mata lain yang dapat membahagiakan kamu.”
Air mata saya jatuh ke atas tulisannya dan membuat tintanya menjadi kabur, tetapi saya tetap berusaha untuk terus membacanya.
“Dan sekarang, Sayang, kamu telah selesai membaca jawaban saya. Jika kamu puas dengan semua jawaban ini, dan tetap menginginkan saya untuk tinggal di rumah ini, tolong bukakan pintu rumah kita, saya sekarang sedang berdiri di sana menunggu jawaban kamu. Jika kamu tidak puas dengan jawaban saya ini, Sayang, biarkan saya masuk untuk membereskan barang-barang saya, dan saya tidak akan mempersulit hidup kamu. Percayalah, bahagia saya adalah bila kamu bahagia.”
Saya segera berlari membuka pintu dan melihatnya berdiri di depan pintu dengan wajah penasaran sambil tangannya memegang susu dan roti kesukaan saya.
Oh, kini saya tahu, tidak ada orang yang pernah mencintai saya lebih dari dia mencintai saya. Itulah cinta, di saat kita merasa cinta itu telah berangsur-angsur hilang dari perasaan kita, karena kita merasa dia tidak dapat memberikan cinta dalam wujud yang kita inginkan, maka cinta itu sesungguhnya telah hadir dalam wujud lain yang tidak pernah kita bayangkan sebelumnya. Seringkali yang kita butuhkan adalah memahami wujud cinta dari pasangan kita, dan bukan mengharapkan wujud tertentu. Karena cinta tidak selalu harus berwujud “bunga”.

Monday 13 February 2006

Unknown Inspirational *Thingy* For Monday

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said… NO.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said… NO.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a NO.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said….

You’re not pretty but you’re beautiful.
I don’t want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away… I’d DIE…

Friday 3 February 2006

They Don't Ever Cost a Thing


  1. If you could hear me, I would say that our finger prints don’t fade from the lives we’ve touched.
  2. Breathe. Then be so happy that it escapes from your bones and your heart will beat in ways that it didn’t before.
  3. I love the person I’ve become because I fought to become her.gossip girl quotes | Tumblr
  4. It feels so good to know that you’re not alone anymore. To be all alone again? A little hard, I guess. There are times when you’re broken into pieces. Don’t even feel like you still exist. Why are we  so fragile? Some people just continue to stay with what hurts them the most. At the end of the day, I guess no-one wants to feel empty inside. Maybe, that’s why some people find moving on is so hard to do.  Something that has hurt you once will hurt you again. Haven’t we learned anything?
  5. You are proof that God is an artist. He took you and took your sin. He made you clean, washed white with blood. You became a canvas for Him to paint images of grace and glory upon. you became a blank page for Him to write sonnets of peace and love, and He named you worthy. You became a stone slab which God is now chipping away at, creating in you a new heart and shaping you into who you were always meant to be: His child. God is an artist.
  6. I want my heart and my passions to be the most beautiful things about me. she
  7. Two things you will learn in life: one, that the sound of someone else’s heartbeat next to your own is like putting a shell to your ear and hearing the ocean’s roar and echo inside of it. And two, the best kind of naked is when you’ve undressed, not for sex, but understanding- when the person in the same room watches you remove your jeans or your t-shirt, and they don’t want to see the skin underneath, they want to see your soul.
  8. I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.
  9. The world is heavy, but your bones (just a cubic inch) can hold 19,000 pounds. Ounce for ounce, they are stronger than steel. Atom for atom, you are more precious than diamonds, and stars have died so that you may live. You need to remember these things when you say that you are weak and worthless.
  10. Sometimes, you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there, thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly, you just don’t feel lat home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably  wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. there used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else, but just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you feel are foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again, but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much as a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.
  11. The mind is not a vessel to be filled, but a fire to be ignited.
  12. There are so many fragile things, after all. People break easily, and so do dreams and hearts.
  13. We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl against a wall is romance. Sex is easy. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden, they find themselves holding hands and they don’t know how that happened.
  14. I can’t say that I’m mad at you, because I’m not. I can’t say that I hate you, because I don’t. And I can’t say that I’m done or that I’ll never talk to you again, because I know that I’m not. And I know that I will. But I can say that I hope and that I pray, that if you really do care about me at all, like you claim that you do, that you will stop setting me up, that you will stop saying things that you know you don’t mean. 
  15. One of the saddest things in the world is when two people, who at one time, knew everything about one another, act like strangers.When the ground starts shaking, you gotta know when you got a good thing.
  16. We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art, because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren’t going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how you’re feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can’t.
  17. Looking back over a lifetime, you see that love was the answer to everything.
  18. One of my philosophy professors lectured wildly about love once, yelling: “When you’re in love with someone, that person is the lighthouse of your universe.” ( I scrawled it inside Science and Poetry in pencil- lighthouse of your universe- as if I would ever forget that phrase.) He was a delightful caricature of his position. I could swear he literally tore his hair out while howling at us. He went on, “Nothing means as much without that person.” One of the men in the class repeated, incredulous, half-laughing, “So you’re saying you can’t enjoy, like, a vacation, without someone if you’re really in love with them?” “Of course not.” the professor replied. “Not completely. You recognize beauty, but beauty means less if they don’t witness it with you. Beauty is less. You see something sublime and your first thought is that they should be there with you. It’s not as good without them. They illuminate. They make everything more.“
  19. What matters most is how well you walk through the fire.
  20. When you love someone, there’s a pattern for the way you come together. You might not even realize it, but your bodies are choreographed; a touch on the hip, a stroke of the hair. A staccato kiss, break away, a longer one. It’s a routine, but not in the boring sense of the word. It’s just the way you’ve learned to fit.


A Worm Regard To A Friend

Dear Ah Lian,

Thanks you for your letter. Wrong time no see you. How everything? For me, I am quiet find. You say in your letter your taukeh soh want you to chain your look? Somemore you must wear kick kok soo, hope you can wok properly.

You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where company now. Last week, he take I, Muthu & few of his friend to May Nonut to eat barger. After that he take we all go to kalah ok.Muthu sing and sing no stop until the sky bright.Next week, my father mother going to sellerbread 20 years annie wear sari. My father mother going to give a fist to all the kampong people. So you must come with your hole family.

I only hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you and to me. Better I e-meow you, you e-meow me. I will ketchup with you soon. And when you got time, please few free to call me. Goo bye…..

Worm regard,
Ah Beng

p.s. So hilarious! I e-meow you, you e-meow me… Ya, meow meow~

Thursday 12 January 2006

Aku Seorang CEO

Ingin aku ceritakan sedikit tentang kisah hidup aku. Aku dilahirkan di dalam sebuah keluarga yang sederhana. Kedua ibubapa ku adalah guru.

Alhamdulillah. Aku dianugerahkan oleh Allah akal yang cerdik. Dalam usia 18 tahun aku telah mendapat biasiswa untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke luar negara iaitu di negara matahari terbit, Jepun. Aku mengambil jurusan Kejuruteraan dan masa beberapa tahun disana aku fasih bertutur dalam bahasa Jepun.

Selepas bertungkus- lumus hampir 5 tahun akhirnya aku berjaya mendapat segulung Ijazah. Aku tidak terus balik ke tanah air sebaliknya aku mengambil keputusan untuk terus menetap di sini dan bekerja untuk mengambil sedikit pengalaman. Dalam usia semuda 23 tahun aku bekerja sebagai Eksekutif di sebuah firma terkemuka Jepun.

Aku cepat menyerap segala ilmu yang dipelajari semasa bekerja di sini. 3 tahun lebih bekerja akhirnya aku mendapat kepercayaan pihak pengurusan dan dinaikkan pangkat dari Eksekutif ke penolong pengurus dan seterusnya menjadi Pengurus termuda didalam Firma tersebut. Hampir 6 tahun bekerja dis ana akhirnya aku diarahkan oleh majikan aku untuk pulang ke Malaysia.

Mereka telah melakukan pelaburan di Malaysiadan telah membuka sebuah Firma baru di sini dan akulah orang yang paling layak untuk mengendalikan firma mereka disini. Alahamdulillah… Aku dilantik sebagai Pengarah Urusan.

Aku bekerja siang dan malam… bertungkus lumus… dunia aku hanyalah di pejabat. Sekarang aku mempunyai 3 orang cahayamata anugerah tak ternilai dari Allah SWT. Tahun demi tahun aku semakin sibuk dengan urusan kerja. Firma yang aku kendalikan telah bertambah maju dan akhirya disenaraikan di papan kedua bursa saham Kuala Lumpur. Tidak sampai 7 tahun beroperasi sekali lagi kami telah disenaraikan ke papan utama BSKL. Hasil penat lelah selama ini ahkirnya berbaloi…. Aku dilantik sebagai CEO tempatan pertama di firma ini dengan bergaji sebanyak RM38 ribu bersih sebulan beserta 3 buah kereta mewah… Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Dalam usia 46 tahun sebagai CEO….aku mula terasa kehilangan sesuatu!!!!!

Kebahagian keluarga…. Kesibukan aku menyebabkan aku serahkan segala tugas sebagai seorang ayah kepada isteriku. Hubungan aku bersama keluarga renggang. Anak-anak aku tak terurus…yang sulung dah tak macam orang…rambut warna merah… bertindik di hidung. Apabila tiba waktu makan malam sudah tidak bersama lagi.

Segalanya kucar kacir. Pelajaran mereka pun entah kemana… Aku terlalu sibuk di pejabat. Meeting sanasini. Lunch pun nak meeting….main golf pun bincang pasal kerja…..dinner pun meeting lagi!!!!… sampai tiada masa untuk bersolat!!

Setiap pagi aku kena periksa segala lapuran-lapuran eksekutif aku…sebelah petang kena buat report pada Board of Directors. Sembahyang 5 waktu aku tunggang terbalik…. kekadang buat.. kekadang terlupa… masyaallah!!!! Setiap hari ada temujanji bersama client aku dari Jepun.

Aku mungkin kaya…tetapi jiwa aku kosong…kadang kala jiwa aku tertekan!!! Bila aku pulang ke rumah lewat malam aku bersolat…. aku menangis… aku memohon doa kepada Allah semoga diberikan ketenangan jiwa. Semoga keluarga ku bersatu kembali.

Selang seminggu aku bernekad…! !!! Aku telah meletakkan jawatan ku sebagai CEO. Aku tinggalkan gaji aku sebanyak RM38K sebulan dan aku pulangkan kesemua kereta-kereta mewahku pada syarikat. Keluarga ku terkejut. Isteriku menangis…. tetapi bukan menangis marahkan aku meninggalkan jawatan sebagai CEO… tetapi menangis kerana gembira… mereka gembira akhirnya aku kembali kepada mereka..!!!

Aku beritahu mereka aku ingin berniaga sendiri. Buka gerai jual Kuew Teow Goreng..!!!! Aku diketawakan oleh mereka…. tak apa aku akan buktikan yang bekas CEO akan lebih berjaya dengan berniaga kuew teow goreng !!!!

Dengan sedikit pengalaman sebagai tukang masak (tukang masak tak bertauliah) semasa belajar di Jepun dan sedikit duit simpanan aku memulakan perniagaan pertama aku di sekitar Ampang… bersebelah an dengan Citroen Showroom. Aku dibantu oleh anak sulung aku.

Hari pertama berniaga aku mendapat untung RM170.00 sehari. Berniaga dari jam 4 petang hingga 10 malam. Hari Kedua dapat RM 120.00 sehari. Hari ketiga dapat RM220.00 sehari…. alhamdulilah. Dan hari-hari seterusnya lebih kurang RM380.00. sehari.

Anggaran kasar pendapatan aku sebulan lebih kurang RM9,880.00 untuk satu gerai. perniagaan aku bertambah maju dalam 8 bulan aku membuka satu lagi gerai di Cheras… dari 2 gerai aku membuka 3..dan seterusnya sehingga sekarang aku memiliki 6 gerai makanan. Pendapatan bersih dari 6 gerai tadi aku memperolehi rezeki dari Allah dalam RM60, 000.00 SEBULAN. Bayangkan pendapatan seorang CEO RM38K sebulan dan pendapatan dari berniaga Kuew Teow sebulan RM60K. Kini aku bersenang lenang bersama-sama keluarga ku. Setiap bulan kami bercuti bersama.

Kini aku telah dapat kembali keluarga ku yang ‘hilang’. Anak-anak aku memang malas nak meneruskan pelajaran mereka. Jadi aku latih mereka berniaga. Merekalah sekarang yang menjalan perniagaan tersebut. Aku cuma memantau… atau lebih kurang jadi ‘chairman’…. dan anak-anak aku sebagai Directornya.

Sekali-sekali aku melihat jam di tangan. Oh, baru pukul 2.30.. lambat lagi nak balik. Cepat la sikit pukul 5.00 bolehla aku berangan lagi… Beginilah kehidupan aku seorang kerani kerajaan…

Laa….hampeh betul citer ni. Mat Jenin rupanyerr…

Monday 9 January 2006

I Don’t Want To Grow Up

I wonder what my purpose of life is.
People always help me, but I can’t do anything in return.
To me, studying is my source of life, but I can’t find anything that is more important.
I can’t walk the hallway which is only 3 meters.
Can’t a human live only with their mind?
Can’t I walk using only my upper half of the body?
I wanna be like the air. The good-hearted person whose kindness overflows and people realize how important she was to them, once she is gone.
I wanna be that kind of person.

Tuesday 3 January 2006

Lack of Passion is Fatal

  1. Darling, the world’s not really against you. The only thing that’s against you is yourself.
  2. There is something beautiful about all scars, whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.
  3. You are the finest, loveliest, tenderest, and most beautiful person I have ever known-and even that is an understatement. -F. Scott Fitzgerald
  4. Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life…you give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness so simple a phrase like “maybe we should be friends” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
  5. I feel like everything in my life has led me to you. My choices, my heartbreaks, my regrets. Everything. And when we’re together, my past seems worth it. Because if I had done one thing differently, I might have never met you.  
  6. It’s crazy because I don’t even know when you became so important to me. It’s like watching a snowstorm. You see the flakes falling, but you don’t realize how they’re adding up. Then suddenly, your whole lawn is covered. All these little things have added up, and you’re my snowstorm.
  7. God causes things to happen at exactly the right time! Your job is not to figure out when, but to make up your mind that you won’t give up until you cross the finish line and are living in the radical, outrageous blessings of God! The more you trust Jesus and keep your eyes focused on Him, the more life you’ll have. Trusting God brings life. Believing brings rest. So stop trying to figure everything out, and let God be God  in your life. 
  8. You know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful and then you actually talk to them and five minutes later, they’re as dull as a brick? Then there’s other people, when you meet them, you think, “Not bad. They’re okay.” And then you get to know them and their face just sort of becomes them. Like their personality’s written all over it.And they just turn into something so beautiful. 
  9. Our willingness to wait reveals the value we place on the object we’re waiting for.
  10. Never lose an opportunity of seeing anything beautiful, for beauty is God’s handwriting.
  11. Today, forget your past, forgive yourself, and begin again.
  12. A heartbreak is a blessing from God. It’s just His way of letting you realize He saved you from the wrong one. 
  13. Someone once told me that some of us are actually afraid of the dark; we’re scared of what it conceals from us. We’re afraid of having something with the potential to hurt us standing right before our eyes and not registering it as a threat. People can be like that too.
  14. Sometimes, I think that the stars  are actually a huge connect-the-dot puzzle, and if we could only find the right pattern in which to connect them, then maybe we could figure out what they’re trying to tell us. And I think that there is a different pattern for every living person, every person that has ever lived, and every person that will ever live. So in a way, we’re all written into the night sky. And we gaze up at the sky, lying beneath our fears and dreams, and futures, and if we could find the right pattern, we might be able to know where we’re supposed to be. But the night sky is bigger than I can even begin to grasp, so I lay down on the damp summer grass amidst laughter and sips of wine, and I trace my finger along the brightest stars I can find, and I smile. The stars can keep the burden of knowing where it is that I will end up, because I am happy with where I am right now. When they twinkle, I think they’re winking at me, like they know something I don’t know, but I don’t mind. Sometimes, I like being in the dark, and right now, I don’t mind at all.
  15. God is fully aware that you and I are not perfect; let me add, God is also fully aware that the people you think are perfect are not.
  16. Sometimes, we are so busy chasing the sunlight, that we forget that the darkness is chasing us. 
  17. You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book. (Psalm 56:8, NLT)
  18. I am and always will be- the optimist. The hoper of far-flung hopes. The dreamer of improbable dreams. 
  19. Dear best friend, I love you more daily. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you and I wish you could love yourself the way I love you. And above all, I wish your life is everything you deserve because, in my opinion, you deserve the world. I will stand by you forever. My heart will always belong to you.
  20. How do you look at someone you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?
  21. Be contented. Yes, there are people greater than her. There are people who are more attractive, more intelligent, more caring, and more fortunate. That’s life- full of temptations. But don’t be deceived by those things. Because didn’t you ever realize that there are people who are also greater than you? Yet she chose you.  
  22. You are loved. You are valuable. You are crafted with beauty and purpose. I treasure you and this world needs you. There is no one like you. You don’t need to look like the rest, or talk like the rest, or be like the rest. There is no truth in the lie that you don’t mater. The world needs you as you are. You are loved and you were put here for a reason. You were not an accident. You are not a mistake. 
  23. Dear future husband,  I hope our love is the kind that I don’t even have to think about. I hope I never have to convince myself to love any certain part of you because I hope it all comes naturally. I hope our love is the kind that is quiet on the outside, but loud on the inside. I want to love you like the space between lightning and thunder- electrified and alive, but silent and knowing. And I want you to love me like clouds love the rain. You’re going to have to let me go on my own sometimes, but I will always come back and we will always be two parts of the same thing. 

Friday 9 September 2005

Bowling in My Mind

I don't know what to write here... But, sia kasi masuk apa-apa saja which I think fit and Ok lah kie... Maybe it's about my research on Unduk Ngadau - The topic which I tersilap picked sebab tidak mahu drag kerja... or anything yang sia rasa perlu lah kie... Maybe my love life or... etc...

Sunday 5 June 2005

Cerita ATAMA

Sorry for not updating my website - A little busy since my uncle just returned from USA and I have some problems to deal with. Silaka butul baru juga sia mo online, then I found out that sumandak.comhas been suspended. I'll ask my uncle later lah...

I've read lots about ATAMA - From newspapers sampailah blog orang yang cerita pasal kehebatan ATAMA. Yes! He's truly amazing! Very brave! Sia respect orang yang berani buat pembaharuan. Hidup ATAMA! By the way, maybe some people assume yang si ATAMA ni perusak bahasa - It's hip hop, baby... Hip Hop, Baby... Kalau ramai suka, you cannot say yang ATAMA ni perusak... Jealous kah? Kalau masih dengan utak kolot - Sampai-sampai inda pandai maju bah... Variations are vastly needed in this industry, bukan mencari ways to preserve culture yang makin lama makin buntu.

Frankly, sia peminat setia ATAMA. Habis sia take video time dia menyanyi on 31st May hari tu. Habis sia tangkap semua. Tinggal sia mo upload lagi tu. Fuyyyooohhh....

Sunday 29 May 2005

Fotopages

Kerja boring untuk hari minggu, menunggu bulan 5 habis dengan tiada penyesalan. So, jom korang pigi sini http://sumandakdotcom.fotopages.com/ . Ada gambar unduk ngadau bah. Sia tau korang suka tinguk gambar unduk ngadau... :p

Saturday 28 May 2005

KOTOBIAN TADAU TAGAYO DO KAAMATAN

ikan koruk ikan turongou,
sudah kogoruk masih korongou,
sumulok sinsilog koruba sunsulit,
kada kosonsog moginum ginsom korilit.

"KOTOBIAN TADAU TAGAYO DO KAAMATAN"

Tuesday 24 May 2005

Cerita AF Bah

Sayang oh Marsha inda dapat menyanyi time prelude. Mimang siorang di depan TV sudah semua mo tinguk dia menyanyi. Mummy sia pun cakap sayang Marsha inda dapat menyanyi. Kamirang kecewa butul ooo... Tapi, apa bulih buat, Tuhan mungkin ada benda lain untuk si Marsha. Never give up, Marsha. Ko sekarang pun sudah ada peminat sudah walaupun bukan ko yang di antara top 12.

Sekarang tinggal si Yazer, Ekin & Felix saja dapat masuk top 12. Haider mimang bulih menyanyi tapi dia mimang silap pilih lagu. Suara Haider inda cukup olombou atau sarut untuk lagu It's My Life by Bon Jovi. Tapi, teruskan usahamu, Haider! Ko tetap fames juga satu hari nanti.

Felix mimang berkebolehan dan berbakat, tapi susah juga mo cakap sebab time prelude. Sia akan tinguk dia sampailah dia pigi akhir. Tabiat dan bakat ada kaitan sebab kitorang inda mo penyanyi yang lupa daratan. Tuhan balas juga tu kalau lupa daratan....
So far di dalam kotak undian sia:
  • Akma
  • Felix

Thursday 19 May 2005

Renovation

My house is under renovation sekarang ni, just because my uncle and his family are coming back from USA after more than 5 years inda balik-balik sebab mau dapat status PR and Green Light dari tu USA Government. Mimang susah mo live in USA termasuk keluar dari USA kalau masih lagi ada urusan di sana. Even though mimang sana FREE TO VOICE, FREE TO HAVE, FREE TO MAKE... Lebih-lebih lagi incident (or may I call it as ACCIDENT?) Osama lah, Bush lah, September 11 lah... etc. Mimang mess betul bah.... Yang sia kasehan, itu grandparents sia - They have waited for more than 5 years tunggu their only successful son balik dari USA. Yes, sikarang diorang punya umur (I mean tu grandparents sia) sudah menjangkau 70 years old. Next month saja siorang semua mo buat Family Reunion cum Kaamatan for Sabilah M Benggon's family. Surprise dari sia pula, walaupun inda seberapa... Sia mo bagi KEK BAAASAAAR sama diorang. Itu saja sia bulih bagi sekarang guna duit yang manang time ikut unduk ngadau... Kwak Kwak Kwak...

Sia bangun saja pagi ni, sia try mo ingat balik apa sia mimpi tadi... Sia termimpi bilik sia. Eheks... Sebab sekarang bilik sia kasi warna purple (warna yang dihalang oleh parents sia tapi last-last diorang admit sia pandai cari warna). At first, diorang mo suruh sia pilih warna pink, duh... Bosan sudah sia warna pink selepas ditinggalkan X-Breakfast sia duuuulu... Opppsss... Tersasul dan terpisung sikit, balik pasal mimpi sia. Sia termimpi yang sia pigi lukis bunga di dinding bilik sia. Hehehehe... And sia mo buat sama tu dinding bilik sia nanti. Sia apply semua benda yang sia study time di SM Shan Tao duuulu... Sikit-sikit pigi buat kerja lukis dinding, 2 kali sia lukis dinding time di High School dulu...

But now... I still have to find costume TOBILUNG KOTA MARUDU dulu for my kazen... :( Desperate ni sekarang mencari... UUUWAAAAAAHHHH... Help me Help Me...

Wednesday 18 May 2005

This is Kaamatan

Talking about kaamatan - Harvest Festival. Mimang syok. But this year punya kaamatan is a bit dull - Inda banyak publisiti, news, pics, etc. Paling banyak cerita pasal accident during kaamatan. Na'uk punya pasal, tidur di tengah jalan raya punya pasal, mati bergaduh punya pasal, etc.

Kaamatan yang sekarang is no longer kaamatan yang meriah macam dulu-dulu, Kaamatan dari time Berjaya lagi... I've heard lots of stories from my grandpa pasal kaamatan diorang. Simple tapi meriah. Even di Kg. Pulutan, Menggatal saja - For God's sake - sudah 5 tahun tiada kaamatan, untuk apa kasi repair itu balairaya tapi no kaamatan? What kind of tutok ni AJK buduh ada? Sekadar pegang kunci dewan and ban urang kampung sendiri guna dewan? Hello? Itu dewan moyang ko punya kah?

Sia pun tidak berapa suka with penganjuran kaamatan kawasan N.12 Inanam. Hello, be fair a bit. Yang sia inda puas hati dari dulu pasa committees misti mau dari Inanam sajakah? Bukan sia mo anti-Inanam, tapi the way diorang conduct. Tau minta sponsor saja but tiada pun apa-apa untuk urang Telipok and Menggatal. Tau minta tagih undi dari siorang saja tapi jalan raya still berhabuk. Why bias? Nasib juga siorang pintar, we have observed segala-galanya. So, bila time mengundi lagi nanti, we won't choose you anymore. Banyak suara, tapi peluh sikit.

Mungkin I'm still young hijau belum matang tapi sia sudah observe ni politik sabah since sia masih lagi 12 years old. Semua buku politik sudah sia baca. Darilah buku Mandat Ketiga sampailah karya dari si Radin Malleh. Yes! Politics mimang sudah terpahat di kepala utak sia. Permainan kutur dan bersih sia tau sudah. Secara kesimpulannya di sini, demand dari rakyat tidak pernah cukup. Seorang ahli politik must be brave, brilliant, rich and humble - Kenapa rich? Elaun jadi YB bukannya cukup untuk tampung permintaan, so untuk menjadi YB, one kena rich atau ada pendapatan tetap supaya dapat tolong rakyat dan bukan sekadar beli Ninja King tunjuk sama rakyat. Sia prefer YB dari Penampang...
Kaamatan oh Kaamatan.... Where have all the Kaamatans gone long time passing?

Tuesday 10 May 2005

5 JARI BERDOA

1) IBU JARI 
Ibu jari adalah jari yg terdekat dengan kita. Maka fokuskan doa kita kepada orang2 yang terdekat di hati dan sisi kita. Ibubapa, saudara-mara, teman baik, bf/gf etc...doakan mereka. Mereka adalah golongan manusia yang pasti mudah diingati oleh anda. 

2) JARI TELUNJUK 
Jari telunjuk membawa perlambangan doa bagi org2 yg telah mengajar kita, menyembuhkan kita, mendidik dan memulihkan kita. Mereka ini termasuklah golongan gembala, doktor yg merawat kita, pensyarah/guru-guru etc...sesiapa pun yg pernah hadir sebagai org yg telah membimbing kita. Sentiasa ingati bahawa hikmat dan kebijaksanaan yg mereka telah berikan kepada kita adalah berkat daripada TUHAN, mereka adalah saluran berkat yg TUHAN telah gunakan untuk menyembuhkan/ membimbing kita. 

3) JARI TENGAH 
JAri tengah dalam senarai jari-jari saya dan saudara adalah merupakan jari tertinggi bukan? Nah kali ini berdoalah bagi para pemimpin. Golongan Pemimpin ini termasuklah kepimpinan tertinggi negara, pemimpin gereja dan sesiapa pun yg saudara/i lihat sebagai pemimpin dalam hidupmu. Golongan kita bertanggungjawab membentuk polisi dan hal-hal pentadbiran yang mempengaruhi kehidupan kita. Mereka memerlukan pimpinan ALLAH kita untuk hikmat dan kekuatan. 

4) JARI MANIS 
Menurut para guru piano, jari manismu adalah jari yg terlemah dalam senarai jari kita. JAri ini mengingatkan saya dan saudara untuk berdoa bagi mereka yg lemah, dalam pergumulan berat, sakit atau dlm kesusahan. Pikullah beban mereka dalam doa kita. Nescaya kita telah memainkan peranan dalam menjadi saluran kasihNya. 

5) JARI KELINGKING 
Aha! Jari kelingking adalah jari terkecil dalam senarai jari kita. JAri ini melambangkan diri kita sendiri secara peribadi dalam rangkaian perhubungan kita dengan TUHAN dan sesama manusia. Alkitab mengajar kita bahawa "..yang terkecil di antara kamu akan menjadi yang terbesar..." Makanya jari ini mengingatkan saya dan saudara untuk berdoa bagi diri kita sendiri secara peribadi tentang keperluanmu, pergumulanmu dan masalah serta visi hidupmu di hadapan takhtaNya yang kudus! 

Itu sahajalah petuanya saudara/iku terkekasih...Cubalah untuk melakukannya...TUHAN memberkatimu!!! 

Sunday 1 May 2005

Dear Slim

Dear Slim, 

I wrote but you still ain't callin

I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottomI sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got him There probably was a problem at the post office or something Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot himbut anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father.If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?I'ma name her Bonnie

I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry.I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him.I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan.I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam. I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man.I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat

Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan

This is Stan

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote,

I hope you have a chanceI ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans.If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew .That's my little brother man, he's only six years old.We waited in the blistering cold for you,four hours and you just said, "No."That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol.He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I doI ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to.Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write youyou would write back - see I'm just like you in a way.I never knew my father neither;he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her.I can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em oncause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressedI even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleedsIt's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it 

My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 .But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does.She don't know what it was like for people like us growin upYou gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose.

Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.We should be together too

Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,this'll be the last package I ever send your ass.It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?I know you got my last two letters;I wrote the addresses on 'em perfectSo this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear itI'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freewayHey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?

You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowningbut didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?

That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning

Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call.I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wallI love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about itYou ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about itAnd when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about itI hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me

See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too

Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge nowOh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy

You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter thatand here's an autograph for your brother,I wrote it on the Starter cap

I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you 

Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you.But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?I say that shit just clowning dog,c'mon - how fucked up is you?You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us meant to be together?That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each otherI really think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan

why are you so mad? 

Try to understand, that I do want you as a fanI just don't want you to do some crazy shit 

I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick

Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridgeand had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his name was.. it was you

Damn!

Saturday 30 April 2005

Koupusan

Artist: Jo-Anna Sue Henley Rampas 
Album: Upus1 Sinding Piginawaan 
Song: Koupusan 
Typed by: Tutuguk 

Koupusan nombo ko di baino 
Nombo nodi ngaih ih boros nu 
Nombo nodi ngaih ih janji nu 
Tuminongkiad ko mantad doho 

Koupusan poilo oku dika... 
Onu salah ku, id pinupusan to 
Ikau no daa songulun id ginawo ku 
Pitongkiadan romiton ku mantad diya 

Iya noh songulun 
Iya noh kopusan ku 
Iya noh id ginawo ku 
Iya noh kalangadan 
Nga baino nolingan oku diya 
Sundung do nokoruol ginawo ku 

Insan tadau opurimanan nuh.. 
Kosindualan oruol id ginawo ku 
Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh.. 

Iya noh songulun 
Iya noh kopusan ku 
Iya noh id ginawo ku 
Iya noh kalangadan 
Nga baino nolingan oku diya 
Sundung do nokoruol ginawo ku 

Wo.. wo.. ho.. 
Yea........... 

Insan tadau opurimanan nuh.. 
Kosindualan oruol id ginawo ku 
Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh.. 

Iya noh songulun 
Iya noh kopusan ku 
Iya noh id ginawo ku 
Iya noh kalangadan 
Nga baino nolingan oku diya 
Sundung do nokoruol ginawo ku 

Insan tadau opurimanan nuh.. 
Kosindualan oruol id ginawo ku 
Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh.. 
Kosindualan oruol id ginawo nuh..

Sunday 24 April 2005

tangan kiri - malfunction

I'm using my *only* right hand now... Tangan kiri sia cedera sebab terkena cermin pecah... Bukan sia ramas-ramas cermin tapi tidak sengaja terkena cermin pecah last saturday. So sekarang cannot type banyak-banyak dan chat juga... Uwahhhhhhhhh... Boringnya...

Thursday 21 April 2005

What a Friend we have in JESUS

What a friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer!

Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy-laden,
Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge-
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer;
In His arms He'll take and shield thee,
Thou wilt find a solace there.


"Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you." John 15:15

Sunday 17 April 2005

Urang ni menyedihkan betul...

Jangan ingat perempuan saja korang bulih buli... Change your mind set! I won't forgive those who were writing comments main tapuk-tapuk... Kalau mau comment, buat comment terbuka macam korang buat di GURITOM.COM.. Itu baru sia terima... Setakat main tapuk-tapuk... Pigi masuk LUBANG CACING lah...

Ini sia dapat dari website Herris Yutui...

<anonymous>: si davelyn mengaku template tu kerja dia lalalla kasian men akun ja tapi budus!
<anonymous>: web ini budu punya design!budak budak pun buli kasi siap ba...nda kasian butul nie web! tukar la ni design nie mau muntah sia tigk!
<anonymous>: web ini budu punya design!budak budak pun buli kasi siap ba...nda kasian butul nie web! tukar la ni design nie mau muntah sia tigk!
<GOD>: Muantah saja..why you so look down on people work?what is the great things about you..I know you r not the best..
<anonymous>: may
<may>: sapa bah kamu yang awal sangat masuk ni? tidak karaja ka kamu
<deng>: dasyat jugak komen org tu. takpa jdkan ia satu pembakar semangat. Biasalah benda baik yg dibuat slalu trima kritikan. bawa bertenang.
<anonymous>: wwook
<ed>: testing mick 1..2..3...
<sumandak>: aku x kisah kalau ko rasa design budak pun, budaklah... sebab memang aku ni budak lagi, tapi at least aku lebih terror dari awak sebab budak jak pun dah pandai buat website daripada orang tua macam kamu sudah nokolotou tapi 1 web pun tiada, bikin malu.
<sumandak>: mimang gayo taik orang yang komen tapi tidak letak namanya, napa takut kah? takkan takut sama budak kot... bukannya herris bayar sama sia pun, sia yang rela buat untuk dia. jangan rendahkan orang lain, kalau lain kali orang tu lebih baik dari kamu.. malu.
<sumandak>: aku buduh pun buduhlah... sebab sia buduhlah sia rajin mau belajar, bukan macam urang yang pintar tapi pemalas...


TO ANYNOMOUS,

Macam PM cakap, kalau tidak suka, jangan tengoklah...

Kalau sia ada buat salah sama ko sebelum ni, minta maaf walaupun sia inda kenal siapa ko sebenarnya....

Yalahkan... Orang buduh, takkan tidak perlu belajar kan? Takkan tidak pandai jadi pintar kan? Kalau pintar tapi pemalas sekali pun, bukannya ada orang mo ambil ko kerja. Sia buka bisnes pun bukan mo ambil orang jenis ini yang pintar cakap tapi pemalas kerja... Bikin sayang gaji saja.

Kalau JEALOUS tu, cakap... Sia buat untuk suka-suka saja sebab bukan pun sia ada minta DUIT dari orang lain bila sia buat website. Ko pun bukan cikgu sia, cikgu sia di USA, urang tulin Sabah... Sia inda payah ambil jurusan IT atau apa-apa pasal computer pun sia tau buat website... Ada orang mo ajar sia bah.

Ko cakap gitu pun, sia lebih SUKA... Sia LEBIH BERUSAHA sebab sia akan jadikan apa yang ko HINA tu sebagai satu AIM & TARGET sia... dan sekarang I WON'T GIVE UP & I WON'T EVEN STOP BUGGING YOU, ANYNOMOUS... Plz, nama sia ko salah spell lagi... Eheks...

Last but not least, may GOD bless you... IF U R A CHRISTIAN, JANGAN LUPA BACA BIBLE BAB AMSAL kie... :) It's a good guide for you... Kalau sia tau siapa ko, sia akan salam ko juga...

p/s: manalah tau lain kali sia jadi OKM (Orang Kaya Muda)... Wakakakakaka... SOT sudah sia ni... Duh....

Thursday 14 April 2005

Polisi baru untuk pengguna di Sumandak.Com

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Anda bersetuju dengan polisi dan prosedur di laman web sumandak.com:

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6) Anda bersetuju untuk tidak menghantar gambar-gambar separuh bogel, atau lucah ke dalam sumandak.com.
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8) Anda bersetuju untuk menghormati pengguna-pengguna yang sedia ada di sumandak.com.
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11) Anda bersetuju bahawa pihak sumandak.com berhak memadam akaun yang sudah 3 bulan tidak aktif.
12) Anda bersetuju bahawa pihak sumandak.com berhak mengubah dan menambah polisi dan prosedur dari semasa ke semasa untuk kebaikan kedua-dua pihak.

Anda teirkat dengan segala peraturan ini sekiranya anda mengetik butang REGISTER di bawah, dalam kata lain, anda bersetuju untuk terikat dengan polisi yang telah ditetapkan di sumandak.com.

Sumandak Bilang: Hehehehehehehehehe... Ketat sudah...

Thursday 24 March 2005

Life as Usual

Just came back from canteen. I did not have my breakfast this morning and decided to have a brunch with my coursemates. I slept well last night sampai bilik sebelah can hear my goruk. Hahahaha. Kidding! 

My mum phoned yester night and she asked me to go home to clear things up. But, i refused to go home since it's only for a week. Gosh... Balik-balik naik kapal terbang lagi and have to stuck there for an hour and twenty minutes, and that excludes boarding time and immigresen check up. I'm too bored waiting in line and that's why i hate to go into the bank. I would prefer to spend my time withdrawing money using ATM.

I went to read DOPEYMOOKE blog just now and she really makes my tummy tickles. Still don't get my words? Why don't you read it yourself, i'm not going to kill my times blogging using my precious NOKIA.

:-P This is the link for DOPEYMOOKE blog. Beware the eyes of DOPEYMOOKE for she shall eat you alive... It's alive. It's alive. Why am i talking nonsense here. 


p/s: I have clear things up with my boyfriend yester night. And we are back for good.

Wednesday 23 March 2005

The Hardest Day in my Life

Sia di dalam bilik hostel sia sekarang guna handphone sia login internet using gprs to write something on my blog. Today is the saddest day in my life. I have just received sms from my boyfriend asking for a break up. 

Sia mati-mati love him but apa yang sia dapat is this. I never wish for a break up - tapi if he cannot love me anymore, then i have to let him go walaupun i don't want to. 

Currently, I'm having my final exam and all these things are bulking in my mind. Hari ni sia menangis saja. I don't have anyone to rely on here. I don't have a roommate to share my pieces of broken-hearted. I feel like want to die but i cannot do it. 

Napa sia kena hadapi ni benda untuk yang ke-2 kalinya.

Am I?

Am I a fool who let a kiss to fool me or is he a fool who I let to kiss me? 

I am having my exam and he is asking for a break up. How am I going to sit for my exam in this situation. I need a break. Why does he ask for it now... Why now.... 

God... I need you.

Tuesday 8 February 2005

Gong Xi Fa Cai

GONG XI FA CAI to all of you out there! I'm stuck in UiTM Samarahan, can't go back home!

Anyway, THANKS for all the emails, SMS, Private messages - I really enjoyed reading them all although most of them are about PROBLEMS.

Take care then... I have to go now... 

p/s: Main computer di LAB bah ni...

Saturday 22 January 2005

Going Back...

I'm going back to Kuching today... So, don't expect me to update this website. But I will be back to Sabah in April. 

Thanks for supporting Sumandak.Com as your favourite place to hang out. Sorry kalau ada kerosakan or problem untuk korang register and login. Please contact my assistants or operators kalau ada apa-apa problem. Thanks....

p/s: Flight sia jam 4:30 pm.... Bye Bye all...

Friday 21 January 2005

Message 4 Gatut, Tites, Gaban & Lontuge

Janlah marah-marah, Gatut. Sia jarang online bah sekarang ni sebab mo belajar kan. Eheks... 

Pasal font tu, sengaja dikecilkan supaya save more spaces - Duh! Padahal sia sendiri pun mo pakai cermin mata mo buat ni website. Nantilah lepas sia habis final exam, dan ada cuti panjang baru sia update lagi ni website. Kasi besar sikit itu fontnya supaya korang dan saya pun inda sakit mata mo baca kan kan kan?

Gatut, boleh juga kita berkenalan bah. Tiada salah sebab perkara biasa bah tu kalau mo berkenalan kan kan kan? Ehehehehehe.... Siou kio inda terbalas message ko.... Wakakakakakka... Bah, mula 22nd Januari ni sia balik p kuching mo belajar lagi ni... Bah, jan merajuk kio kalau sia inda terbalas untuk jangka masa yang agak panjang... 

Gaban, lagu mp3 yang mana tu ah? Ko try pi sana guritom.com lah manatau tu urang di sana ada simpan mp3... ehehhehee...

To lontuge, thanks.... hehehehehhe...

Iri iri noh kie... bye bye...

Tuesday 18 January 2005

Cara-Cara Nak Handle Hantu

Pocong
Hantu yang berbungkus macam lepat pisang baru masak ni memang mudah cari kelemahannya. Kita hanya perlu bukak tali pengikat di atas kepalanya dan tarik kain balutannya. Sudah tentu dia akan berasa malu rana dia tidak pakai apa apa pun, selain kain kapan pembungkusnya tu.

Langsuir
Dia ni suka pandang muka kita, jadi beranikan diri anda tenung balik muka dia sambil jelir-jelir lidah. Kalau tak pun tunjuk cermin muka kat dia, pasti dia tersipu-sipu malu.

Pontianak
Hantu yang suka ketawa. Kalau terserempak dengan dia, kita pun mestilah ketawa sama. Kalau boleh kita cuba mengilai lebih kuat dari dia, tentu dia boring.

Hantu Raya
Hantu ni suka beraya dan suka menyamar jadi tuan dia. Cara mengalahkannya senang saja, sambutlah 
hari raya tiap kali jumpa dia, bagi duit raya, ajak main meriam buluh, suruh kacau dodol atau jaga lemang. Tentu dia tak kacau kita sebab banyak kerja dan aktiviti lain dia nak buat.

Hantu Galah
Hantu ni la yang paling tinggi di muka bumi. Kalau terjumpa dia, kita hendaklah meniarap. Pasti dia tak perasan kita ada disitu.

Jerangkung
Dia ni ada kulit tapi nipis. Tinggal rangka saja, dan paling mudah untuk menewaskannya. Kita hanya perlu tunjal dahinya dengan telunjuk dan lihat gerak-gerinya mengimbangi badan untuk berdiri tegak.

Toyol
Lagi senang kalau nak kalahkan dia, bagi duit satu sen berguni-guni..nanti dia ingat duit emas, lepas tu dia pikul bawak balik bagi tuannya... lepas tu sah-sah lah dapat penampau Jepun dari tuannya kerana mana nak tukar duit satu sen banyak2 tu...

Hantu Ponteng
Yang ni payah sikit nak cakap sebab, hantu-hantu ni cam korang lerrr..takder kerja lain asyik ponteng kerja, lepaih tu nengok e-mail..macam sekarang nih..sah-sah tengah ponteng nie..macamana nak jawab.. korang sendiri gak jadik hantu.. jadi bawak-bawaklah buat kerja...

LEPAS BACE NIE DAH TAK YAH TAKUT2 NGAN HANTU.. TAKUT PADA DIRI SENDIRI SEBAB KADANG2 DIRI SENDIRI LEBIH MENYERAMKAN DARIPADA HANTU!!!!!!!!

Monday 17 January 2005

One week...

Hi guys and gals! I'm back... and now in Sabah for mid-term break. And I will return to UiTM Samarahan on 22nd January. Yeap! This coming Saturday! There's nothing much to write here but I think I should *at least* say thanks to all of you who have visited my website - Yeah, the not-yet-updated website yang semakin menjadi-jadi di sini. 

I don't know what's going on dengan ni website sia sekarang sebab I CAN'T ACCESS INTERNET sepanjang saya di UiTM... Bukan apa, MALAS nak jalan. Anyway, it's really great to be part of UiTM Sarawak. Yalah... Got many Sabahans there juga - Uhh... Walaupun ada sikit-sikit lao ya lah... 

I would like to thanks buat dorang-dorang yang sudah hantar XMAS CARDS. Thanks and memang syoklah terima kad from all of you even though saya kena bayar RM0.10 for each surat yang dituntut... Eheehehehehe...

Plus, I've changed my number from MAXIS to DIGI recently memandangkan ada beberapa orang yang mengganggu saya semasa saya berada di UiTM. Please lah, don't call me during orang sedang belajar. Paling yang saya sendiri tidak suka, orang tu call and then batuk (HUH?!)... Please lah... If you have something to say, CAKAP saja. Don't cough! Furthermore, please introduce yourself kalau nak SMS orang lain. Don't just buat orang curious saja. :(

OK... That's all for now... Bye Bye...