Less than 2 weeks!!!!

I will be having my final exam starting from 10th November, 2008 til 20th November, 2008 (macam lah bah sia ambil SPM…)… In other words, my life will be as crazy as something that I can’t explain even using my own brain… Anyway, I’m looking forward my vacations… I can hardly wait to meet my fellow friends who are working in KL! Hello, KL… I’m coming!!!!

After KL… It’s going to be Labuan and Kuching!!!!! I just need my CHRISTMAS VACATIONS!!!!! Hehehehe… Mau kasi habis duit hujung tahun lu…

Without further adieu…

Adios….

I’m still on HIATUS… eh… I mean this blog bah… V(^_^)V *say peace*

Alasan Saya Tidak Datang

I’m doomed! I have less than a month to do all the revision… Frankly, I haven’t started my revision just yet and I don’t have any idea what does Organizational Behavior and Management all about (yah, if I get myself an ‘A’ this time around, mimang ada wayar putus sudah). I wish I won’t answer questions begini lah… Theorem Pythagoras… The answer mestilah bah x=5! Hahahaha~

Or… Buat cerita yang butul-butul inda masuk akal… for example, Marketing!!! Hahahahah~

And… I ‘m hoping that I won’t spread bihis during exam…

Some of you might be wondering why I didn’t attend KaDus Entertainment (KE) Star Studded Night last Saturday… Heheheh~ Nama sudah tulis tapi batang hidung inda ada juga. Frankly speaking, my friend wasn’t able to attend sebab dia tiba-tiba ada masalah. Some of you might say that I could ask someone else to accompany sia bah kan? Most of my friends are not interested with such event and some of them are busy preparing for our exam. How about cousins and family members? Well… The problem kan… My family was invited to attend a birthday party di sana Putrajaya, Telipok… and then most of my cousins are UNDERAGE – Below 18… Aku inda mo dihantam so bagus diam-diam jak. I can drive myself tapi cannot drive saturang… Hahahahahah~ Sudah limpas punya cerita, so I better diam-diam sajalah… Heheheheh~

Now… I’m getting burnout sudah… I still have lots of assignments to be done before end of this WEEK!

In other words…

I MUST STUDY!!!! I NEED TO STUDY!!!!

and…

HIATUS!!!! Won’t be updating this blog until I’ve successfully answered all those exam papers! Will be back on 21st November 2008! Just leave your message di shoutbox… I will reply juga tu… But won’t be updating this blog… Heheheheheh~

Boom De Yadda

I LOVE THE WORLD

(Dialogue)

Astronaut 1: It never gets old, huh?

Astronaut 2: Nope.

Astronaut 1: It kinda makes you want to…

Astronaut 2: Break into song?

Astronaut 1: Yep.

I love the mountains

I love the clear blue skies

I love big bridges

I love when great whites fly

I love the whole world

And ll its sights and sounds

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

I love the oceans

I love real dirty things

I love to go fast

I love Egyptian kings

I love the whole world

And all its crazy things

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

I love tornadoes

I love arachnids

I love hot magma

I love the giant squids

I love the whole world

It’s such a brilliant place

Boom-de-yadda

Boom-de-yadda

(repeat until fade)

p.s. You need to get Discovery Channel if you really are interested to see this on TV! Heheheh~ Anyway, this sure the best ads campaign they ever had so far!

Just A Dream

Just A Dream

Carrie Underwood

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen

All dressed in white

Going to the church that night

She had his box of letters in the passenger seat

Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide

She put her veil down

Trying to hide the tears

Oh she just couldn’t believe it

She heard trumpets from the military band

And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

I can’t even breathe

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray

Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt

Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag

And she held on to all she had left of him

Oh, and what could have been

And then the guns rang one last shot

And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

I can’t even breathe

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh,

Baby why’d you leave me

Why’d you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know

Oh, now I’ll never know

It’s like I’m looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now

This can’t be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream

Just a dream

Yeah, Yeah

p.s. I’m sticking my ear with this song! Hahahah~ Just too *I just don’t know how to say this…*…

Thank You For The Birthday Wishes!

Today… 10th October… Is my birthday… I’m a year older now and I’m really grateful to be able to reach at this age… And, of course… I’m so glad (yet thankful) to receive all those birthday wishes from all of you… I really appreciate them all especially when you remember my exact birthday… Hehehehe~ Anyway, I won’t be having any birthday party this year as I have tons of assignments piling up. Apa boleh buat lah as long as sia inda kena during my birthday saja pun cukuplah. Hehehehehe~

p.s. Thanks for those yang bagi SMS as early as 12.00AM ahh… Including juga those who wished me (in advance) as early as 4 days…

With lots of Loves,

Davelynne @ Sumandak

The Greatest Pain In Life

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life

is not to die,

but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so much

to another who doesn’t care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party…

and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth

neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don’t care.

The greatest pain in life,

is not to die,

but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another’s great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,

just saying “hi”.

When you show someone your innermost thoughts

and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be

too busy to console you

when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,

is you.

Life is full of pain,

but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,

and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play

in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind

to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends

you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored…

forgotten…

as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago. Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented. Remember that when going through life, you can’t judge a sad, lonely, or suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and show them that you care.

A Friendster Survey

Does anyone know your password to your friendster besides yourself?

*Nope… I keep only for myself.

What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?

*McChicken Burger, Apple Pie & Fries

Are you an emotional person?

*Maybe…

Do you like your name?

*Yes. One of a kind…

Do you believe in love at first sight?

*Nope… It’d say it’s a crush if it’s a love at first sight… Or more likely an infatuated love.

Ever felt jealous of your friend?

*Nope.. It’s baseless and useless!

What was the last thing you did?

*Having a short conversation with a friend over the phone.

Who is right next to you?

*My blue teddy bear…

Who were the last persons you ate with?

*My dad & bro…

What song are you listening to right now?

*The Heart of Worship.

Hows the weather right now ?

*Hot Hot Hot… I wonder if it’s going to rain later in the evening.

Last person who called you today?

*Am…

???

*Huh?!

Last song you sang?

*Whitney Houston’s I Will Always Love You

Do you like anyone?

*Yes… Those who always treat me nice…

Lost a friendship over something stupid?

*Nope…

Last beverage you drank?

*Hot Chocolate…

Last food you ate?

*Bread with chocolate spread made by my bro.

What did you do last night?

*Went to Marketing class, chat with Loraine about Zodee’s Wedding, SMS Zodee, later on chat with tutuguk & win before hit the sack.

Faked being sick to miss school?

*Hahahaha~ Yes! I always did that during my school time…

What time did you wake up today?

*8am!

Last person you talked to?

*Am…

Last person you made fun of?

*tutuguk

What are you wearing right now?

*stripped top and brown pants

Are you too quiet to ask anyone out?

*Yup… Sometimes…

What is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?

*his eyes~

Where are you right now?

*in my bedroom

What date and day is it?

*Sunday, 5th October 2008

Did you go anywhere today?

*Went to the Church this morning to attend Pathfinders’ meeting. Well, I had something for them actually with the presence of Pastor & the church Youth Director also.

What did you do there?

*Asked the kids to form into groups and gave them the case studies! Hahaha~

Where else are you going today?

*At home… Doing my assignments.

Are you watching TV?

*Barely… Don’t have time for it now… I’m way too busy to waste my times in front of TV.

Are you mature or immature?

*Depends…

Are you closer to your mom or dad?

*Both…

When was your last kiss?

*That was about 4 years ago… I guess.

What school do you go to?

*Some universities in Malaysia… Hahahahah~

Whats the most annoying thing people say to you?

*Gossiping… Anything which is not true.

Do you like music?

*I’ll die without one!

Do you want to get married?

*Yes… Of course!

to whom?

*I don’t know because I don’t even have a boyfriend or even the candidate right now. Just leave it to God bah…

My Wishes To All of You

To all the bloggers out there…

And those who have been a regular visitor, rare visitor, online buddies…

Have a nice weekend, guys!

And I hope it’s not too late to wish all of my Muslim friends…

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

(Sorry if I broke your heart ahh sometimes..)

To my dearest high school friend,

Mr Zodee Eden a.k.a Cikgu Zodee

Congratulations! Sorry, can’t attend your wedding. Jan marah ah~

To my Abang Juri,

Love you, Abang Juri… Don’t forget to bring Uyoi along when you’re coming to KK. I’ll treat you both!

To all my friends,

Have a blessed Sabbath Day!

To my best gang (ever) who always share about his new baby,

Juji

Don’t forget to take some pics of your newly *face-lifted* Rocky! Sepa suruh ko kasi jangkit sia pasal 4×4! Now I’m getting addicted sudah sama all of these, including offroading!

To all my schoolmates, collegemates, coursemates (what else ah?)….

You know who you are… You’re always my pal indeed~ Sorry if I did hurt you sometimes.

To my dearie pal Elwin,

You know what I mean… Take a break, sometimes… Cukuplah bah tu kerja saja.

To all KaDus Entertainment members,

Let me know if there’s hot & juicy news sometimes… I’d like to know juga bah!

To myself… *sob sob*

I just hate to get sick *again*!

Last but not least,

To those who have been adding me into their Friendster, Flickr, Picasa, Adventist Online, Facebook & Myspace (I’ve just created one)

What else do I need to say? Hehehe~

I Smile To Hide The PAIN

I don’t know what I’m feeling right now… I’m trying to gather my courage… I’ve promised myself that I won’t cry even though it really hurts deep inside my heart but sometimes I find it’s too difficult to deny the painfulness. It really awkward… I do feel it’s too strange to find myself smiling while I’m in pains… I smile when I’m nervous, I smile when I want to sad, I smile when I’m sad, I smile when I don’t know what to talk with the person, I smile when I find I’m stupid, I smile when I am happy, I smile when I feel it’s weird, I smile when I miss him, I smile when talking to him, I smile when I’m in pains, I smile when I just don’t know what else to do… You may call me crazy but… I just can’t stop from smiling…

I Smile to Hide the Pain

I smile and laugh to hide what I feel

Even when the pain gets unreal

I joke and play everyday

While inside I hide my dismay

I look like I’m happy

While I really feel shabby

When I turn away

To find another way

To hide in my eyes

A sorrow inside

As grey as the skies

Then I smile to hide

Travisa Delores Browing

Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering

There will be Kadus Entertainment’s 3rd Gathering which will be held on 18 October 2008. I’ve been designing things for KE since 2005. For more information on the gathering, click here, dbos also has posted the news here. They pilih the 3rd design… Simple saja bah tu (I’m in a rush mo buat kerja banyak bah)…

p.s. Local artistes mimang ramai yang datang… Papier Mache pun dijangka datang wor~

Listless + Photos = *Unknown Situation*

I didn’t get enough of sleep yesterday as I had to finish up our group assignment which needs to be submitted tomorrow (23/9/2008). I fell asleep on the couch – I hadn’t get enough of rest since last Tuesday lagi and then hang out with friends on Friday… Pigi cari makan-makan… Yesterday was a bit tensed… Then, I went to have my hair snipped into something which I haven’t done since 8 years ago. I thought it was a total disaster, crash or something awful! MMS-ed my new look to a friend – Nasiblah itu kawan comment yang bagus-bagus, kalau inda… Turus sia kasi BUTAK. Hahahahaha… Kidding! Anyway, I won’t post any photos of mine for the time being. Nanti takut ada urang kena stroke. Enjoy the latest photos taken during Pathfinder activities at the church last Sunday. Ambil gambar untuk kasi hilang rasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat!

p.s. I’m trying to get all things fixed by tomorrow.

Prevent Yourself From Walking Slipper-Less

If your slipper is too fancy and always attract other people to use your slippers? Then it’s time for you to ‘apply’ this interesting tips to prevent yourself from walking slippers-less in the future…

{LOCK LAH YOUR SLIPPERS}

Harga selipar also naik sudah bah… :P

Me Sooooooooooo BZ

I’m so busy right now… I need to get things done before next week! Gosh! I just need a break… Will be away for a few days – Meaning there won’t be any updates until things are settled up…

Anyway, really appreciate those comments and shoutbox. Heheheheheh~ Happy fasting to my Muslim friends out there…. 

Chao~ I’m going to hit the sack now! (-_-)

I’m Just Me (With a Life)

I bumped into my ex-bf’s blog just now. Saja mau lawat kan sebab long time sudah inda lawat-lawat blog kawan-kawan (including his blog). Glad that he’s enjoying his life right now, and he really deserves it. But I was quite dissappointed juga lah if people are using shoutbox, comments, etc. to insult the author, owner, person. I’ve been in that shoe before… And, of course, I’m speechless. I was deeply hurt by the statement (panjang lebar bah dat comment), like ‘she’ has known me for aeons. Anyway, I assume that she must have a reason to make such statement – We’ll never know (and of course, I don’t want to know also but how I wish to meet that person). OK.. I’m done with the past thingy and all I need now is to move on (yeah! yeah! Go for it!)… I have a life going forward (and not backward) and I don’t have the mood to turn back (ever!) even though I’m pulled backward (sometimes).

p.s. I’m happy that I’m gradually changing and suiting myself with the new environment. To get closer with God is even challenging but I do enjoy every single of it because I believe He’s always stay beside me. I may fear of seeing the future (what will I be in the next few years) but as long as God is there, anything is possible!

Jordin Sparks – One Step At A Time

One Step At A Time

Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait

So close, but so far away

Everything that you’ve always dreamed of

Close enough for you to taste

But you just can’t touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated

And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]

We live and we learn to take

One step at a time

There’s no need to rush

It’s like learning to fly

Or falling in love

It’s gonna happen and it’s

Supposed to happen that we

Find the reasons why

One step at a time

You believe and you doubt

You’re confused, you got it all figured out

Everything that you always wished for

Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours

If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated

And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can’t wait any longer

But there’s no end in sight

when you need to find the strength

It’s the faith that makes you stronger

The only way you get there

Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

Moments in Life

There are moments in life when you miss someoneSo much that you just want to pick them from

Your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;

But often times we look so long at the

Closed door that we don’t see the one,

Which has been opened for us.

Don’t go for looks; they can deceive.

Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile,

Because it takes only a smile to

Make a dark day seem bright.

Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;

Go where you want to go;

Be what you want to be,

Because you have only one life

And one chance to do all the things

You want to do.

May you have enough happiness

To make you sweet,

Enough trials to make you strong,

Enough sorrow to keep you human and

Enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don’t necessarily

Have the best of everything;

They just make the most of

Everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always

Be based on a forgotten past;

You can’t go forward in life until

You let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying

And everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end,

You’re the one who is smiling and everyone

Around you is crying.

Don’t count the years-count the memories…. …….

Life is not measured by

The number of breaths we take;

But by the moments that take our breath away! 

Still Playing With My Canon

Despite of my busy schedule, I still spend some times pampering my Canon especially when I go for the youth camp. Anyway, Happy Sabbath all!

p.s. I may snap some pics this Sunday… Heheheheheh~

Pics taken by AM. Thank you kio even though I was trying to hide my face tu… hahahahah~

Ada Masa – A Letter by Alvin aka Defoo

Notice: My blogger friends, I would really appreciate it if you could post this letter at your respective blogs. Thank you very much (from the deepest of my heart) for your help and support!!

To all my beloved friends,

Be it from Sabah, Sarawak, KL and semua di Semenanjung Malaysia. I would really need your help, I’m representing Infinatez and our INF team.

Alhamdulillah Infinatez now is moving in a correct direction, we are getting invitation to appear in various events, shows, interviews etc. To those yang sudah dengar our songs “Paparazzi”, “Ada Masa” & “Sayang Kinabalu”, we hope you enjoyed it. Kalau belum you can listen to it here – myspace.com/infinatez

Ok, the help yang I need from you guys is to request our songs to be played in radio stations. To be exact we would like you guys to request “Ada Masa” as it is our latest single, tapi you guys boleh juga request our other songs.

One way is to request it at Xfm (previously known as Xfresh), ni link dia – http://www.xfresh.com/radio/zpx.asp

One thing at a time, we can focus on Xfm first. But if you prefer other stations like Suria fm, you can do so. You probably get a listen to it at DJ Hairil’s Suria Intro every Sunday. To listeners in Sabah, you can ask DJ Othoe to play it @ Suria Pagi Kinabalu 105.9fm.

Guys, we really need your help on this one. Again, do have time to listen to it at our myspace and if you like it, kindly do request for it. We hope that our songs could be heard all over the country, and the rest of the world.

ps: Infinatez will be back with more sounds. We promise.

Thank you.

Yours truly,

Alvin MY aka Defoo

Engagement Day @ Kg Kibulu, Pitas

I was in Kg. Kibulu, Pitas, yesterday to attend Abang Juri & Sis Jefainy’s engagement day. Hehehehehe… Went there with cousin Win and Sasha.. It was a long and tiresome journey (kasin si Win balik-balik menguap), he was exhausted but kept on driving juga. Anyway, thanks, Win. Lagipun, Juri is our friend juga gia. Then, we stopped at Kota Marudu petrol station to fill the tank – takut lah bah manatau jauh tu tempat. About 1 hour jugalah from Kota Marudu to Kg. Kibulu, Pitas. Gravel lagi tu…

The last thing that I know… Win safely drove us home at 9:47pm… I was totally exhausted… Terus terjun pigi atas katil after took my bath… Bangun jak tadi pagi turus saw 1 missed ‘morning’ call from Anderson (that guy mimang start sudah mo bagi morning call). Yang syoknya, sia butul-butul tidur mati… HAHAHAHAHAH~ After this mo pigi rumah Pammie as they’re having a Thanksgiving Party for Pammie & Kenny (should address him as Dr. Kenny sudah… Kekekekeke~).

My Wedding Day

Friend: Dave, when can we have your nasi minyak?
Me: Huh?! I don’t know…
Friend: Takkanlah you don’t want to get married…
Me: Ummm… I don’t know…
Friend: Uiii… You’re straight bah kan?
Me: Of course, I’m straight… What’s in your head ooo…
Friend: (LOL)
Me: Aha… Now I ask you the same question… When are you getting married so I can give you hong pau and a nice congratulation?
Friend: Me? Lama lagi bah… We still need to earn money bah… Harga minyak naik sudah, harga barang pun naik sudah…
Me: Register kahwin saja bah… Habis cerita…
Friend: Cik adik oi… Tu mama yang bising-bising nanti if tiada makan-makan wor…
Me: (LOL) Yakan… Tuli o dingar kalau diorang bising-bising…
Friend: So, you bila kahwin?
Me: Me? Can kahwin bah with my bayang-bayang… Anytime….
Friend: Sot kah ko ni? Jawab bagus-bagus bah…
Me: Eeeee… How am I supposed to get married if the groom pun inda ada? I’m not that desperate bah mo kawin… Urus diri sendiri pun susah sekarang, apa lagi kalau tambah 1 urang lagi… Ko lah yang sudah kerja, patut kawin mah… Har har har!
Friend: Pintar lah ko di sana… Kalau lambat kahwin, nanti ko tua sudah pun masih lagi mo belanja…
Me: Inda apa… Yang penting my future children semua balajar… I don’t mind about kerja sampai tua… Even sekarang pun macam status belajar sampai tua juga ni…
Friend: How about sia introduce you to my boss? Masih single and good looking o..
Me: Ewwww… Sorry… I’m not interested… I’ve got a new boyfriend already… His name is Kawai… Just delivered this morning from Pelabuhan wor…
Friend: Cis~ Stick your ass lah sama tu piano ko!
Me: Hahahahahahah…

My Wedding Day ah? Hahahahaha… I’m not ready for such commitment yet. There’s lot of things to be done while I’m still single and available, including spending more quality times with my family right now. In other words, wedding or marriage is a taboo… It’s not that I don’t what to get married (or I hate marriage)… But the thing is I’m not ready for such gigantic commitment. I’m happy with my life right now – Single and nothing to worry about… I can move around freely and without having to restrict myself.

Tapi, the bad thing about me is… I haven’t attend any of my friends’ big day. Habislah if they also balas me the same thing sebab inda datang pigi wedding diorang. Aduinah… Mimang I’m such a bad high school friend kalau begini… Anyway, guys… If you happened to read this… I’m so sorry ahh… I promise kalau ada lagi wedding day yang lain, I will try to make myself free and attend the big day…